chris agony & delcada - fnaf 2 cyph w/ satiso

music video:
https://youtu.be/e0sMWV9iyHw

i love her so bad / can never go back
cuz she my everything / the best i ever had
and now im so down / and now im so obsessed
and if it ends now/ cant fall in love again

its like im falling down / cuz i been really numb
and since i sold out / been faded every month
i never call you / even though youre out west
im in vermont now / thinking bout my last breath

cuz girl i need you / frost inside my brain
stuck inside my ways / fuck this cash ill waste
spend and make it rain /
numb to all the pain / in the final days
lost inside the rain / burn it down

i love her so bad / can never go back
cuz she my everything / the best i ever had
and now im so down / and now im so obsessed
and if it ends now/ cant fall in love again

its like im falling down / cuz i been really numb
and since i sold out / been faded every month
i never call you / even though youre out west
im in vermont now / thinking bout my last breath

music video

last nite in vt [prod. dogeatdog]

@moodybluezzzz
prod milord
art by living2kms

moody & delcada - In My Zone [prod. milord]

tell me that i’m incomplete
we could play pretend i kno the truth
i don’t wana hate no more
it’s all meaningless i’m not with you

it’s all meaningless i feel so numb
waiting for the call which never comes
waiting for the call that never comes
smoke all in my eyes and in my lungs

i’m calling out but you’re far away
i just wait alone cuz it’s all the same
i can’t feel no love i just love the pain
compare you and i but we’re not the same

i was in the snow then i saw the rain
i looked in her eyes then i saw the pain
baby i could leave but like not today
baby you're my love but i can’t remain

call that never comes [prod. wiban]

ion wana live in solitude ft. moody [prod. judahbudah]

summerday ft evan jolley & fiction57

just another memory feat. fiction57 (prod wuden)

prod by @evanjolley
featuring @57f

perhaps i can still be saved

crystal leaves ft. fiction57 [prod evan jolley]

Drownin Like Touga

nothing in my heart feat. nosgov (prod dogeatdog)

lay me down (prod before grim)

i cant even tell whos a foe and whose a friend
i dont want u now but i rly want u then
i dont kno myself but i still can play pretend
do u wana call me all on my ios

yea i wish i wasnt here, ya i wish i was a ghost—
yeah my shawty rly bad so im never letting go
got me waiting for the end, got me waitin in the cold
i dont wana kno, medicine my throat

i miss how it was then, my life was like a dream
i was off the dxm and also hrt
i miss how it was then, my life was like a dream
i was off the dxm and also hrt

i was off the benadryl and it felt like a dream
i was mixin drugs dph ya OTC   
back in summertime, ya like back in mtc
i lost all your trust thru my lies and my deceit

i was calling your phone but i lost all  your trust
but it was like three weeks, i stare into the sun
i was in the psych ward and it felt like a month
i dont wana kno, all the things ive done

wish i wasn’t myself, but my story is sung
numbing it like all night, i hate who i’ve become
we were off the tabs then, ya back when we were young
i been staying golden, i had you really numb

texting me like all night but i can not respond
call me on my iphone and i wish i was gone
call me on my cell but im never gona feel
fucking with my life, yea i wish i wasnt real

she still hit me up, but i wish that i was dead
but now i don’t even want that, and i can not pretend
i was sippin on this mud, now im trippin out again
sippin otc now im waiting at the end

yea i wish i wasnt here, ya i wish i was a ghost
yeah my shawty rly bad so im never letting go
got me waiting for the end, got me waitin in the cold
i dont wana kno, medicine my throat

ᴍᴇᴅɪᴄɪɴᴇ prod blackwinterwells

spend it all [prod. b.blessed beats]

prod by @xxnyck420xx

all i want to know
in my dreams im in the cold
and then i fell apart again
in memories i let her go
you wana see me start to fade
you wana see me start to fall out
and you meant so much to me
i dont know who i used to be

what you really want right now?
chasing you inside my dream
she was all i need that night
had my hands all upon your body
cold as ice and i was with you then
i could see your eyes glow
i just want your scent
all i wanna know

long gone she dont really want me
heart ache you could see me fallen
cursed now what you really need then
bleed out see me but im distance
you dont recognize me now
i dont think you ever will
i dont know what i was on then
make time still

bae like though i really want you bad
you had me so fucked up
and now we cant go back

