josh pan - IDTM w/ X&G

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/O8jGEqT6WCc?si=ZcAo6-YlPMrUD9Ia

art by me

lyrics:

(my tears are made of glass)

i put it off for another day
in another way im feeling strange
im feeling all the growing pains
im going through a constant strain
penitent the time i waste
everything becomes a drain
for too long ive been drained

i wear inspiration upon my sleeve
for too long i can't find what's me
eventually i will take a knee
eventually i can be free
but what is lost cannot be found
i try to swim they find me drowned
face the mirror they see the clown
that's how it stacks, pound for pound 

 

what if it's all make believe 
the internet is fake to me
it draws my eyes it's what i see
it's nothing that i'd ever need
x4

it's really all the same mistakes
anything to fill the void while i escape
stay this way for much longer soon it's fate
it's time for all my actions to change, so i'll

turn it all off shut it all down sit in the dark yeah yeah
im finding peace im getting bored it's what i need yeah yeah 
no need to flex i know myself all in accord yeah yeah
im movin on what about you choose your own path yeah 

what if it's all make believe 
the internet is fake to me
it draws my eyes it's what i see
it's nothing that i'd ever need
x6


i put it off for another day
in another way im feeling strange
im feeling all the growing pains
im going through a constant strain
penitent the time i waste
everything becomes a drain
for too long ive been drained

i wear inspiration upon my sleeve
for too long i can't find what's me
eventually i will take a knee
eventually i can be free
but what is lost cannot be found
i try to swim they find me drowned
face the mirror they see the clown
that's how it stacks, pound for pound

MUSIC VIDEO

FAKE TO ME [MV BELOW]

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in the air

DI-ÉNTLE!>?

Quicksilver Elixir

wrote a song with the bpm, time signature, key, etc. based around the chemical properties of a silly little inorganic compound i found on wikipedia. 

SONG TITLE: Azidoazide azide (short for 1-Diazidocarbamoyl-5-azidotetrazole).
BPM: 110bpm (based on the compound's boiling point of 110 °C, leading to a violent explosion).
TIME SIGNATURE: 14/2 (based on the compound's formula of C2N14).
KEY: A major (based on the compound's abbreviation AA).

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josh pan - IDTM w/ X&G

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