if you scared go to church [feat. MW Roe]

Kind

Wrote this song 3 years ago after a series of unfortunate events including a bad break up led to me ending up in the hospital. This song is about battling suicidal ideation and self deprecation 

Lyrics:

I’m falling out of love with myself 
I fucked up 
Nothing can fix the mistakes that I’ve done 
I’m tired of living 
All I do is feel like shit 
I wish this awful life 
I could just quit 
But I can’t 
Because that would be giving up
I gotta prove to myself that I am enough 
But it’s exhausting 
Cause everyone wants me but nobody wants all the problems that haunt me 

I’m tired 
Of having to explain myself 
What’s the point in trying 
When no one wants to help 
It’s not my fucking fault that I got bad mental health 
I do try my best 
But I don’t feel like myself 

I wish someone would see me for me
And not for the demon that haunts my every dream
I just lay in bed, I don’t even sleep
Cause with my eyes closed I’m still not at peace 


Everywhere I go I feel like I’m 
Falling out of love 
Falling out of love 

Everyone I see I feel like I’m 
Falling out of love 
Falling out of love 

Everywhere  I turn I feel like I’m
Falling out of love 
Falling out of love 

Even in the mirror I feel like I’m 
Falling out of love
Falling out of love 

I’m falling out of love with this world 
There’s no use
The best kinds of people get lives filled w abuse 
It isn’t fair
But there’s nothing I can do
I might as well buy the rope n tie off the noose 
I’m sorry that I wasn’t enough for you
No matter what I did, It always fell through 
You said you’d stay forever but that wasn’t true 
Now I’m screaming you name but there’s nothing you can do

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Pray To Myself Prod.Zev

Dark Place  (Juice Cover)

Kill Angel ft Endofvalley & Reasleft

THUNDER CUNT OUT NOW !! https://on.soundcloud.com/TsG6ydPRMhitA8BH8 you fucking dickhead

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weird

see i’m pissed i pissed away all of my ink inside the swimming pool
but i could break it down with all yo homies and the women too
i’m walking ‘round this world a lil too lucid, see what we into
i mixed the weird around with liquid, it’s just what im feeling fool
cool
she said “i’m stealing you”
cute
collet some digits then im dipping off in spinning Coupe
vroom
crashing out but not the car, i just meant im dealing dude
oops
wake up we wash and rinse, repeat, that’s if we feeling good

and he tryna holler at a hologram
and she keep tryna get a hold of ‘gram
T B honest i’m tryna hold a GM
keep it cool and click with my moving lo little fam
DAM
but you’ll know when you tuning in
and two hoes had a droopy grin
let’s move, to the mood we in
but oo, a toast to the movie, friend

whatever works though
it’s fun running in a circle
i’m posted by the pavement, not the party, like to PLUR tho
and shorty been the only one the line, don’t like it plural
a sequence sent by squirl
“spring” the beat and i’m-a be in borough
coming late though when i say so, cause i stayed in burrow
and DizzyD-X repeat that just like the Boro
shorty say how i want it, i played Zoro
and i ain’t stand on stage unless the pay say eight zeros

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written & preformed by TERIDAX
prod. squirl https://youtube.com/@squirlbeats?si=YBjNGV1XPkbi47Mq

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pHONK

Making music that speaks to the soul. If you’re someone looking to connect thru music, my lyrical content comes from pain and experience. I seek to bring people a sense of understanding. You’re not alone, despite how crazy or catastrophic your life may seem. I enjoy experimenting and genre blending. Making music that is authentic to me and what I want to create 💜
IG @obzidixn

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