Happiness concludes the trilogy of This Is Not a Sad Song & Orphan Fae. We explore the bittersweet reality that the feeling everyone chases - is often more heartbreakingly short-lived than we'd like. The lyrics contemplate the relationship with happiness - is it worth it? The idea has become something to fear rather than look forward to. Disappointments…. Betrayal…..
Written from past loves and raw reflection, the melody holds both ache and tenderness. To honor the story, Sil-A is preparing a musical short film to capture the trilogy’s emotional journey visually. Something magical is coming.

Happiness

Watch the official music video: https://youtu.be/yfQZ6-IZ7i4?si=r32BBqi6NQk5zjkD

Bad Type (Album Ver.)

Everything Goes

Summer Bluff (Remastered)
Lyrics by Sil-A 실라
Intro:
Yeah, it's summer bluff y'all
하나, 둘, 셋, 넷 (1,2,3,4)
Verse 1:
When you're young everyone dreams of a summer fling
Was never me - felt alien, I had a different dream...
But every time I hear your voice calling out my name...
I remember a soul connection outweighs everything.
And I know it may take a minute, but don't you worry my heart is in it.
Pre-chorus:
Cause I've been there.
I know the summer heat brings the loneliness to life, feels like it'll eat you alive So you reach out, compromise
Better than facing all the holes in your life, so you just fill them with lies
Chorus:
Everybody's looking for something, they say it's better than nothing
But I already got one thing - cause I know everyone's bluffin'
And I know you are my only, and so I'll never be lonely
A summer bluff never true, I'm happy waitin' for you.
Verse 2:
Cause even when I head to bed, I have the thought of you wrapped in the back of my head - dreamin' of when I'll get to see you again.
I know it's gotta be soon, but my god I'm so impatient
Cause I'm just longing to see your smile, been countin' down the days for a little while 
But I know I just gotta wait cause the universe determines our fate
Pre-chorus:
And I've been there.
I know the summer heat brings the loneliness to life, feels like it'll eat you alive - so you reach out, compromise.
Better than facing all the holes in your life, so you just fill them with lies
Chorus:
Everybody's looking for something, they say it's better than nothing
But I already got one thing cause I know everyone's bluffin'
And I know you are my only, and so I'll never be lonely
A summer bluff never true, I'm happy waitin' for you.
Bridge:
Summer bluffin'!
And I know you weren't expecting no rap in this part
But I'm feelin' summer lovin' with the whole of my heart
I can't wait to see what we gonna do
In the future no doubt it's just me and you.
Cause you know we ain't doin' this for the fame.
And you know we ain't playin' no mind games
Society may say we sound insane, but you and I - we twin flames, end game.
And I know it may take a minute, but don't you worry my heart is it.
Spoken: Man, just another summer bluff - don't mean a thing (no not a thing)
Summer fling? Nah I'm waitin'..

Summer Bluff - Remastered

Summer Bluff

Never Put Your Kit - Kat In Your Ex's Refrigerator

I Forgot My Kit-Kat

TURN OFF ALL THE LIGHTS (Sped + Pitched Up)

TURN OFF ALL THE LIGHTS (Slow + Reverb)

Lyrics by Sil-A:
Let me tell y'all something
Everybody want something from me
Y’all try to say ya hate me now ya saying that ya love me
나의 hater 되거나 팬이 진짜 사관 없지 어느 쪽이든 나를 인싸로 만들고 있었지
Yeah everybody want something off me
Y’all peakin’ fan behavior while you talking smack about me
I just do my own thing my 너 내 스타일 따라했지?
You can hate me you can love me 나는 진짜 
상관 없지

Your in my lane, we insane
We working hard yeah night and day
We get hazed, we try so hard to “similate
We don’t play
Can’t be dulled down to black and white
I’m colored babe
You in my zone
I work alone
Can’t be held back by any man
Or any phone
Do me a solid sit real tight
And mind your own
You thought that you could hold me back
Bitch that’s my throne

Why everybody want something from me
Y’all try to say ya hate me now ya saying that ya love me
나의 hater 되거나 팬이 진짜 사관 없지 어느 쪽이든 나를 인싸로 만들고 있었지

Yeah everybody want something off me
Y’all peakin’ fan behavior while you talking smack about me
I just do my own thing my 너 내 스타일 따라했지?
You can hate me you can love me 나는 진짜 
상관 없지
Huh?

Everybody Wants - Live Demo (Uncut)

Produced by Sil-A. Full discrography: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5QJR3SZZj4ACyNQIfJaB1N?si=91ed2af8499d4f7a

The Way He Smiles (Instrumental)

Do You Want Me? (Prod. Sil-A) Beat Demo

Watch The Official Visualizer: https://youtu.be/Ur3iswLC-Bo?si=xdlJuhMl5krtWPW_
The 4th Track From The  EP: 'Morse Code' (Prod. Sil-A)

I Want You (But Do You Want Me?)

