Name: HEARTBREAK CLUB (Prod. Boyfifty) by delaures
Duration: 3 min 5 s
Description: FUN FACT: I wrote this with the beat when I was like 17 or 18 and I just now decided to record it, crazy. I always wanted to make sure the song was perfected.

damn bro, hits hard. Glad u finished it! 🔥

produced by jxsie beats & nuxe
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
@cavasoul
@jxsiebeats

-lyrics-
(lxst boy)
was it something that i said that ticked you off
cause now you won't talk
i feel that we're running out of time
cause i know that i get inside my head
i'll never understand
i never did this now i do it all the time
i am overthinking to the point im never sleeping
i been writing songs, i even do it when im dreaming
i hope this goes away, yeah, cause God, i hate this feeling
i am trapped within these walls, my eyes are glued to the ceiling
yeah

sometimes i get a little closer
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres  no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress

(cavasoul)
i gave all of my love right away
then for me, im left with nothing
i was walking alone in the rain
i could snap at the press of a button
it's december now, rain coming down
it freezes before hitting ground
it reminds me of the feeling i had on my neck
when you coming around
is it something about me? 
cause lately i feel like you better without me
idk whats going on in my head
but the negative thoughts overwhelm me, im drowning
im never healthy, i cannot help it
how can i help me? i wanna be dead
i still remember the lies you had said to me
so i just fill up your side of the bed
now

(lxst boy)
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres no thing i can say
that will undo what had happened
please just explain
i am drowning in my sadness

when it rains in december w/ cavasoul & jxsie beats

FUN FACT: I wrote this with the beat when I was like 17 or 18 and I just now decided to record it, crazy. I always wanted to make sure the song was perfected.

HEARTBREAK CLUB (Prod. Boyfifty)

Prod. Leaning Beats

LYRICS:

I’ve been dying on the inside 
Roll a blunt, get high, imma ease my mind 
I see faces every damn night 
Do a line, lay back, imma close my eyes 
She don’t want me that’s alright 
She gon’ want me when I’m stacking my money high 
I hear voices all the damn time 
They tell me give up so gon’ end my life 

Blood dripping from my wrist 
I wanna die imma make this quick 
I’m down in the abyss 
I can’t live another day like this 

Can't live another day like this

I’ve been dying on the inside 
Roll a blunt, get high, imma ease my mind 
I see faces every damn night 
Do a line, lay back, imma close my eyes 
She don’t want me that’s alright 
She gon’ want me when I’m stacking my money high 
I hear voices all the damn time 
They tell me give up so gon’ end my life

faces *ON SPOTIFY*

written by lxst boy
produced by lxst boy & splashgvng

-lyrics-
leaves fall like how im falling out of love
every second spent with u it makes it hard to trust
and im just
losing feelings aint no point to get em back
trust u with the knife and then u slide it in my back

hoping that he treats u better
u just think im useless
knew it all along 
dont go on acting like u stupid
broken heart i should be sad
but honestly im used to this
broken bottles on the ground
i dont wanna do this

i deserve better
i didnt see it until now
it took me forever
but i think that ive found solid ground

leaves fall like how im falling out of love
every second spent with u it makes it hard to trust
and im just
losing feelings aint no point to get em back
trust u with the knife and then u slide it in my back

u been outta pocket
i been out my bag
making money off my songs 
u wanna get attached now
oh its funny
oh are u mad
bae just flipping back n forth
but trust me i aint sad
write another song im kicking back and reminiscing
every songs about u do u even listen
trapped inside my head swear im locked inside a prison
oh its a good thing i like being alone

i deserve better
i didnt see it until now
it took me forever
but i think that ive found solid ground

leaves fall like how im falling out of love
every second spent with u it makes it hard to trust
and im just
losing feelings aint no point to get em back
trust u with the knife and then u slide it in my back

autumn (lxst boy x splashgvng)

Lyrics

Ever feel sick at night you can’t breathe
Like you ain’t last before the morning
Like when she says it’s over like nothing then expecting me to get sleep
It’s crazy how 2 words stir 2 different feelings inside me
One wishes you luck and the other wonders if you gave a fuck about me

