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shoutout neostalgic for the loop
very nice song that means a lot to me
hope it will to you too <3

lyrics :)
i'm a protector
so i'ma protect her
situation fucking crazy
it's making my head hurt

look at this the right way
you don't wanna get hurt
you've already settled down
you ain't tryna get hurt

think about it clearly, feelings over near me
devil on my shoulder so i know that you don't fear me
if you cry i cry like can you hear me
i need you alive, mean it sincerely

hate me, free your heart of aching
let me look i'll face it
let your demons take me
oh maybe

from the moment i saw you
i knew it was something else
something i couldn't have
but something i was sure as hell
protecting at all costs on my life
and maybe it's wrong, but i'm alright

and we're alright
we'll be just fine
know we're alright
we'll be just fine

protector

spotify :D

spawn

i know y'all was waiting for this one

lyrics
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
how i wish you gone, and walk away
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
oh i wish you'd stop and walk with me

oh where'd you go
i wanna know
don't leave me stranded
leave me cold
soul to be sold
soul to be sold

let me know
it's getting old
who have we told
i don't know
under control
under control

we don't need a reason
you part of the reason
that i can't feel it anymore

body on the floor
there's blood on the floor
and you at my door
something can't ignore

oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
how i wish you gone, and walk away
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
oh i wish you'd stop and walk with me

oh where'd you go
i wanna know
don't leave me stranded
leave me cold
soul to be sold
soul to be sold

let me know
it's getting old
who have we told
i don't know
under control
under control

walk away
ion wanna talk today
i can't do this everyday
ion wanna go insane

ion wanna go insane
but the second that you talk to me
is the second that i entertain
is the second that i entertain

UNDER CONTROL

i blink it's bodies droppin'
i wish i knew who talking
to me inside my head
tell me "take their life instead"

i think i'll do it for them
they wanna make me throw up
but it ain't leaving me
i think it's the me in me 

clock ticking
see the glock glisten in the rain right
red light all around me
we them hounds right?

they damn right
hole up hold my knife
i'ma get a pipe
let's end it off
finna send em off
yeah that sound right
 
my choppa sing like eric
my choppa sing like glaive
i cut a mfs head
if he misbehave

but we can play tho
play with his brain like playdoh
my short smart like plato
i make 'em bleed a rainbow

blink

bitch im in your mental i air it out
i ain't got nothing to care about
bitch what in the fuck is staring bout
fucking wit me is a scary route

baby i'm creeping, i'm crawling
i'ma have you falling
i'ma bring you things
that you ain't ever wanted

when i'm in your bloodstream
i turn to a blood feen
i want them to want me
i let them haunt me

i am one with the violence
i still die inside
let's take our cyanide tonight

i know you wish you had me outta your head
fuck around and leave us both dead
in the backseat, ready the lead
leave the scene, i ain't got nothing left

bacteria

stephany

@wetgropes 
should have put this on my main account

again

dream log sooner than soon after way too long see u on the other side <3

prod @threedimensionsapart
guitar by daniel geraghty
engineered by slappy 

//lyrics
[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

[verse]
wake up from another day dream 
its a new day but im still doing the same thing 
but when it all comes crashing down dont fucking blame me 
so many people werent around till as of lately
lately i been fucked up
i hope they dont notice
she been talking bout me 
i just try to focus
i cant trust a damn soul
everybody bogus
i cant even trip on it cause i know that im chosen
i chose this, i 

[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

nauseous (tda + daniel geraghty)

deja vu (whethan + lunamatic + aldn)

@gnde @twikipedia @threedimensionsapart @quannnic <3

instagram

stuck in my head w/ grandee + twikipedia

video here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tb8xCct8NZI
one song 2 end an amazing year with twinnem 
@midwxst
@billsburyjoeboi
mixed by slappy
lyrics
[pre-hook]
im not the same kid that i once was
when you met me
its a lot of offers on the plate right now
and its tempting
i can act like i never saw the texts that 
you sent me
or we could skip to the part when
you're in my room undressing

[hook]
baby just tell me what you wanna do 
we could slide back to the pad 
you can stop playing mad 
and your friend and you come thru
i was never mad in the first place
and im better than your ex on my worst day
ima be in LA on thursday
i said, baby just tell me what you wanna do
i aint never been for none of that he said she said shit
man just come thru
now theres way too much in my cup
and i cant stand up
but i couldnt give one less fuck

[verse: midwst]
a lot of things in front of me this shit's getting tempting
you saw where i was at and now you're seeking redemption
cause all of a sudden you fuck with me, up in my mentions
all this shit don't add up no it don't even make sense
you cut me deep, you left me there to sit and wait
blocked your number, blocked your texts
don't care what you are sending me
hoping that im stuck up in your head and in your memories
so that you can not forget my pain and all my misery

