love this song sm <3 will it ever be on spotify

Curled in bed with this song on repeat✨

I wish this was on spotify/apple music so much

holy shit i was not in a good place listening to stuff like this a year ago😮‍💨 it slaps tho no hate

PLEASE PUT THIS ON SPOTIFY I AM BEGGING U

Whoever is seeing this and your feeling alone just know your not alone and you have people that love you

Been searching for this song ever since I saw your TikTok in 2020 and I forgot about it! If you could release this on Spotify I would stream it a lot haha. Downloaded SoundCloud just for this song after I found it in one of my old videos!

The Upload

Ramblings Of A Dying Adolescence

teen suicide - xxxxxxx

lyrics:
one day i will 
get drunk and txt you 
and i’ll say 
and i’ll say 
that i want you 
lets get coffee 
when you’re down 
when you’re down 
yeah you scare me 
the nicest person 
i will wait 
i will wait 
dali said that 
you want me also 
will you say 
will you say 

i thought no one would think about me 
but it’s not surprising that 
you thought about me 
i thought 
you’d feel like an ocean all reactive 
and lucid in emotion why’d you think 
about me

salvia palth - girl

Low fi acoustic, poorly recorded as always

I can’t be you

track 10 from "i will never learn"
cover: Madge Yang 
guitar, vocals, music, and lyrics: Justin Cheromiah(High Sunn) 
drums: Tristin Souvannarath 

i never had it all 
until you showed it off 
i couldn't breath 
you made my heart weak 
so i sat down 
while my head was around 
i couldn't keep pace 
you should've seen my face 

calm me down 
calm me down 
calm me down 
calm me down 

i never had it all 
until you showed it off 
i couldn't breath 
you made my heart weak 
so i sat down 
while my head was around 
i couldn't keep pace 
you should've seen my face 

calm me down 
calm me down 
calm me down 
calm me down

i will never learn

i felt something that really wasn't there

Somethings

dear valentine

Sorry if you got notified too many times i had to change the file type so i can play the tracks on my phone

Nowhere- Current Joys

lyrics

is that all that you want me to be
my hands digging into my knees
its no wonder why suicide
is another way, to kill your dignity and smile

isn't it unwound
suddenly found love
hiding in the dark
hold open the front door
it's not so different
it's not so different now
it's not my life
you cut that wedding cake up

is that all that you want me to be
my hands digging into my knees

i think i've been too withdrawn
but maybe you're the only one
no wonder why
your open eyes
are another way
to kill your dignity and smile

isn't it unwound
suddenly found love
hiding in the dark
hold open the front door
it's not so different
it's not so different now
it's not my life
you cut that wedding cake up

is that all that you want me to be
my hands digging into my knees
credits

go ahead outlanderr

where did you go, and what did you do
with all the time you were too scared to move
and what is it like to be by yourself
for three and a half years
for roughly three and a half years
if we could just pretend that i went to college
and that is why you, you haven’t seen me
i wanted to go, but not for this long
i over did it
why did you say that i was one in a million
because i believed it i thought i had something
that you were too scared to lose
so if we could just pretend that i went to college
or traveled abroad and did something different
anything but just sitting at home
for three and a half years
writing song after song after song
so what is it like to be by yourself
and not feel like you’ll die
around everyone else
i thought i was one in a million
well thanks for nothing
yeah thank you
thank you 

if we could just pretend

i know my worth now so the lyrics don’t apply anymore but here's some late night thoughts 😸

lyrics:
you ruined all my favorite colors
you tainted the nights we spent together 
nothing is the same
my perception has changed
you ruined the way i look at myself

maybe if i had longer hair
or acted like i didn’t care at all
or maybe if i was conventional 
or maybe more predictable

maybe if i was better, we would’ve stayed together

maybe if i took my pills 
or better yet, didn’t need them at all
maybe if i had “bigger boobs” or a “fat ass” to please you

maybe if i was better, we would’ve stayed together 

you said i was enough
then you found someone else
now i’ve thrown away all your stuff
i wish i could’ve been enough 

maybe if i was better, we would’ve stayed together 

//
wow it’s been a year since i’ve posted??? i’ve written hella songs, i just haven’t got around to recording/posting. hopefully by the end of the year my ep will be out!2!1

if i was better

untitled 17

The fifth and final album in the EXTRAS series.

EXTRAS 5

Pibulus

Tiger's Eye Caught On My Wrist

cover of digigurls beloved song on all platforms:)))

enjoy the sunset (digigurl cover)

~aesthetic?~ panuccis pizza cover

23 ⭐️ Fresno, CA
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if i was better

Dejah Makenna 🦌🪽

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