Evan Jolley & Delcada - Life And Love (prod. Damon Vitucci & Thislandis)

Cry For Help (prod. Evan Jolley)

cut a fuckboy off like im marth
all this hate in my heart
cut you off like im marth
all this...

cut a fuckboy off like im marth
and you called but my phones goin dark
and im here with the love in my heart
and my girl sent me back to the start
i love my friends and my family too
and im the prince cuz i wana be with you
and we could kick it but thers nothn rlly new
jersey livin i miss chillin wit my crew

and now i cant fall back like you told me
and i jus need my bae yea to hold me
and i can sleep all day wen im lonely
and now i cant go back to the old me
and i been so numb... wen i wait here
and i got cold blood... gota face fears
and i get no love... until the rain clears
and i was so lost... in the gray years

and i swear inside that im fallen...
but i cant fly now...
and the clouds are dissolving...
so i need to lie down...
and if this pain completes me...
then crucify me...
these empty feelings...
can hypnotize me...

you hypnotize me...
and tear my heart out...
i stay up all night...
the light will die down...
and if i wait here...
will time just undo...
were goin backwards...
where nothing was true...

Marth [prod. Lifestealer]

this beat is from "white iverson" by post malone

I'll Nvr Let U Go

music video

ice on me 2k22

music video:
https://youtu.be/A3RjI1e8fyI
produced by delcada
artwrk by delcada + @7blood7slide7

cold, cold as fuck
underneath ice and im turning numb
evaporate like smoke and dip
cant see a thing my soul eclipsed

fire in my veins,
calling out to you by name
breathe, freeze, you
on my mind
evaporate like ice, lights

lights on me shine down
out here still iced out
im calling out
i turn to ice
visit me in my final nights

im out here just froze
i breathe in that smoke
you on my mind like all night
got nowhere else to go, froze

nowhere else to go…
breathing in the smoke…
yuh, froze up-
cant feel shit just so numb
i think of you you on my mind
you so bad you so fine
im chillin now just coolin down
hi temperatures hi til im out

hi temperatures so high
i walk into ice
my blade equipped
my nasal drip
i disappear in the night
right,
flight, with the broken wings
so froze cant feel a thing

you are all i crave,
wait-
heal all my pain,
chains

chains, binding me to you
always yours, until im thru
crave you like so bad
i need you cant go back,
youre what i crave
heal all the pain
silver chains on my heart
and now they wont break

Fire In My Veins *music video in description*

SomeoneLikeYouRmx ft. Mercy in the well

music video:
https://youtu.be/q8j4JUhfQpw
prod @prodmoonveil
art by @7blood7slide7 x del

lead the tears to fall / lead inside my brain
i been prayin for the tears to wash away

im broken down / watch me drown
ya / i will never win
so late / ties im severing

wash the sin away / ina tidal wave
feel it fade / i'll rot away

the tears that fall / i need yours
ya / crush me again
too late / now ill never win

with you i feel the bliss / feel like ill never stop
dry me of all the tears / never needed what i lost
yaaa / ice on me / froze up, no feelings
now im always cursed / but you heal the hurt

Tear$ prod. moonveil

featuring @chris-943209483
produced by @dogeatdog666

Whatever w/ chris agony [prod. dogeatdog]

featuring @chris-943209483

ina perfect bliss / never fade away
i was praying for the day you would remain
it’s the final chance / yea ill break apart
i foresee a day with you inside my heart

so gone, so numb- iced out
priced out- at the mall offa white out
right now, cannot feel a thing right now
lost soul, lost hope til i die down

ina perfect bliss never fade away
coarsing thru my skin feel u in my veins
angels on my phone nothin left to say
nothin left to feel sendin me to grace

life it sucks i go thru the machine
i’d rather pop an oxy blood is spillin from my jeans
im so uninspired fall with my discography
shout out my depression you know its a part of me
trapped inside my home town i just wana go now
missed calls on my phone now silence getting so loud
new addiction dirty sippin when i zone out
shout out NJ fiends our mission steady gettin blown out

