I want to get some rocks off
I want to throw them deep in the well

I want to be tainted
with the black depth of my inner hell

I want to see what I’ve been hiding
I want to know

why don’t I like my world?
why don’t miracles happen every day anymore?

I can wait, I can rock
I can swing my heartbeat into a hopeful dream lock
I can wait, I can rock
and if I do I’ll be on the way to the cool direction of my heart

take me to it
let me have a god and be a queen

I want everything my life can be to be good
I’m so tired of feeling like I don’t get anywhere

I’m looking for a turn around
out of this circle whirlpool chaos circus  I’ve been living in

round and round and round
I want to climb some stairs and see a blue sky into a further distant horizon

I want to leave something concrete
more than a footstep

I want to breath in deep
and share the beauty of my vision

I want to rock on
and I want to feel a little spice
good foods double nice

give me a stair to climb

I’ve been waiting on a steady flight
something that steadily inclines

I want to ride that takes me into my goal
and my dream can come true
just like I meant it to
one step at a time you know

superstition, 
not walking in under ladders and 
not breaking mirrors in your house

it’s a sign of respect
it’s a sing of honor
it’s a sign of hope, because there could be death

it’s like praying
and then your blues
maybe won’t be so blue, so blue
next time around

I just got this feeling
if you start up jiving
you might keep your spirit light
all day long, all day long

follow your dreams
be the child that would turn into somebody alive

because the truth is twice is good
and it makes people know

we’re all together again
just like with your childhood friend

and I wonder do you know
we’ve all got to be a family
and that’s based on truth

truth, respect, hesitation richer

I got to be
keep on rocking
‘cause if I don’t keep on rocking
I might not roll

keep on moving
just a little bit
keep on moving
because if you don’t you might stop there
and there’s no go

round and round and round
can you feel those fishes everyday

I want to know
do you know where your car keys are every day

do you always have toilet paper extra, just in case you run low
catch a cold, I don’t know

do you always seat something?
rice and maybe gravy too

oh cut it out,
you got to get into those veggies to really enjoy life
eat that live stuff to really know what it’s all about

feed yourself, feed yourself good
regularly, don’t you know

you feed everything
your body, your mind, your soul, the development of your spirituality

how far you going to get in this life?
I don’t know, I don’t know

does it matter what it says on your gravestone, like
I’m a successful business man 

but I never learned how to keep a fire going
or how to build a shed when I needed one

oh, that tornado came through
oh that flood

where’s my johnny boat?
I just want to know, how am I going to frigging float?

where am I at anyway
what did I learn in this lifetime, I want to know?

did I just climb the scales and make a lot of money
gain luxury, honey
my work out equipment to keep me fit at home

I play golf, I got a sharp eye
my coordination is right on
but I don’t know how to hitchhike 
or spend the night in the cold

all alone, all alone, 

maybe I’ll break into someone’s shed
you know they’re not always alarmed

they might have a blanket I could borrow
I might leave a flower in return

that’s been hanging and drying with some pretty pieces of wood 
I found in the forest nearby

maybe a rusty nail
something pretty

a little piece of beauty left behind
for a better light on

you’re a crazy mother fucker, why don’t you shut the fuck up?
just live your life day to day, that’s a must
(2001)

Get Some Rocks Off_Deidra Vrooman and Ralph Roddenbery

Clearly Vague


You got to tow the line,
Try some different ways

The way you spend your time, 
You’ve got to buy new days

I’d walk a million miles,
To get to where you’ve been

Smiling all your smiles, 
You’d do it all again
	you’re right, I would

Oh isn’t it strange the way the day turns into night
So clearly vague the way the stars just come in sight

I’m so amazed when we see the love we made
	it’s true
You know it’s true	
	my love I know
My love for you
So clearly vague

When you realize 
That the sweat you lose
Just might just be worth your time, 
	oh yes
Despite your black and blues
	It’s just all a matter of perception baby
The love you gave is more than memories
Is more than memories
	Sits in my cells and lives and breaths
It never was in vane 
	It built me
Because it lives and breaths

