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i have been wrong

save me

the world is in the age of a 22 year old, right now

you are a warm pleated blanket
surrounding me over my existence 
the humid air communally shared
keeps me save
oh how the warmth is skimming throughout my skin
presses me to the ground
no i don’t ever want to remember again
the awful mechanics of these membranes
so please never let me go
and never let me think about it

ohhh middle aged maaaan why are you a piece of shit its something i cant understand
ooohhhh middle aged maaan please shave your balls next time
and dooont put them in my mouth

middle aged man

when im alone
where i live is the past
i dont know why
i guess its, its because
its the only cage that i know of
except sometimes i think
that i might not have imagination 
cause all my present consists
of attemps of reconciliations

ukulele song

I don’t know

i wanna be ethereal but how do i feel human 
i think (things were mostly done to me and not for me)
things were done to me
(i think that plays a certain role in my inhumanity)
and not for me
i think, i think

i mostly sing, and not talk
(i think that plays a certain role in my inhumanity)
i never know, im sorry i sing about myself.

my inhumanity

there is banging on my door
and in the ceiling 
its been happening 
since i know that i left you

banging

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thoughts thoughts thoughts thoughts keep them in liminal space
hopefully my last garage band song

thoughts, liminal space [pop song attempt]

empty cars not going around still they blow the wind
i fear the air i fear the sea still i long to breath
and i miss the time when i was not so easy to please
cause being under all the lovely scars just doesn’t feel real
i saw you lurking underneath my soul
hanging empty i give you no hand to hold
i know you want me at least my parts to show
but please don’t make me give you head again i want to feel whole

i want to feel whole

random

systems falling apart aimed directly into the night you can choose to believe what you want
SAD
dont make me sad

idk bro no meaning

dont make me sad

i wake up in confidence 
and sleep in shame 
my head watch it burst open
i told you to wait
multiple times to multiple days
i go and off and go off
theres nothing living inside except what i think
its either with ego or a coward within 
i bite and bite my wrists it rowels and rowels
my teeth rolls over my wrists 
i wait i wait i wait and i wait

i wait and i wait.wav

love makes my headache
pulls me to the ground
why cant i wait, for once
love will be 
the death of me

love will be the death of me

why you try to train me like a cat

why you try to train me like a cat
why you try to train me?
I tried to be like you
put myself in mud
but i cant, i cant

you go, i go, you go, i go, you go, i go, you go
and im fucking mad, that your fucking reaahhhhhhhh
why! why! why!
*chatterings*
crying
shout
laaaaa laaaaaa laaaaa laaaaaa lalalaaaaa

laaaaa laaaaaa laaaaa laaaaaa lalalaaaaa
WHY! WHY! WHY!

why you try to train me like a cat
why you try to train me like a cat

why you try to train me like a cat.

my insides are gross

youletmedie

garage band
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