nights i lay awake
its the price i pay
lost inside the rain
tears that fall away

so gone, so numb- iced out
priced out- at the mall offa white out
right now, cannot feel a thing right now
lost soul, lost hope til i die down

ina perfect bliss never fade away
coarsing thru my skin feel u in my veins
angels on my phone nothin left to say
nothin left to feel sendin me to grace

sendin me to grace w/ chris agony [prod. moonveil x dedsaint]

stop botting my songz plz, i am really annoyed that my plays are being botted so soundcloud if u can help me out plz do me a solid and get these bots offa my fr$#king profile, plz & ty~

until dawn w/ bnkh [prod. novo] #swimcity #aka

prod @prodmoonveil
music video:
https://youtu.be/LiI6VZwCx-I

yeah they tryna get me killed its like perfect blue
follow me around i can see you
and i dont kno who i am but i need you
and i call u on the phone til i bleed thru

and i want u rly bad in the night time
and i feel like ima die but i cant fight
and i feel like thats a lie, yea i feel fine
and i feel like ill remain til the last light

crave you so bad erase my past
bound to this chance cut me so bad

and i wish that i could change but i cant now
and i want u rly bad when im blacked out
but then when im waking up i regret this
and i feel u in my mind so romantic

i crave your touch
i crave your warmth
cant die alone
my last resort

and i got u on my mind when im falling
fallen angel in the night but ur calling
and i kno its rly bad how i want u
and i kno u hate me now when i saw u

look in my eyes
ill fade away
i cant decide
to seal my fate

perfect blue [prod. moonveil]

all songs produced by delcada
released 12/3/2023

shinin (my last song)

produced by delcada
featuring @mercy-in-the-well

switch lanes (ft. Mercy in the well)

human connection used to elude me

dimes on me back from the movies

@prodmoonveil

i succumb again….. lights surround me now
feel it crush my bones / ice turns to snow falling
yeah i cant return / but i crave it now
just succumb and turn to flames inside i drown

so i crave you / all im wanting
but im tempted to the lost light
and the feelings still are haunting
so i need you in the last nights

yet still i burn / all the same / all i crave / all i need
numb to hurt / feel no pain / paths i trace / til i bleed
shame i cant restart/ lost inside the trees
numb consumes my heart / walk into my dreamz

crystal lights are all i want / every night it turns me numb
in your light i will succumb / and i feel it turn to dust
just destroy me from a glance / rain upon me kno im damned
cant return the final chance / nothing left of who i am

i succumb again [prod. moonveil]

prod @prodmoonveil
featuring @josh-wells-8
mixed by me ^___^

drive away w/ skomazom [prod. moonveil]

@uxoricide5oz

[verse 1 - delcada]
ay, ay shout out @delsym5 cuz u kno that
i feel like a drilla bitch we could blow that
i got cummies in my throat then i froze that
i aint fucking with u hoes u a throwback

i feel like a drilla bitch i could blow u down
and i woke up in my city then i burn it down
and she used to hate on me but she notice now
and i wish that i was dead when it all goes down

and u kno that i been dead on the inside
i got sins in my past that i cant fight
evil shit in my past i would forget
and you kno im suckin dick this that whoreset

yea i love to swallow that’s the mindset
i just need a 100 racks that’s that grindset
i can’t take no drugs no more i’m not high yet
i just needa 100 racks this that grindset

[verse 2 - uxoricide]
slurring when she hmu ya this bitch think im slow
thotty tryna get me cut always tweaking on my phone
molly rocks keep getting crushed high as fuck all on my own
goofy kid kept talkin tough so we had to change his tone

on my strip u know im busy off the strips im fkn litty
im in all black like my kitty my name popping in my city
i need jesus in my life cocaine soft just like a sissy
monsters under my bed tonight ima bring u with me