Laura's theme (prod. nyck)

some rare unreleased shit
featuring @57f
this song is very special to me

Now I Fall (prod. tenoji + lov3ly)

ask me who i am i dont kno that
hittin up my phone i igno that
feel like youth on pills never go back
shawty so bad but i want that

metal on my neck yeah the choker really tight
crystals all jade yea your blinded from the sight
callin on my phone but im never feeling right
does she really want me ima walk into the light

i was steady wishing never come true
i was in the city til i lost you
i been down for her yea like all night
buildings all around yeah the skyline

shawty really bad no i never could restart
blowing up my phone but im dying in my heart
ion got a heart yea i walk into the light
feel like guinevere yea bby ima knight

metal on my neck yeah the choker really tight
crystals all jade yea your blinded from the sight
callin on my phone but im never feeling right
does she really want me ima walk into the light

with my goddess in the next life
ima hit her phone be like “bae slide”
crystaline glows under black skies
waifu really bad yea she so fine

maybe ima up that dosage
she dont wana talk cuz my throat slit
i been losing sight yea im so numb
she dont wana talk cuz im froze up

walk into the snow yea i gave that shit my all
hittin up my line but u kno i never call
you dont wana talk now i never was absolved
shawty so bad yea she watch me fall

ask me who i am i dont kno that
hittin up my phone i igno that
feel like youth on pills never go back
shawty so bad but i want that

metal on my neck yeah the choker really tight
crystals all jade yea your blinded from the sight
callin on my phone but im never feeling right
does she really want me ima walk into the light

𝓈𝓀𝓎𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈 (prod. blackwinterwells)

[delcada]
stars fall / see her strain but i crave that
heart froze all night i want you
smile now / she's the best so i need that
heart froze all night i want you

i didn't wana but u kno i fucked it up
heart froze come back to home now
i didn't wana but u kno i'm in the night
heart froze / so low i need you

i could tell it was the end right when i woke up
she was calling me all night but i was so numb
if u rly wana find me and erase me now
i was faded in the car and now the lights fall down

but i didnt wana... didnt wana be the one
shawty rly bad but u kno that im gona fuck it up
but bae if u rly wanted u could stay with me
i been sippin wine and now i swear ill never leave

bae like though i rlly want u bad
and then my neck gets cut
and now i cant go back
i swear that you're so fine
i swear that you're so bad
you kno i fucked this up
and now i can't go back
i can not go-

[03osc]
cant go back
fucked this up like for the last time
I just want you here shawty look into my eyes
tell me one more time like i dont wanna die tonight
yeah shawty she so bad put my life in track
made my life a living hell
yeah wish me well
ima go and just cast a spell
03osc hear my name it ringing bells

[delcada]
i didn't wana but u kno i fucked it up
heart froze come back to home now
i didn't wana but u kno i'm in the night
heart froze / so low i need you

lost who i was it doesnt end here
fucked up succumb to all of my fears
still sober i aint sippin anything
i look to heaven yea i hear it start to sing

callin me, callin me but im never there
i transcended all the shame but u dont care
yet i chase you but you're long gone
now im no one / turn the lights off

bby you were what i needed right all night
doesnt matter any way so i still shyne
if u had me in ur grip u could crush me now
i was standin in the waves see the light fall down

lost who i was it doesnt end here
fucked up succumb to all of my fears
still sober i aint sippin anything
i look to heaven yea i hear it start to sing

here in my arms ft. fiction57 (prod nyck)

[delcada]
you already know drippin like its coke
i was sippin dex and i was chilling with my bros
i dont give a fuck money on my grave
shawty rly bad but no i can not be saved
i just went insane money on my grave
look me in my eyes you can see that im afraid
she was all i want i was in the club
i was bouta drown yeah tha waters rising up
these celebrities floating face down
i was at the bar yeah i drink until i drown
see his face smile then he shut his eyes
i dont give a fuck its apocalypse tonight

