Wicked Game by Chris Isaak (Cover)

I wrote this on a plane on my phone in 2021 and then tracked the vocals when I got home. Need to redo them. Also, it’d be cool if you listened to this with headphones on, because I panned my voice to move around you :)

Also, the artwork is mine!

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Recorded in 2019. It’s loud, and I didn’t make the bridge I replaced as long as I wanted it.

Space Oddity Lullaby (Cover)

I made this while on a ton of cold meds and put my friend’s reaction to it at the end for gits and shiggles. Shoutout to my homie, Jonathan. He said, “What the fuck! Man, that’s crazy. I think you do have autism or something.” in the best way possible. Love you, king.

02.20.24_letmehauntyouftASDeeznutz.mp3

This track was a suicide in my voice memo vault that day until it wasn’t :)

Lyrics:

Tear me apart
Scoop out my heart
Lungs turned a tar-like
Shade in the dark

Rip me to shreds
I need it to end
I tried to make sense
Of the colors that blend me into nothing at all

Blend me into nothing at all
Blend me into nothing at all
Blend me into nothing at all

Lost in the noise
The call of the void
The deafening voices
Are feeding me poison

Wasting away
I’ve been every which way
I’ve been yellow, I’ve been grey
But it’s starting to fade me into nothing at all 

Fade me into nothing at all
Fade me into nothing at all
Fade me into nothing at all

I’ve gone mad

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Written, performed, and produced by: me
Mastered by: Adrian Loera, the best brother in the world

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03.13.24_shouldn’thaveanswered.mp3

Enjoy/sorry 🥴

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[vape hit]

(“The jewel thief? Yeah, I'm the jewel thief!”)

I’m a thief in the night in the walls of your mind
I hate wasting time, and you can’t afford a fine
Broke bitch, any signs of life in here?
No precious stones in sight, my dear

I’m out, catch me dead before you catch me bored
I do what I want with the chorus and chords
Just sitting in my room on the moon making music
A red liminal space for the passing, the muses

("Or perhaps she is simply bored.")
"Acheaugh... ugh."

Make em giggle, groan, gasp, and a little [horny]
Yeah Jules got the bars that weaken whore’s knees
I’m a jester, a fool with a fluid aesthetic
I don’t got a type—Yuta and Yuki could get it

I get dorky with it, I get [coin!] with the [heeey]
Look what’s over there! I’ll steal your bitch and steal your vape
I’m just making noise that my psyche agrees with 
Now look over here—sike bitch, watch this:

~da da da da da da da "Not my bitch and my vape." da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da~

I’m the brain rot queen but I offer tutoring ("She's a dork!")
What that linguist tongue do? Hurt your feelings, king
Art, music, math, science—facets in my gems
I’m really just a fucking nerd who likes to play pretend

What a joke, what a poser, oh a film score composer?
Got a crook at the crime scene, does anyone know her?
It’s dumb but its fun—shits and giggles make you [HUH]
Got a spider in the corner that'll eat your heart for lunch

I'm just being silly—don’t tell me that you’re scared yet
Piggy's on the loose but I’m a vegetarian
Jewels in my eyes and they twinkle for the she/hers
Rocks for the men that buy me gear on Reverb

Himbos call me daddy—now where'd I put my leash?
They’re begging me to peg em by the second time we meet
Green and gold rupees, I’m a thug in Hyrule
Been a weird freak on the keys since high school

"Fucking nerd lmao"

A nympho, a klepto, a classical pianist
Catastrophe magnet—um chat are you seeing this?
I like to play with fire—Just a girl, your honor
I get my hands dirty with the first responders
Catch me if you can, I'm a triple air maniac
Tell me that you love me but I don't say it back
Don't know what I'm doing cause I don't stick to ivory
Aw you think you're safe, lemme switch it to a minor key

("Dun dun dun.")

Don't mind me getting stupid with the midi notes
Quantize all the bitches that are [__]ing on my stereo
I wander into genres—out of pocket, on the spectrum
Just a bitch with bangs and a deviated septum

Might be the dumbest piece of shit you’ve ever heard
What did you expect? Not like other girls, I'm worse
[Ah!] is melodic, tempo supersonic—don’t worry
I’ll get back to keys cause the cringe is astronomic

"This was so fucking stupid lmao"
("Shut up. Sing a song.")