Oh ain’t it strange
The way the day turns into night
	All in a breath it’s true
So clearly vague
	Ah, wonderful world
The way the stars just come in sight

I’m so amazed when we see the love we made
Don’t you know that it’s true
my love for you, so clearly vague
		It’s a breath
		It’s a wave
		It coats the sky

		Some call it a vale
		I call it a layer to see the world through 
			with rose-colored vision

		And all the love I choose
		It’s true, It’s so clearly vague

When you’re feeling low
Everything going wrong
		I remember those days

You feel like letting go,
		Oh yes that’s was I thought
But you keep on holding on
		But it means the reverse thing

Don’t you remember when 
you thought the sun would never shine
		I just let go
It came up again, changing your frame of mind

Ain’t it strange the way the day turns into night
The way that the stars just come in sight

I get amazed when we go to see all the love that we made
You know that it’s true
My love for you
So clearly vague

You got to do your thing
and you’re doing without
	Can’t have that

Come on and weave your dream
That is what it’s all about
	You got that right, yea
Keep the word that you give
Down in the shoes you wear
	It forms your roots, yea

Smoothin’ out the riffs
	Give me another kiss
With all the lovin’ you share
One more, yea

Ain’t it strange the way the day turns into night
So clearly vague the way the stars just come in sight

I get so amazed when I see the love that we made
Don’t you know that it’s true,
My love for you,
So clearly vague
…

(first created 1997, sung here with added bits nearly decade later)

Clearly Vague_Deidra Vrooman and Ralph Roddenbery

I hear the call
I hear the call
it could last forever or not at all

the rhythm in your bones
sends a message to your soul
it's the only one to know
I hear the call

off in the distance it's like a subtle roar
you can listen forever or never more
	I hear the call
come on hear the call
	I hear the call
it's for if you can
hear the call
	I hear the call
will you listen

can we all dance around like a light on the bow
I do nothing
it's got us schisms of our self and of all and then we fall
it's a good way to find
how to listen to the call
one for us all
you can hear it or ignore it
and it's all not the same
the rules of the game

some say this life lasts like a dream
and the fates are layed out in your path
I say take grasp of the situation
you choose what you want to learn
which way you lean and I mean
which one of the calls will you hear this time

settle of the rainbow
walking through you hardly see but
would it make an impression on you
sometimes it does on me

some of them know
can you tell what you see
you know 
everyone is playin' out their parts
and they only see their side
and what they think they see of yor side
might not be quite so alive as
if you say what you feel
and you show where you've been before
and if you show what you see
sometimes growth happens everywhere
	I hear the call
everything, everyone reaching
	I hear the call
and they all grow
	I hear the call
hear the call
that speaks to us all

I Hear The Call

It could last forever
this could be the way you always feel
take a break give your expression
go ahead and lick me some
did I say that clear
can you lend your ear and maybe
come on over here
I got some touching to do
love on the brain the kind that
makes the senses insane you know

give me a message
with the way your finger moves
I'll send you rhythm
thru the palm I wrap around you
you

come along let's spin a reality
of touch and feel and sensory expecting
nothing from the things we see with the depth of our senses
'cause you make me breath
I mean I'm talkin' chemistry
and I like to
spend my time
sitting touching you

I feel it sinking again and again
again and again
like a lip touching a lip with 
a little sensory override going on
from being awakened from
just it's regular habitation on the face

we're talkin'
dancing my cells twinge together yea
singing to each other of the depths of the soul
I like to share the bits of God that we see
when we touch this way

come on over here
I'd like to make my message clear
I'd like to spend some time
in an intricate bodily rhyme
yea yea

we don't have to get kinky
we can just sink into sensory
and get high on the vibe you might find as a child
just seem to drive you wild

some people you play with 'cause they play good tennis
or they have a good eye for art and you like to share
but other people you just want to
lip glide and slide and

come on over here
'cause I just want to make this real clear
I'd like to do a lip slide with you
it's true

