Name: oldest daughter by Dejah Makenna 🦌🪽 in yi wu 2403
Duration: 2 min 38 s
Description: this one goes out the father that i came from, and the one that raised me 🫡

why'd you delete the last song you uploaded?

yi wu 2403

A second thought, it's not as hard as I remember it,
oh my dead poet.
Step off the train admitting admitting all the things I've known.
What have I described for?
This atrophy, the recoil of memory?
It worked for you, could work for me, too.
Too many drinks, figured out what makes me sink.
Too many drinks, sucks me in and makes me stink.

The body stopped and fell apart, what I inherited:
this ground bound stoic.
Open my eyes and feel them breathing down my neck,
all these strangers gaping.
A dizzy ring and blurry scenes, like all things I've lost,
left there in the mud that marks the morning after.
Get lost in time, rearrange what makes me mine.
Get lost in time, rearrange, call it mine.

Your mom found God again and talks about about the accident
like you're still there beside her.
Inside your house, I feel like I could never change.
It's the same as when we played there.
And how 'bout me? The mail-in? the absentee?
"I'd know you anywhere, it means so much that you care."
Caught up in everything that's passed,
and it knocks me on my ass.
It knocks me on, it knocks me out.

I know the light and dark you found
buried in the underground;
Dissolute and spectral and the matter made a sound.
Dog legs in the hound.
Was it really just a bluff?
Will it ever be enough?

The gravel pit mounds that took over your lawn
are like burial grounds for the man I never bothered to know.
Your dad appears, slinking out of the closet
with a face like a funeral. Seeing me caused it

His eyes from the glass of his breathing mask ask me to
search for you.
I'm a time machine bomb as I scour your your lawn,
and I burn, I burn for you.

This is not a fate I could have guessed when we were young,
before acid hit the tongue, you're undone, sucking
cigarettes down just to get through the day
and absolve absolve absolve

Good Looking Friends - Vespers

Stay The Night

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These songs were written and recorded between my mother’s house and my grandparents garage. The idea for this project came around in May of last year during an insane transitional period in my life. I could not see myself turning 21. I can’t see myself turning 22. If it happens I’ll be just as surprised as I was last year. Aimless but soulful. Thank you for listening. 

There is a tunnel in my dreams that leads to a waterfall and behind that waterfall is a chain. 
When I pull it a massive wave comes hurling at me. 
I have a feeling but I don't know what it is yet. 
Bravery. 


Track list 
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1. what will I do when I can never see you again?

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2. methanol lullaby 
said itd take a little while
to run a mile again
possibly another year
till the storm is cleared
light rays

writing all the time 
poetically judge a line
no one knows the dialect
wiping my eyes its fine 
im wondering all the time 
 
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3. it's raining all day 
(freestyle)
its been a wild night
im only friends with god 
i dont really see you much
its been a wild night
all my friends are gone
dont really see you much

its raining all day 
you havent calmed down
 
dont really see you much
its been a wild night
its been so lonely today 
theres faces in the rain

always 

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4. bravery 2

bravery 2 [EP]

outside your door, the footsteps

ask nicely

this one goes out the father that i came from, and the one that raised me 🫡

oldest daughter

smashing cheeky things cover

cold

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i won't be in ur gray chapter of ur-

ur a lovely rose
divine garden/divine garden
i need to cut u off
cut u off/cut u off/cut u off/cut u off/cut u off/cut u off/cut u/cut u off/cut u off/
u are poison to me
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CUT ROSE

Deep Sea Vault

Goodbye (slight return)

track two (i always want to be alone)

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23 ⭐️ Fresno, CA
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oldest daughter

Dejah Makenna 🦌🪽

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