[nosgov]
walk in to the store
we got bag galore
i dont wanna know
what u think of me, its gone
delcada & nosgov we back to 2k n 9
i been had this drip
bitches know im hella nice
i just sit back and relax
pop a pill im off the tracks
dont go where im at
it get lonely at the top
how are u this cold?
i go crazy on these songs
bitch lower ur tone
if u feel me get it done
duh

walk alone in the night
ever since shit touched the tripes
u can put how u want
keyboard warrior get em gone

go goo ggooooo go goo yeah yeah go go og ogog o

[delcada]
i just went insane money on my grave
look me in my eyes you can see that im afraid
she was all i want i was in the club
i was bouta drown yeah tha waters rising up
these celebrities floating face down
i was at the bar yeah i drink until i drown
see his face smile then he shut his eyes
i dont give a fuck its apocalypse tonight

apocalypse tonight ft. nosgov (prod nyck)

[delcada]
she left the party i can't follow then
my heart is broken it will never mend
you saw me fallin yeah i'm fucked up
so shawty lean on me until i'm really numb

it's all i want / i can not feel
without you here i can not heal now
without you here i lost my mind
i lost myself i'm out of time

i don't wana dance if i don't got u in my arms
i was ridin in the porsche now i'm forever torn
3am pullin up but i can't find u here
i'm at the party but you're gone yeah did u disappear?

blow a kiss fire a gun
i been needin someone to lean on
blow a kiss fire a gun
i been needin someone to lean on
someone to lean on

[ljp2900]
she wanna lean on me right now
she trynna hit the club tonight yea
need sum to sip lean on right now yea
yea right now yea
i dont wanna feel alone need some more lean again
all these pills straight to the dome i cant remember it
baby please dont let me go i need you here for this
all these pills straight to the dome i cant remember it
i need someone to lean on
i need someone to lean on
i need someone to lean on
i need someone to lean on

[delcada]
she left the party i can't follow then
my heart is broken it will never mend
you saw me fallin yeah i'm fucked up
so shawty lean on me until i'm really numb

i don't wana dance if i don't got u in my arms
i was ridin in the porsche now i'm forever torn
3am pullin up but i can't find u here
i'm at the party but you're gone yeah did u disappear?

it's all i want / i can not feel
without you here i can not heal now
without you here i lost my mind
i lost myself i'm out of time

lean on ft. ljp2900 (prod nyck)

only want u there now im feelin froze
gotu in my arms ya i hold u close
talkin 2 myself i dont have a soul
tell me if its me have i lost control

yea i want u rly bad but now i feel like ive been falling
paranoid im being followed keep at bay ya i been stalling
and inside i kno theres poison but i feel like i can solve it
cut this off cuz im infected and u kno i cant resolve it

when i see u in the light ya ur beautiful
fallin in the night death’ll soon approach
want u for forever wrapped around my throat
tell me if it’s me or it’s just a ghost

wana be with u we can party all night
i don’t kno myself i’ma fall from the sky
question everything is it real or a lie
tell me what i am cuz im feeling not alive

only want u there now im feelin froze
gotu in my arms ya i hold u close
talkin 2 myself i dont have a soul
tell me if its me have i lost control

light’s been shinin down on me
who am i? i start to freeze
callin to u ur all i need
lying to myself i feel so weak

infections that flow thru me
brain so gone i self defeat
what am i and who are we
so fucked up i just repeat

only want u there now im feelin froze
gotu in my arms ya i hold u close
talkin 2 myself i dont have a soul
tell me if its me have i lost control

let her go (prod nyck)

i’m at the edge u kno i can’t stop now
u want me better but i just fall out
u wana talk to me / i can’t be found
i’m on the inside yea it all goes south

shawty perfection / but she got me fucked up
i wasn’t rlly here i just been so numb
she really beautiful but i act so fucked
my heart is broken so now i just can’t trust

infect me / and flow into my head
rust my scars / and dig into my flesh
trust myself / but i don’t let this end
hate myself / i fucked it up again