come on in
I've got a message from my soul
I can't even tap into without you
let's join together in a lip slide
sing on the spirit-ual side
let the mind guide us out
and the beautiful part of life
that ties us all to light

come on over here
I want to make it real clear
let's lip glide
I want to slide my lips all over you
if you don't mind
you could climb in too
it's a fun way to ride

the sense of lip glide
feelings flicker senses reel
your stomach tenses
and it's like spinning around circles real fast
don't know how long the ride'll last
but it's wonderful to reel
lip glide yea yea

lip glide they can drive you wild
lip glide I don't want you to give up your virginity or anything
I'm just saying come on over
let's lip glide and slip and slide for a while
and let our senses reel and let our stomachs feel on fire

it's all about some people you play with
some people you think with
some people you groove with
some people you smooch with
lip glide
go ahead and let it all shine

lip lip lip give me a little bit of that
oh it's like magic the way you speak
oh, I see into your soul and it's so deep
it gives me inspiration for humanization
and what potential we can reach

ah yea, uh-hu, I love oh yea, I love to lip glide
slip and soul slide
come on over here
I want to make it real clear

Lip Glide

slamming in the wind as it never seem to see
where there going what they were
when they were what they will be
on and on in circles yes we go and we flow
          
           right right in front of you

it's all just a dream and yet it seems that it grows
and when it grows you wonder
will it ever cease to be
or it is just a dream and dreams and dreams and dreams on and on and on and on
          right there in front if you
...

 it could last forever
but will you
you've got to consider
this could be crude

there's just a short time for you to be here
give pause

          short time

give pause

          short time to be here
          short time

give pause
          where was it
          where is it now

you'll think your dreams will seem like
they can be dreamed and dreamed and dreamed
give pause

          pause it
          found myself just wondering

is it fantacy
or more than a dream

          found myself again wondering

will I build it strong
will it be here

          what is on my mind
          right now
          what is on my mind

let it flow
'cause it knows

and if you keep on listening
to your heart
if you keep on listenin'
you'll floop a flower just right
it's not a dream
yet the dreams aren't all out of sight

(break)

          dreamin'

it's just  a friend
on the inside lookin' out for you

          dreamin'

it's just pretend
or is it
what will it show
how will you grow

off in the distance
you'll see
that's where you will go

off in the distance
bring it on
it's gonna be a big show
          dreamin'
         i was only

         the dream
 
just the mystery
we can't just let it be
'cause we are here now
and so is the dream
let it all
take a spare river in my arms
sense to go 
you never know
you never know

          I feel it comin' 
          I feel it comin' on
          I feel

          how do you feel
          when you're wide awake
          but you feel like
          you don't know what's at stake

          and what's it gonna take 
          didn't you know
          where the pain that touch that didn't let go
          because it didn't let you go

          and the people that are down
          over their eyes
          and the shit that's falling
          from the skies and
          dream
          dream
         
dream

Short Time, Give Pause

go placidly
amid the noise and haste
and remember what peace
there may be in silence
there's always something
to listen to

even when there's
only a humming in your ears
mm, listen to the flies
buzzing past your ears zz -zzig
different levels of lifestyle
all the things there are
to listen to

there's a wind
and the sound of the rain
have you ever noticed
in the pipe drain
how the rain pours
from the roof in a drumbeat
reminiscent of the earths rhythm

yes, listen to the bird song
turn into whistles
there making music for the earth
like the blowing of the wind
that carries you like a violin
always riding higher into
the pleasures of listening

Listening

Lyrics: what is your weakness, what is your strength
and what's gonna help you see
the world the way it is
the things it has to let you in on?

