lost in wonderland

Voices

summerhouse Spotify V.

[Verse 1]
Got my issues, don’t talk bout it
Smoke clouds drift when I walk round it
You say you want love, I doubt it
Cause I don’t know how to feel no more
Heart broke cheap in a motel
Scared of heaven, scared of hell
Every time I try to love again, I fail
Still you make me wanna try once more

[Chorus]
I like you but I don’t trust myself to love
Every time I get close, I fuck it up
I been runnin from the past, can’t get enough
Of all the pain that I made my drug
You could be the one, I swear you could
But I’m scared you’ll see the things I’ve done
I like you but I don’t trust myself to love
No, I don’t trust myself to love

[Verse 2]
Late night texts that I never send
Half of me wants you, half wants the end
Losin’ sleep, tryna make amends
But I don’t think I know how yet
You shine bright on the boulevard
I’m stuck with pieces of a broken heart
You say I’m fine but I fall apart
Every time you speak, it hits my heart

[Chorus]
I like you but I don’t trust myself to love
Every time I get close, I fuck it up
I been runnin from the past, can’t get enough
Of all the pain that I made my drug
You could be the one, I swear you could
But I’m scared you’ll see the things I’ve done
I like you but I don’t trust myself to love
No, I don’t trust myself to love

[Bridge]
And I hate how it feels when I care too much
All my friends say “bro, that’s just love”
But it’s more than that, yeah, it’s more than us
I’m just scared I’ll break your trust
You say “baby, it’s fine,” I say “I know”
But I lie through my teeth cause I can’t let go
You deserve more than a half dead soul
I’m just tryna find my home

[Outro]
Yeah, I like you, girl, I really do
But my heart got holes that I can’t undo
If I open up, it might bleed through
And I don’t wanna ruin you
Maybe one day I’ll learn to stay
Not run when I feel that way
But until I can face my love
I can’t trust myself to love

love

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delcada - Nothing Left To Feel - produced by delcada, Sh0p7ift & Kira

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