Lyrics: Written by 프리실라
The beat is soft, but this doesn't have to be a sad song.
The tears feel taut, but don't mean I gotta cry all day long
The feeling's tough, but don't mean it's gotta be my stay song
And life feels rough - but don't mean it's also gotta feel so wrong

And just cause I'm lonely - don't mean that I only have to think of it that way
If I need an angel, close my eyes - walk up to the sky I'll find a way

It feels like a lonely sky, on summer nights...
It feels right, but who am I to compromise?

And just cause I'm lonely, don't mean that I only have to dream of it all day
And just cause I'm holy - don't mean I'll never make mistakes
I'll try again today

The beat is soft, but this doesn't have to be a sad song

Beat by:  (Prod. Farber)

This Is Not A Sad Song - 2021 Demo

Lyrics by: Priscilla
Verse 1:
When you're young everyone dreams of a summer fling
Was never me -  felt alien, I had a different dream
Every time I hear your voice calling out my name
I remember a soul connection outweighs everything. 
And I know it may take a minute, but don't you worry my heart is in it.
Pre-chorus:
And I've been there.
I know the summer heat brings the loneliness to life, feels like it'll eat you alive - so you reach out, compromise
Better than facing all the holes in your life, so you just fill them with lies
Chorus:
Everybody's looking for something, they say it's better than nothing
But I already got one thing - cause I learned everyone's bluffin' 
And I know you are my only, and so I'll never be lonely
A summer bluff never true, I'm happy waitin' for you.
Verse 2:
Cause even when I head to bed, I have the thought of you wrapped in the back of my head - dreamin' of when I'll get to see you again.
I know it's gotta be soon, but my god I'm so impatient
I'm just longing to see that smile, been countin' down the days for a little while - but I know we just gotta wait cause the universe determines our fate,
Pre-chorus:
And I've been there.
I know the summer heat brings the loneliness to life, feels like it'll eat you alive - so you reach out, compromise.
Better than facing all the holes in your life, so you just fill them with lies
Chorus:
Everybody's looking for something, they say it's better than nothing
But I already got one thing cause I learned everyone's bluffin' 
And I know you are my only, and so I'll never be lonely
A summer bluff never true, I'm happy waitin' for you.
Bridge:
And I know you weren't expecting no rap in this part
But I'm feelin' summer lovin' with the hole in my heart
I can't wait to see what we gonna do 
In the future no doubt it's just me and you.
Cause you know we ain't doin' this for the fame.
And you bet we ain't playin' no mind games
Society may say we sound insane, but you and I are twin flames - end game.
And I know it may take a minute, but don't you worry my heart is it.
Spoken: Man, just another summer bluff - don't mean a thing. 
Summer fling, nah I'm waitin'

Summer Bluff

ʟʏʀɪᴄꜱ ʙʏ ᴘʀɪꜱᴄɪʟʟᴀ:
ɪ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴀʟʟ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ.
ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ. 
ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴜɴᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ  ɢʜᴏꜱᴛꜱ ᴏꜰ ʟᴏᴠᴇʀ'ꜱ ᴘᴀꜱᴛ ɪ ᴀꜱꜱᴜᴍᴇᴅ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴀ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴡᴀʏꜱ ɢᴏɴᴇ.
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ꜰʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴꜱ  ᴏꜰ  ꜰʀᴀɢᴍᴇɴᴛꜱ ꜱᴛᴜᴄᴋ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴏʟʟᴏᴡᴇᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. 
ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴡɪꜱʜ ɪ'ᴅ ᴋɴᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀʏ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴛᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ.

ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʀᴜɴ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʜɪᴅᴇ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ɪɴ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʟɪꜰᴇ.
ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ ɪꜱ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛᴇʀʀɪꜰɪᴇᴅ - ɪ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜰɪɴᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪꜱ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ᴍɪɴᴇ.
ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ'ꜱ ꜱᴛᴜᴄᴋ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴅᴀᴢᴇ, ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴛʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴍᴀᴢᴇ.
ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ɪɢɴᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀᴇꜱꜱᴜʀᴇ, ɪ ɢᴏᴛᴛᴀ ʙᴇ ʙʀᴀᴠᴇ.
ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ'ᴠᴇ ꜰᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴀꜰʀᴀɪᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ꜰʀᴇᴇ.
ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴜꜱᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʜᴀɪɴꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇɴᴄᴀꜱᴇᴅ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴍᴇ.
ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʀᴜɴ (ʙᴜᴛ) ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛɪᴇᴅ.. 
ɪ ꜱᴡᴇᴀʀ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ʙʀᴀᴠᴇʀ ɪɴ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʟɪꜰᴇ.

ʀᴏꜱᴇꜱ, ꜱᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ʀᴏꜱᴇꜱ ᴍʜᴍ..
ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴀ ɢᴜᴀʀᴀɴᴛᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀᴜɴ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍᴇ
ᴡʜʏ ɪꜱ ɪᴛ ɪ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ɪɴ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ꜱᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴀᴄʀᴏꜱꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛʀᴇᴇᴛ?
ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜᴇ... ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ
ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʀᴜɴ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜɪᴅᴇ
ɪ'ᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴛᴛᴀ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ꜱᴛᴇᴘ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴍʙʀᴀᴄᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ʟɪꜰᴇ

ꜰᴏʀᴡᴀʀᴅ... ᴘʀᴇꜱꜱɪɴɢ ᴏɴᴡᴀʀᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴛᴇɴ ᴘᴀᴛʜ.
ɪᴛ'ꜱ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʙᴇ ᴏᴋᴀʏ. 
ʏᴏᴜ ᴘʟᴏᴛᴛᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇꜱᴄᴀᴘᴇ.
ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ɪꜱ ʀᴜɴ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰᴀᴛᴇ.