~da da da da~

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🐍

Three years later, it's look in your eyes pt. II :)

Lyrics:
/Burn/

/But never mind
Now look in mine/

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🐅

I sampled the piano piece I was writing before I opened up my laptop in the beginning and end of the track, but you can hear it unmodulated at the end. Everything from scratch 🥘

Lyrics:
/Sabertooth tiger, silver tongue liar
Running down your back, chills are buzzing through a choir

Layers of splatters in orchestrated patterns
Biting on your lip so that they don't hear the chatter/

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If you close your eyes and go somewhere, PLEASE let me know where I took you :) it would mean so much to me

07.06.24_cautiousofagoodthing.wav

A lullaby
To those I’ve ever loved
From me, with guilt
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Written in June 2024 but felt for as long as I can remember. Sorry for any icky feelings you pick up. This was one of those cathartic ones with a title.
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Lyrics:
I'm cool, cold as ice and twice as nice
I'm cruel and in return you watch me burn

In the end, I'm really all alone
Making space for sins left to atone
God, I hope you realize when I'm gone
This is for the best and you'll move on

Run out and save yourself
I'm a headache for someone else
Don't you know that it only hurts
So don't make me leave you first

Run out and save yourself
I'm a heartache for no one else
Should've known you'd mistake my worth
So I'll be cruel and leave you first

/Don't waste your time/

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This ended up feeling like what my episodes feel like to me as a bipolar patient. This experiment started because I was thinking of the melody in "few and far between," so I kinda sampled it in this one. As Easter eggs just for me, there are themes and lyrics from 5 of my other tracks as well as 1 demo in the vault 🤓 I had a shit ton of fun, and I hope you enjoy! :) 
Also, PLEASE LISTEN WITH HEADPHONES ON 😭

Lyrics:
Watch my episodes on vivid technicolor mode
Static’s ringing in your ears and no one’s seen this one in years

Bend antennas like a bonsai, waves are getting hi-fi
Signals in distress but entertaining nonetheless
Watch me go

//Dopamine and serotonin/
/Up and down//

Make 'em giggle groan and gasp
Man, this program is a gas
Shocking touches on the glass
Oh, just enjoy it while it lasts

No seasons anymore
But I’m glowing on the floor
Oh, there’s too much to ignore
But at least enjoy the score
(Watch me go)

/Dopamine and serotonin/


Unlocking characters to throw the keys away (my mistake)
Staring at the screen, I guess enjoy the show anyway
Eges of your seat to watch me make it through the fucking day
Dopamine and serotonin modulate me

Get your finger off that power cord, I got it
Pushing buttons til the noises sound psychotic
Damn, I didn’t mean to stress you out (my bad)
Maybe tune in later when the pills have had their chance
(Watch me go)

/Up and down/

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I've kinda been writing sequels to old tracks, and this one is for Yet (which I still need to redo). That’s a pic at the Cameron county courthouse because I got legally divorced that day.
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Lyrics:
I swear I heard the angels sing once
They called me by my name
And I don’t know where they are now 
I guess I’m the one to blame


Thought it was in my head but
I heard the words they sang
Something about the end so 
I think I led myself astray

Careful now careful now careful now careful now
Precious metal tears are slithering into your crown
Careful now careful now careful now careful now
Heavy hangs the head and yet your heart beats getting loud

I swear I heard the angels sing once
They called me by my name
And I don’t know where they are now 
I guessing I’m to blame

I thought it was in my head but
I heard the words they sang
Something about the end so 
I think I led myself astray

Careful now careful now careful now careful now

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This is more than a demo now. I'm also working on the Spotify portfolio stuff.