Watch The Official Visualizer: https://youtu.be/mZ4iz9qV9Y4?si=Pebrff70pzrCcCDU
The 5th Track From The EP: 'Morse Code' (Prod. Sil-A) Listen Everywhere: https://lnkfi.re/morsecode

I Don't Know Nothing

Watch The Official Music Video: https://youtu.be/HjSXNrU4jOU?si=dDPUSg_BGHmI-_V3
Listen To The Full EP: https://lnkfi.re/morsecode

Morse Code

아무것도 몰라 (I Don't Know Nothing)

It's Soundcloud Tuesday. A new series where I casually produce a track based on my mood. Follow for a new track every week and comment if you'd like me to make a longer version and/or with vocals.
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It's Okay To Eat Your Meds

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Credits:
Edited and Produced by Sil-A 실라
Artist Website: http://www.ethercilla.com  
Label:  @EtheliaRecords  http://www.etheliarecords.com
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Let's Be Alone Together (Lofi Beats)

The time is now 777 and a new song has arrived to your music library. Enjoy on any platform: https://ffm.to/notsadipromise
Originally conceived in 2021 as a way to reframe my loneliness, 'This Is Not A Sad Song' is finally coming to the main stage featuring both original and revamped vocals. The song represents my journey which began almost 5 years ago, in my bedroom simply writing a song in an attempt to see dull circumstances in a more positive light. Today, it reminds me that slow growth is still growth, and that if you look at things a little bit differently perhaps you may realize that this is not a sad song :)

This Is Not A Sad Song

Lyrics Written by Sil-A:

This is my moment
This is my time to redeem myself
This is my chance
I was always begging for my freedom
Here’s the key

When I look in the mirror
Do I see myself?
Or do I see someone else hiding out in my reflection?
Didn’t I just learn my lesson
Survival mode is so depressing
Guess it’s time for my confession
I’ve done this all to get attention
Livin on a prayer
We all know this world ain’t fair
Livin life without a care
Be myself? I couldn’t dare
You count me out?
I’m ill prepared
I tried so hard
But no one’s there
I guess that’s happens
When you wear
Your mask halfway down your face
Instead of covering your heart

I’m begging for attention
Just looking for redemption
I thought learned my lesson
But I was just pretending
I thought that I’d find
What I had in mind
Put my world to bed and meet you in my dreams to find our real intentions
Thought I’d find redemption

Livin’ a life as someone I’m not
I tied my thoughts in a box
I prayed you’d like me a lot
My true identity spoiled like milk left outside to rot
My heart was trapped on my sleeve
My mind stuck in a rough spot
You ask me what my name is?
Think I know what fame is?
All I can explain is
I am far from nameless
Think you can describe who I am with a singular word?
I found myself again
I know who I am now
I’m finally sure

I’ve found my own redemption
No more begging for attention
Yes I finally learned my lesson
No more lying or pretending
I feel more than fine
Yes I’ve been revived to do more than survive
I’ll transcend this whole world and live out my intentions
Cause I’ve found redemption
Cause I am redemption

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Redemption - Demo

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Credits:
Edited and Produced by Sil-A 실라
Artist Website: http://www.ethercilla.com  
Label:  @EtheliaRecords  http://www.etheliarecords.com

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Let's Be Alone Together - Extended (Lofi Beat)

Orphan Fae is a puzzle piece from the upcoming EP Summer's Only Blue—a story of childhood nostalgia, coming of age, and healing.

It's the beginning of a bigger story from the upcoming full album 'OhThe Places You'll Go!

Save the Official Album Playlist on Spotify: tr.ee/ohtheplacesyoullgo


Lyrics:

Once long ago
Hidden within the deep, deep depths of the forest
There lived a broken orphan fae
Left abandoned for none to see

I woke up from a nightmare
I was abandoned in the woods
Left with nor a hood nor place to go

But I realized I was just replaying childhood memories
Abandoned parts of me
Heavy weights
Paper trails
I swore that I had buried in the backyard for no one to see
But it seems they dug up all the scars I’d tried to bury deep
All that’s hidden underneath
Wanted to be free

But bygones can’t be bygones if you try to make me break
Behold the orphan fae

Credits
Released August 28, 2025
Written by Sil-A 실라 (Ethercilla)
Artist Website: www.ethercilla.com

Orphan Fae

Happiness concludes the story of This Is Not a Sad Song & Orphan Fae. This song questions our relationship with happiness: is it worth it, or something to fear? 
Listen everywhere:  https://ffm.to/afraidofhappiness 
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Happiness is the beginning of a bigger story from the upcoming full album 'OhThe Places You'll Go! 
Save the Official Album Playlist on Spotify: tr.ee/ohtheplacesyoullgo

Lyrics:

Actually I
I have a confession to make
You see welI
How can I say this

Happiness
You don't feel so good
Wish I just understood, why you fade away so fast
Make it last
Why don't you ever stay
Just rip up our lovely memories to burn them at the stake
Just rip up every piece of me to throw it all away
I'm okay I'll just smile the pain away

바람 맞다 (Constantly hit by the wind)
괜찮아 울지마 (It will be okay, don't cry) 
항상 이렇게 말다 (I always tell myself)
It's all be just be fine
Just play make believe until it's not a lie
I’m alright
You throw me out into the ocean
You knock me out when I can't breathe
Just throw me out into the deep end
Know I can’t swim
I’ll keep drowning in my thoughts
I can’t swim
I’ll keep drowning in my thoughts
I can’t swim
I’ll keep drowning in your thoughts
And all that’s left of us I'll take it to the grave
And I have to admit that I'm afraid
Afraid of happiness

Credits
Released September 9th, 2025
Written by Sil-A 실라 (Ethercilla)
Artist Website: www.ethercilla.com

Listen to more music Prod. Sil-A: https://open.spotify.com/artist/59LunQP9bhZ9G4LWAErm1C?si=gQpvVeNETYOlhZFxomyUJA

Let's Go

A New Album Is Coming. 
Save on Spotify to hear it first! https://tr.ee/ohtheplacesyoullgo
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Record Label: https://etheliarecords.com

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