ʀᴜɴ.

night shenanigans you don't know me.

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Bad Type (Album Ver.)

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Truce [Prod. Sil-A]

(The End) The Glad Game

Pollyanna (feat. St. Mike)

Summer Bluff (Remastered)
Lyrics by Sil-A 실라
Intro:
Yeah, it's summer bluff y'all
하나, 둘, 셋, 넷 (1,2,3,4)
Verse 1:
When you're young everyone dreams of a summer fling
Was never me - felt alien, I had a different dream...
But every time I hear your voice calling out my name...
I remember a soul connection outweighs everything.
And I know it may take a minute, but don't you worry my heart is in it.
Pre-chorus:
Cause I've been there.
I know the summer heat brings the loneliness to life, feels like it'll eat you alive So you reach out, compromise
Better than facing all the holes in your life, so you just fill them with lies
Chorus:
Everybody's looking for something, they say it's better than nothing
But I already got one thing - cause I know everyone's bluffin'
And I know you are my only, and so I'll never be lonely
A summer bluff never true, I'm happy waitin' for you.
Verse 2:
Cause even when I head to bed, I have the thought of you wrapped in the back of my head - dreamin' of when I'll get to see you again.
I know it's gotta be soon, but my god I'm so impatient
Cause I'm just longing to see your smile, been countin' down the days for a little while 
But I know I just gotta wait cause the universe determines our fate
Pre-chorus:
And I've been there.
I know the summer heat brings the loneliness to life, feels like it'll eat you alive - so you reach out, compromise.
Better than facing all the holes in your life, so you just fill them with lies
Chorus:
Everybody's looking for something, they say it's better than nothing
But I already got one thing cause I know everyone's bluffin'
And I know you are my only, and so I'll never be lonely
A summer bluff never true, I'm happy waitin' for you.
Bridge:
Summer bluffin'!
And I know you weren't expecting no rap in this part
But I'm feelin' summer lovin' with the whole of my heart
I can't wait to see what we gonna do
In the future no doubt it's just me and you.
Cause you know we ain't doin' this for the fame.
And you know we ain't playin' no mind games
Society may say we sound insane, but you and I - we twin flames, end game.
And I know it may take a minute, but don't you worry my heart is it.
Spoken: Man, just another summer bluff - don't mean a thing (no not a thing)
Summer fling? Nah I'm waitin'..

Summer Bluff - Remastered

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TURN OFF ALL THE LIGHTS (Instrumental)

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강남 Beauty (Instrumental)

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The Way He Smiles (Instrumental)

Written by Sil-A 실라
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Notenook

Notebook

Do You Want Me? (Prod. Sil-A) Beat Demo

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The 4th Track From The  EP: 'Morse Code' (Prod. Sil-A)

I Want You (But Do You Want Me?)

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I Don't Know Nothing

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Morse Code

아무것도 몰라 (I Don't Know Nothing)

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Morse Code (Extended Ver.)

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It's Okay To Eat Your Meds

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This Is The Sound Of My Heartache

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Let's Be Alone Together (Lofi Beats)

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Originally conceived in 2021 as a way to reframe my loneliness, 'This Is Not A Sad Song' is finally coming to the main stage featuring both original and revamped vocals. The song represents my journey which began almost 5 years ago, in my bedroom simply writing a song in an attempt to see dull circumstances in a more positive light. Today, it reminds me that slow growth is still growth, and that if you look at things a little bit differently perhaps you may realize that this is not a sad song :)

This Is Not A Sad Song

Lyrics Written by Sil-A:

This is my moment
This is my time to redeem myself
This is my chance
I was always begging for my freedom
Here’s the key

When I look in the mirror
Do I see myself?
Or do I see someone else hiding out in my reflection?
Didn’t I just learn my lesson
Survival mode is so depressing
Guess it’s time for my confession
I’ve done this all to get attention
Livin on a prayer
We all know this world ain’t fair
Livin life without a care
Be myself? I couldn’t dare
You count me out?
I’m ill prepared
I tried so hard
But no one’s there
I guess that’s happens
When you wear
Your mask halfway down your face
Instead of covering your heart

I’m begging for attention
Just looking for redemption
I thought learned my lesson
But I was just pretending
I thought that I’d find
What I had in mind
Put my world to bed and meet you in my dreams to find our real intentions
Thought I’d find redemption

Livin’ a life as someone I’m not
I tied my thoughts in a box
I prayed you’d like me a lot
My true identity spoiled like milk left outside to rot
My heart was trapped on my sleeve
My mind stuck in a rough spot
You ask me what my name is?
Think I know what fame is?
All I can explain is
I am far from nameless
Think you can describe who I am with a singular word?
I found myself again
I know who I am now
I’m finally sure

I’ve found my own redemption
No more begging for attention
Yes I finally learned my lesson
No more lying or pretending
I feel more than fine
Yes I’ve been revived to do more than survive
I’ll transcend this whole world and live out my intentions
Cause I’ve found redemption
Cause I am redemption

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