I gotta pave a new path for me 
For one enough looking pitifully down at me
Keeping me grounded nah you keeping the ground to me
claiming I don’t make sense while you changing around money

Fuck I think it’s better to go
Cause You turned into a person that I’m certain that I don’t even know
Won’t lie it’s hurting my soul 
But it’s alright if I die tonight cause im ready to go

even after this I’ll manage to manage
Talking myself into getting reset n up n  distracted  it’s eminent  
If I don’t it’ll end up with action and in the end
Dice roll one of us in a casket with evidence 
Of the other that had control of what did or what didn’t happen just a second cause I couldn’t imagine our end
All of our messages sent
Every second we spent
I’m locking them deep inside but I won’t lie its in hopes I forget
 
Double the dose
Cause you’re trapped inside my mind I don’t know where to go
They say time heals all and I ain’t saying that’s wrong
But I need the peace and quiet cause I’m running real low
on patience to go
that’s the sedatives role
to cure me at least at ease the feelings I hold
But fuck that I ain’t lasting that long 
my breaths going cold 
and my energy’s depleted and gone

Not Going To Lie, You’re Mentally Draining (prod. hans)

Lyrics :

Half these dudes tryna get to me so they using you 
Anything to try and push my buttons maybe loosen screws 
They don’t know it’s none to push up on em jus a flight or two 
Shoulda never let me grab a mic n get my vibe n tune 
My baby mama keep trippin she got my vibe outta line 
The way she keeps on tryna walk in and out of my life 
I’ve never met a person who prioritizes my life 
So I got used to keeping my darkest thoughts tucked inside 
When people die they’re often missed in the strangest ways 
I don’t gotta stress that I’m never getting replaced 
If I leave then I left you only stand in my place 
 Shorty tryna forget me but then admits it’s a phase 
If you asked my opinion she treating this like a game 
It’s a shame you thinking bout me whether asleep or awake 
Me I sleep fine I ain’t had a bad dream in days 
The shit I hallucinate these days don’t contain yo face
How many times can I keep dying on the inside 
And reaching out for help from the people to my side 
Beggin with em pleading with emto help me revive 
I still remember every time that you left me to die 
How many more funerals in this life can i attend 
How many bridges can I walk across  or try to mend 
I couldn’t even  find god at this point if I tried to repent 
Doing all these drugs can’t really be how my life gets spent 
If you really loved me then you wouldn’t always leave 
You wouldn’t turn around as soon as you get within reach 
You’d listen to the same type of shit that you always preach 
I just had to see you want problems and never peace

Solitude Freestyle (prod. Dae Wylder)

Produced by @citrusgastank
Mixed & mastered by @polearm

jomie & supachefm - spiderman (prod. citrusgastank)

(Prod. Jang0)

LRYICS:

Lxgn:

I don’t wanna live without you
The days go by so fast
Everyday i think about you 
This breath might be my last
Holding onto something gone
Tears me up the most no longer can I be strong 
You’re my only hope

Chorus: Lxgn 

Wish that I, could freeze the frame
I don’t wanna lose your name
I don’t wanna lose this moment with you baby
Wish that I, could turn back time
To the days when you were mine
Do you recollect 
Or has your heart already left

JADE !VY:

I don’t wanna think about you
I wish I didn’t care
Cause I can’t go another sleepless night
Pretending that you’re there
But I can’t bare to dream about you
Your voice echoes in my head
These haunted shadows clawing through my Mind are kissing me instead

JADE !VY, Lxgn: 

Kissing me instead
(They’re) kissing me instead 

Chorus: Lxgn, JADE !VY:

Wish that I, could freeze the frame
I don’t wanna lose your name
I don’t wanna lose this moment with you baby
Wish that I, could turn back time
To the days when you were mine
Do you recollect 
Or has your heart already left

ill be okay (ft. JADE !VY) *ON SPOTIFY*

Produced by phate & zaini
Mix & mastered by me & zaini
Coverart by @supachefm

the big comfy couch (prod. phate x zaini)

Confession (feat. Jomie)

music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtTVg5Hy2ik

produced by @skinnyatlas
vocal by me mfs
Artwork ig @misplacednotlost
Mix & mastered by @skinnyatlas

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HEARTBREAK CLUB (Prod. Boyfifty)

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