i have a lot on my mind so i needed a new outlet.
 i didn’t want this record to sound professional or anything like that.
i just wanted it to feel real, pure, be in the moment.
something that stays with you and keeps you thinking about it.

discønnected

imprisoned

abandoned

4. DESOLATED / choose life

I give up…
i’m not a good person (what a cunt)
I’ve tried to love myself but i just can’t, period
I’m nothing but a disgrace
Everything’s not alright, I have to admit
My best mate is anxiety
Panic attacks every other day
I’m at the end of my rope
But I won’t hang myself just don’t
Expect me to express the depths of my pain
I’m at the end of my rope
The more I know, the more I suffer
But I choose life, no matter what
I feel no more like a toddler 
Being an adult is no fun like I thought of
Paying bills to live next to your stupid neighbour 
And that’s all me money, no extra
But if i’d have some
It’s not clean
The system is rigged
And I’m just clogging the machine
For years I followed a wrong god home
I denied it for so long
I wish I knew what I know now
But at least I realised, even if not in time
The damage I’ve suffered is far from done
I have a lot of work, repair the harm
I’m at the end of my rope
But I won’t hang myself just don’t
Expect me to express the depths of my pain
The more I know, the more I suffer
But I choose life, no matter what

desolated

3. JADED / reap what one wœs

Lot of you did 180 on me
When I was no use to you, free for your benefit
God forbid I ask for money for the work I fucking did
instead of pocket change
And you always said: “It’s a great opportunity”
Look where it got me?
Oh wait, you don’t give a shit and prolly never did
You moved on to another sod immediately 
Cherry on top, you badmouthed me all over town
And they only hear your bloody side
But I wouldn’t do that cause I’m not a fucking child
Gossiping is your 9-5 grind
The only way you get to the top
Cause you never even had a real job, you nob
And there’s nothing wrong with that 
But you should fight the urge
To lecture me about life, you fucking cunt
Lot of you did one eighty on me
At least say it to my face
Lot of you did 180 on me
When i was no use to you, free for your benefit
You painted me as a villain
Put it in a golden frame
Hung it on the wall in your hall a fame 
To keep an eye on me cause you’re afraid
And you better fucking be
Lot of you doing 180 on me
But I’m not gonna work anymore for free

jaded

2. PØPPED / plastic løve

Pop shit trending everywhere, you a feature
I’m making records with the turtles eating pizza
I know the secret of the ooze, I’ve been listening to Splinter
I don’t need 16 hot to send your lyrics straight to the *Shredder*
Nah-nah-nah, ‘nuf o’that bruv
Yeah ‘scuse me, you’re right
Cause sharp tongues could cut so deep
But this much hate is so tiring 
Layers of disgrace 
Weigh down our priorities 
Nothing but vanity
No principals or anything 
We’re knee deep in negativity 
And we can’t wash off the stench of it
Maybe in the next century 
If we’re lucky
Oh I’m sorry
We’re fucked
And that’s a certainty 
But I won’t let this wretched world of yours
Drag me down to the heights of your hypocrisy 
Pop shit trending everywhere, I’m a geezer
You making singles or tiktoks, I need a breather
But nah, you won’t stop
Cause you know that shit won’t last
So better get those bags
And fuck everyone else, right?
Sold out parks in 45 minutes
Custom plates on 4 or 5 trucks, innit?
In this world I’m a foreigner but you a stranger, aren’t you?
(Pop) shit trending everywhere, I’m so cheesed off You selling out arenas and festivals, it doesn’t matter
I reckon we’re not friends anymore, were we ever? (nah)
So please don’t feel like you have to explain anything to me
I’m not one of your dancing monkeys, fuck off
I keep crawling around under the radar
Like John McLane in the vents at Nakatomi Plaza
You want to be on a pedestal 
But your barely belong on the top shelf
Out of reach, covered in dust, smell like mold
But for you it’s enough
Shrink wrapped thoughts, plastic love
All looks, nothing that lasts
But for you it’s enough
Shrink wrapped thoughts, plastic love
All looks, nothing that lasts
So better get those bags
And fuck everyone else, right?
I’ve had enough, You fucking cunts
Nobody pops shit with me, aight?
Pop shit trending everywhere, you a feature
I’m making records with the turtles eating pizza
I know the secret of the ooze, I’ve been listening to Splinter
I don’t need 16 hot to send your lyrics straight to the *Shredder*
Pop shit trending everywhere, I’m a geezer
You making singles or tiktoks, I need a breather
Pop shit trending everywhere, I’m so cheesed off

pøpped

1. TRAPPED / nekem ti ne

Aszongya…
Párhavonta lecsekkolom vajon ki mit hozott ki
Ugyanaz a tempó, cicereg a flangeres lábcin azt heló
Azt erre rámakog az autotune-olt embrió
Faszom kivan hogy mindenkinél az a szöveg
Hogy ekkora a bré amit a kiscsaj benyel
Vagy mennyi a zöld amit a szőnyegbe teker
Csicska tinik meg a kábító, nekem ti ne
6640 az irányító, 9 az életkor amikor 
Pattant a kazi a walkman-be, hajtás a téren BMXszel
Trilakból pár szatyor festék, a kasszás nem vágta le
Irány a bökény, throwupot fel
Copyztam Epos Tomit, hát miket raktál annó tesi?!
Arra a bizonyos asztalra le, most meg pacsizunk, ha összefutunk a cityben
BPHC ez maradt hátra, nincs más előre
Ezért váltottam sávot nem közöltbe (lassan nektek is kéne, he)
Összetehetitek a két kezetek
Hogy itt van nektek ez a kistetű gyerek
Hozza a flesst, Sun City rap
Szegeden szabadon a Rókusi víztorony tövében nekem a Wemsical ment
Emlékmű lábánál breakeseken
Nyáron is fent volt a télisapi
Sok fejforitól a hajuk kopott ki
Ma már ilyet se látni, meg a deszka is csilli-villi
Nincs itt semmi féle kickflip csak a pop, show it
Csicska tinik meg a kábító, nekem ti ne
6640 az irányító, 9 az életkor amikor meghallottam hogy rappel a Method Man
Csicskatinik meg a kábító, nekem ti ne
6640 az irányító, 9 az életkor amikor meghallottam hogy rappel a Method Man
Meg a Fila Rap jam, Az Idő Urai
Bankos, Norba meg az 5 Csillag, Kriminal Beats
Ha Azához megyek, nem kérdezem itt ki lakik
Wacuum Airs, protekt Janek
Oldschool vibeon a Króm meg a Fett
Ebből jövök, de helyem itt nincs
I’m a legal alien like Sting
That’s where my first track came from
Alienated right in my home
Inkább külföldiül folytatom
Úgyse érted mit mondok
New wave rappers with all your drugs, fuck right off
Huff and puff, shut the fuck up
I was 9 when I first heard real hiphop
No idea what you on about
New wave rappers with all your drugs, fuck off
Trapped in room 217
No more cunts allowed
Come play with us
New wave rappers with all your drugs
Come play with us

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