when I pass out the visions from my eyes
stun my senses
and I'm alive in millions of seconds of vision

riding bikes with the grass in the background
wheels turn
looking at the sky, a bird flies by
playing poker at the table
have a drink see it feel down your esophagus
into your stomach
the cold the hot the sensory of colors

and they ride on forever in a blur when you pass out
but you wonder why, you wonder why
you try to find the meaning and it all slides right by
'cause you think to much

just let it happen
just let it ride
don't worry about what's holding the strings together
spider weaves a web and when the bug crashes in
it breaks apart
but the rest still holds together by everything
even if it's just a thread

it's everything, 'cause everything is all around
and it's all connected all the time
and when you fall you can't really fall
even if you bust your face and say
man that hurt like hell

the world's like that
spin it around, spin in out, spin it on
it weaves a web of intricate delight
when we all come into contact
with each other
 
or with the sensation that we feel
all by ourselves
or the animal world
or we send a message on the wind
and still we hear each other's
weaving of the web

even though we stand independant
and we catch different bugs
still we weave and weave together
and it last forever and yet never

and let it go and don't think too much
don't think too much
just be sincere and say what you feel
'cause the truth is beautiful
it will take you places
you never dreampt before

it feels so good to say just how it is
just how it feels
even though sometimes
you have to
just start saying things really fast
in order to say it at all

because you're so used
to not saying things
because you're afraid of creating
a vision of the world
other people won't want to see

ahh, but it's you and it's me
and it may last forever
or not at all not never
so let it flow free

be what you are
say what you are if you want
or don't
judge for a moment
and then judge yourself
and then discard it all
and just let it all go

things just happen
eggs aren't really green
but if they were
just eat 'em green

life should be a dream unfoldin
 unfurling it's wings
letting them go, letting it flow
fly higher
oh, make a wish
and see which way it leads

and breath deep every time
your patience is tried
and try and go on
and follow the dream that
you see

it can't turn out exactly
like a picture
but whose picture
ever comes out of their eye
like they see

just as close as you can make it
or let it turn into what it will
with the energy you weave
with the energy
that you weave

and take chances
'cause when bugs hit your web
they may tear it apart
but you will still be holding on
by a thread

Weave A Web

Water Is What Life Is Made Of

Growing toes
The longer that they become
The more I feel like 
my balance is equilibrium

I can walk so much better
My toes extend so much longer
I’ve been growing on my toes
And god only knows


The growing have started a revolution
Everyone kick their shoes – it’s a solution
For the aches and pains they feel
Just shuck your shoes
Try it it’s real

It’s a shoe that don’t fit
It’s a dog that never sits

Grow some
Walk somewhere
Meet a stranger
Shake their hand

	It helps your toes grow…
	Reach a hand - it knows…
	All the way to your toes…

Toes that grow…
Growing toes…
	My growing toes
You’ll never know
	How they grow
Till you let them
	And grow and grow
Growing toes
	Growing toes know
	They hear and sing
Here I grow again
	Feel deep
There we grow again
	Ah the smiling lines inside me as I grow…

My toes grow, my toes
You never know
How it feels
	To grow and grow
To let them grow

Walk somewhere you’ve never been
Call someone a stranger and friend at the same time
	Trust the ground beneath your rolling feet
The ground beneath your rolling feet
	Your toes, they grow and grow
	
	We’re growing, growing toes
	And we know as we grow and grow
Grow and grow

Growing Toes

I remember one night
when all the gods were alive
and I needed to tap into their reality

have some tequila
drink it down
have a worm
have a bite
take a trip into a hallucinogenic light

can you feel the gods
you're spinning around with them
ah, there's nothing like the gold of tequila
have a worm
take a trip into a hallucinogenic reality
trip with me

we could swim under the water as if we had gills
we could run on the land with pony legs
nothing's gonna keep us from jumpin' into the air
oh I think I'm a kangaroo

ah, what a reality
I can't stand to be a diffrent animal every time I change my posture
Oh, it's like living a million lives all in one
pick an animal

tusks are growing out of my face like one of those wild boars
I have this feeling everyone's gonna think I'm dangerous
stay away

suddenly my braid turns into a scorpion tail
and it's whipping around to sting
anyone that gets too near

and then suddenly I sprouted wings
fisha-fisha-fisha
I'm flying 

(1994 - first recording session improving between deidra and ralph)

Animal Dreams

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