[hook]

come thru

come thru w/ midwxst (billsburyjoeboi)

icarus

@shlaks
[hook]
puffing bandicam 
my head peter pan <3_<3
i dont need no water mark 
u kno who i am 
smoking on dat
pack pack pack 
im da petrolman
i could never
lack lack lack
thats just who i am
all ur music
trash trash trash
dont u understand?
slowsilver da 
gang gang gang
u ain getting in >:)
[2x]
(hi dopa)
cross up on his head like a protestant
talking all dat **** 
i swear da god u needa stop wit it
open door n pull da key ima lob it in
i ain gonna trust u doing nothing 
ur incomptent !!! 
please don open ur eyes 
i think ull be suprised
when u come home to find
ur whole life was a lie
c-c-c-c-c-cross up on your head
like a catholic 
u talking all dat **********
u gon get dealt with
[hook]

petrolman (p. shlaks)

prod by 
@fortuneswan
@thefthproject
notes:// (＾• ω •＾)
i don have much to say 
im vv nervous
big thank to every1 for da support <3
lyrics:
yeah u look so pretty in dat dress 
but i'd look better 
gave u everything i ever had
even my sweater 
mood is always shitty 
like north carolina weather
u say dat u better than my ex
but have you met her?

so

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

tell me "do u reminisce about me or the past"
i was stuck inside my head
should b stuck inside my bag
n u saying all this shit abt
call me this n that
n everything that works for me 
never seems to last

oh
my 
goodness gracious
i've never been good at 
all the cheap flirtations
i feel like a puppet 
controlled animations
i've never been good at
holding conversations

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

cypress grove

astrid

spotify

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEenwFT8JJs&feature=youtu.be
here is da vid
notes:// ୧(⇀‸↼‶)૭
i was actually not even angry i was just upset lol
i have no clue what to make the cover art
so i made it my fav orangutan
thx for 10k on spotify n almost 4k on here love love :)

pissed

produced by bossman @whethan
performed by yours truly 
lyrics:

i dont wanna be here 
i want to hide away
n im not even nervous 
i could die today
or like i could dissapear 
wont happen either way
n theres this girl named astrid 
with a time n date :(

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

theres this rich, white girl
that works inside a department store
i guess that she aint rich no more
her mom and dad got a divorce
she say thats shes fine
she sits alone and cries to paramore
and if im being honest with the process 
i dont care no more

n the trees dont grow
where the sun low
let me tell u a lil story
abt where we dont go

n theres this forest on the east side
where all the evil beasts lie
n i dont cannot deny
that my brain buzzing like a beehive
to move out to the sea side
omg it must be nice
n i met this girl named persephone 
i think shell be mine

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

arsenic

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lYduSMsNlo&lc=UgzZf3ZyR2kRHPR05cl4AaABAg
(rising action)
@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4F8FtOWSa286XpVEeB8pWm
[lyrics]
its 2 am girl r you up yet?
and she like boy you know fucked up we can nvr go back
now she move different acting suspect
and she think i could be her hero i can never be that


at all
cause i get stabbed in the back
i try my best to clear my head but i can never do that
at all
i cant go back to the past
and i dont wanna be the bad guy
but i think i might have to,
im stuck like a statue
you say i dont say i dont see you 
and yet im looking right at you
im done with the attitude
im not even mad at you
she say im her hero 
but i know she dont think thats true

take a step back
what does it look like from the outside?
and to be honest i dont wanna learn bout ur last guy
i try my best but i still end up on my last life

theres nvr gna be a right time

and u can blame me if u want but you know
that there wont ever be a next time
i take an uber take the next flight
i wont be nothing like your next guy

hero (hallow)

i could never like u

@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5lWotd0NtRkHnjuMIfA8Ip?si=7fa21e8f52004e58
[lyrics]
(hook)
and i tell them to listen 
but they never do
and i dont wanna sound like you
 im doing something new
she say im just like the rest
i said she way too obsessed
im thinking one more day and then ill be gone
and she like juno why you like that at all
and is it bad that i cant fight back at all
you cant get to the top if you aint ready to fall
you got my name in your phone, but you aint ready to call

(verse)
and im 10,000 miles away 
from the rest of the world its a shame now
and she told me that i was to blame
for the way of the world, how it is now
sick of the background, i lost it for a sec
but im back now
i told myself that id never back down
i went and got it for myself fuck a hand out
i grab the wheel it looks like im in command now

obsessed (hallow)

(the story of my blackout summer '20)
w/ + produced by @janeremover
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4hkrL4HTjJMdRUF5wWTWDm?si=902059c455c944c5
[lyrics]
(juno)
i dont remember a damn thing from last week
im sorry i could never be the one you thought i was 
i try my best but everybody lookin past me 
i blacked out on the pavement and i think its because

she told me i was a waste of time
and i hated life 
i was stuck and i had nowhere to go
and i know youre not a friend of mine
im not on your mind
so i said "fuck it i guess ill be alone"

(jane)
so i brought yesterday back around
and i know how i feel bout u now
im coming over and taking ur crown
been thinking bout how u let me down
and ur not even being mean ur just dishonest
got me repeating myself i think i lost it
and i told u i knew it all just like a prophet
theres this new idea: its called listening when im talking
and now im running out of options
u called my number but i blocked it
im waiting outside and ur stalling...
dont wanna say i called it but i think i called it

(juno)
i dont remember a damn thing from last week
im sorry i could never be the one you thought i was 
i try my best but everybody lookin past me 
i blacked out on the pavement and i think its because

she told me i was a waste of time
and i hated life 
I was stuck and i had nowhere to go
and i know youre not a friend of mine
im not on your mind
so i said "fuck it i guess ill be alone" (x2)

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