Real Drillaz ft uxoricide [prod. b.blessed beats]

produced by @prodmoonveil

loss of hope all i ever know
walkin out now im feelin cold
in the past now i let you go
in the past leave you in the snow

ice falls, falling upon my skin
missed calls feel like it never ends
your touch all that could keep me here
fucked up, now i cant feel the fear

now i can not feel the fear got me really numb
in the currents underwater waiting for the sun
your face always remains with me
have faith, strive for your destiny

hear the angels in my ear on my audio
and i miss you but we fell in love in stereo
i cant leave you in the past no i never will
and i gotu on my mind til im getting killed

now i look up to the lights that surround me
im submerging in the ice let it drown me
all the voices in my mind say they doubt me
on the day im meeting god then they’ll crown me

destiny, have faith [prod. moonveil]

@moodybluezzzz
prod milord
art by living2kms

Moodybluezzzz ft. delcada - In My Zone [prod. milord]

tell me that i’m incomplete
we could play pretend i kno the truth
i don’t wana hate no more
it’s all meaningless i’m not with you

it’s all meaningless i feel so numb
waiting for the call which never comes
waiting for the call that never comes
smoke all in my eyes and in my lungs

i’m calling out but you’re far away
i just wait alone cuz it’s all the same
i can’t feel no love i just love the pain
compare you and i but we’re not the same

i was in the snow then i saw the rain
i looked in her eyes then i saw the pain
baby i could leave but like not today
baby you're my love but i can’t remain

call that never comes [prod. wiban]

4prayers (prod. keaton verokosky)

produced by me
mixed w/ bl00dslide
samples julien baker

gruesome beauty [prod. delcada]

featuring @monocryy

[verse 1 - delcada]
and with you here beside me...
i feel my heartbeat grow so slow
im calling out but cant find you
i need you here girl youre everything i know
i need you here girl im walking on the snow
im in the dark now ill never be alone
youre on my mind like all day
and shawty bad but i can't stay
i feel the frost now i cant change
i want her bad til my last day
and with you here beside me
i feel my heartbeat grow so slow
im calling out but cant find you
i need you here girl youre everything i know
all this guilt and shame let it melt away
please forgive me now til i cant remain

[verse 2 - mckel]
....

let it melt away w/ mckel [prod. wintertears + luvnote]

Tropical Kurobara 2 ft uxoricide [prod. Ly Kang]

so fine i know
lost all control
can’t let you go
fall in the snow

cause shawty’s touch is all im craving
i went too far now there’s no saving
i spend it from the check no savings
psychofreebands my life’s erasing
you know i’m falling deeper yet still
i pray to god that i’ll do thy will
and when it got so bad i felt thrilled
i look into the snowfall time stills

the snow is on my mind
but i never got it right
the snow is on my mind
but i never got it right

so fine i know
lost all control
can’t let you go
fall in the snow

i swear they wana see me fallen
got issues now i can’t resolve them
she hit my phone but i can’t come down
i’m all alone but i can’t fall out

so fine i know
lost all control
can’t let you go
fall in the snow

so fine! [prod. b.blessed beats]

prod by @monocryy

she wana talk but i said leave it alone
im never sober but she calling my phone
i kno it’s wrong but i been losing control
200mg cleanse the sin from my soul

no chaser today now
so far gone just stay down
searching for the way out
nowhere left to run
now it’s all blurred out

i wana lose it but she never could tell
you can not feel me cuz im feeling myself
ill never tell you when im walking thru hell
they wana knock me down i already fell

thinking of you in the starlight
this could be our chance for the last night
racing thru my mind i cant act right
talk to you again see you at the end

and at this point now she means nothing to me
and she can tell that all i am is disease
i say these words that you should never believe
and for so long i thought that i was at peace

you wana talk to me i’ll never tell again
and i’m a coward but i’m craving for the end
i feel so ugly now i’m living in pretend
all i wana do is hit the mall and fucking spend

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