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The full song is actually really important and a lot bigger, but here it is like this. Brother hopped on the drums for the demo too <3

Lyrics:
Drift out to sea
Pray you’ll reach solid ground
Claw at the coast
The jagged flow throws you around

Drown out the waves
The constellations softly hush
Lull you to sleep in lies and secrets told too much

Cast your gaze on the horizon
What is it you wish to see?
Sailor, come closer

Past the mountain, there you’ll find it
Thank the heavens! “Mercy me,” you whisper
But it’s over
But it’s over

Tale as old as time
Blind to warning signs
Bless a lost man’s soul
Thinks he’s in control

Doomed to try and fail
Damned if he can’t sail
Seas out a sigh
Tired of his cries

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A demo my friends have said they’d have sex to and a demo I painfully showed my mom (para explicarme bien).

Lyrics:

En la jungla de la mente, la polilla baila sola
Entre luces y sombras, se balancea con demora 
Un momento—sol voraz, reluciente sin igual
Luego—luna oscura, un creciente abismal
Sus ojos—dos estrellas, iluminan su presencia 
Navegando mares calmas, tormentas de existencia 
Ríe con el viento, llora con la lluvia—nunca para 
Armoniza con el ruido, lentamente se desnuda
En el hueco de su pecho arde fuego sin calor 
Un dédalo de sentimentos guarda su dolor
No te acerques, preocupes, no te pierdas en su ser
Latigazos cervicales crujen sin saber
Su reflejo lastimosa devuelve la mirada
Quema lo que toca con espadas de su culpa
Esconde en las nubes—la música ahoga
Tiene todo el cielo y aún baila sola
En busca de la luz, evolución a solidez
Balbuceos metamórficos reprenden la vejez
Mientras libra la guerra de contrastes, pierde el juego
Con reglas maquiavélicas de control y equilibrio
Ríe con el viento, Ilora con la lluvia—nunca para
En la jungla de la mente, la polilla baila sola Entre luces y sombras, se balance con demora 
Un momento—sol voraz, reluciente sin igual 
Luego—luna oscura, un creciente abismal

05.13.24_lapolillamix2jamjelly2(demo).wav

Just me jamminnnnnnnnnn 🌺 sorry if it’s boring lol
Borrowed Johnny’s Korg Opsix and started sound designing on it but didn’t really know yet. I just pressed record on getting to know the instrument :) I got one for myself after I gave it back and using it kinda like an FM sound design machine

Tysm Johnny :))

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WHY CAN’T I PUT LYRICS TO THIS ALREADY???
I hear it. Rushed whispers about whatever the quicksand is. I THINK I’M CLOSE… maybe.
We shall see. For now, it can live here in my live archive where I revisit demos to get inspired (and put off organizing my shit).

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Lyrics (so far):
I’m more than a good time
Yes, I’m a bad time too
I’ll cross out every line
I’ll turn those reds into a blue

…
???

//

Sometimes I feel like a chicle. Like I taste really good at first, but after you chew me for more than like 4 minutes, you realize, “Damn, this kinda tastes like a rubber tire.” Best to spit that shit out.

Anyway, boohoo.

I hear guitars and shit for this track, but I don’t have time to put it into a real demo. I’ll make time later.

It’s okay being rubber. Makes me stretchy, bendy, and strong. I always bounce back. I make art instead of crying <3

09.10.25_goodtime(voicememosketchdemo).mp3

Really crappy recording I made on my phone at like 3am BE GENTLE OKAY

Feels Like We Only Go Backwards by Tame Impala (Acoustic Cover)

could you?

This is actually the first time I really played with GarageBand on my phone in 2020. I was manic and had been awake for a few days, made a beat, found a 1950’s infomercial about etiquette, cut it up, etc. I was new to whatever genre this is too. It’s a little different, but wtv :)

Artwork- Frame from Betty Boop: Snow White (1993) © Paramount Pictures
Spoken audio- Circa 1950 PSA commercial called "Changing Deviant Behavior" (I couldn't find specifics)

02.18.20_creepyboihourz/youcouldn’thelpinterrupting.m4a

scrapbook vault of mostly ambient sounds n such 🏄🏻‍♀️
be my guest and poke around ⚠️👅💎
puro pinshi 956 & FUCK ELON MUSK
- the sonic jungle freak 🌴

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