fucked up / can not trust
so false / what i was

now i want u bad / i really want u here
and now i just can’t feel / and i can’t face my fears
i should give up

i was in the halls / looking so lost
now youre on my mind / and it cannot stop
take my heart and then conceal my dreams
lost all sight of wat i can conceive

i’m at the edge (prod nyck)

cold lights / i feel it in my bones
so far gone / twilight inside my soul
all these nights / this vanilla sky
fucked up bad / but now its still alright

demons here / in my mind / i lost myself
and now ill never get it back
reaching out for any contact / while
my lights just fades to black

i was searching / for the exit
and yet still im losing track
i been losing all my comfort
but i still went far off track

cold lights, inside the sky,
this vanilla sky again
twilight thats overhead
i just pray that this would end

i fell, i fell so far now / 
sacrifice for all the pain
these skies have left me hopeless
storm clouds yet still pouring rain

antipsychs / in my body
fell so far / just keep going
city of owls / i feel like i grow wings
need her light but now the skies just sing
ah ya eeya eeya eeya

vanilla sky (prod nyck)

[mckel]
you're beautiful 
you're beautiful
you're beautiful ahh
you're beautiful 
you're beautiful 
you're beautiful ahh

you're beautiful
and im feeling dead now
and im feeling trapped now 
and im feeling tapped out
and im feeling trapped now
and im feeling trapped now
and im feeling tapped out
and im feeling trapped now

you're beautiful 
you're beautiful
you're beautiful ahh
you're beautiful 
you're beautiful 
you're beautiful ahh

[delcada]
im in the light / i search for you
wait outside my heart is true
i want u bad / i see the stars
mind is gone i cant restart

i lost the light / it turns to flames
with u here / i cant be saved
my heart is warm / its all for you
taste my blood / and see the truth

but if u want / ill leave today
lost myself / inside the rain
these tears they fall / upon my hands
feel the time / flow thru like sand

you’re the truth / i’ll never find
if u want i’ll leave tonight /
my hands are cold ^around my wrist
one moar final chance for bliss

and i swear ur beautiful
wash the blood til waters flow
never knew where i should go
feel u here, ur beautiful

you’re beautiful ft. mckel (prod nyck)

it's all a game (prod. attackishere)

[~prod by me~]

*full version now available*

runnin up that hill (Kate Bush cover)

featuring my friend @dg_loolyy
artwork by me!!
(We made this song a minute ago but i wanted to post it anyways)

2k ft dg looly (prod specialgloryops x sif)

(quieter vocals)
this song was a punch in freestyle
i was trying to emulate juice wrld
it is not my best song but i have better things to come!!

numb it all away (prod. jammy beatz)

kno that u want me (prod. attackishere x benecoda)

produced by @b4gr1m

i swear to God that i'll never come around
you're searching far but i'm nowhere to be found
i'm in the snow i'm sippin medicine right now
she really bad i swear that she could hold me down
but i'm cursed and famous
my euphoria still been draining
and she could seek for my replacement
never could afford the payment

last night, i was searching, steady burning
calling so far 'cause i swear that last night
when i was hurting, steady yearning
for you last night, all night
for you- i've been descending
my life is ending
i'm still pretending, all night
last night- i'm tryna run now
i'm tryna fall now, i'm tryna run now, run now

i swear to God that i'll never come around
you're searching far but i'm nowhere to be found
i'm in the snow i'm sippin medicine right now
she really bad i swear that she could hold me down
but i'm cursed and famous
my euphoria still been draining
and she could seek for my replacement
never could afford the payment

so dazed, i swear she want me
she doesn't know me, she can't control me
hold me- fold up
and now i'm driving, and i been crying
i'm searching for you, fly in-
fly there, i'll come and see them
i'm never free then
the burden's burning, i'm falling, i'm fucked up
they didn't know me, they'll never know me
they'll never find me, find me-

i swear to God that i'll never come around
you're searching far but i'm nowhere to be found
i'm in the snow i'm sippin medicine right now
she really bad i swear that she could hold me down
but i'm cursed and famous
my euphoria still been draining
and she could seek for my replacement
never could afford the payment

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