is my shit tough?
do u like me?
do u hate me?
do u think im tough?

id do anything for u
id do anything for u
id love to learn more about u

when we part our ways
do u miss me?
do u think of me?
do u think its just a phase?

is it bad i think its probably gonna end too soon?
if u go 
im not gonna be okay

girl i love u 
boy i love u
i just wanna feel loved
one more time

one more time
one more time
i just wanna feel loved
one more time

like me (prod. xtasane)

i dont think ill make it
your loves like sandpaper
its tearing me apart
i cant- i cant- i cant fake it

ive tried too hard
dont know if youll ever love me
im sorry for trying
i already know u hate me

hate me
i already know u hate-
hate me
hate- hate- hate me

all the things i used to say
they dont matter anymore
i just- i just- i just hope
ill be forgiven

i dont think ill make it
your loves like sandpaper
its tearing me apart
i cant- i cant- i cant fake it

ive tried too hard
dont know if u will ever love me
im sorry for trying
i already know u hate me

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hate me (prod. runawway + ‪kirani)

@xtasane + @rxnawway

"til death do us part"
take a look at me now
do u think that id try?
i cant- i cant wait to die

even when im by ur side
everything feels so gray
i cant go a day without thinking of suicide

maybe im not the one for u
since most of the time i dont know what to do

i feel so alone in my battles
but at least i still try?
if ur still there
please show me the light

"til death do us part"
take a look at me now
do u think that id try?
i- i- i cant wait to die

even when im by ur side
everything feels so gray
i cant go a day without thinking of suicide

maybe im not the one for u
since most of the time i dont know what to do

i feel so alone in my battles
but at least i still try?
if ur still there
please show me the light

(pls dont forget that i luv all of u <3)



"til death do us part" (prod. xtasane + runawway)

@xtasane

ive been going thru life
like im going thru mud
i love my knives
love when i shed blood

i dont feel love
cant feel anything
u hate it when i say
i wont amount to anything

hate me
love me
hate me
love me

hate me
love me
hate me
love me

mud (prod. xtasane)

@xtasane

always looked for love, and it always made me sad
i shouldve known, i would never have that
havent died yet, i know it makes u mad
dont worry, ill be something u can laugh at

cut myself too bad, now im hurt
i got blood all over my white tshirt
im glad i dont go outside
i hope this leads to suicide

always looked for love, and it always made me sad
i shouldve known, i would never have that
havent died yet, i know it makes u mad
dont worry, ill be something u can laugh at

hurt (prod. xtasane)

shoutout asarii !

remember when i fell down?
i thought u was the 1!
evry night i break down
yea, wishin i was gone

ik its pathetic
but im always stressin
cuz i thought u was my blessin
ur words were so oppressive

even tho u meant love
that is not what i felt!
what do u go thru 
when i say ill kill myself?

i dont want to make u sad
i dont want u to hurt
i dont want u to cry
i js wish ud let me die!

remember when i fell down?
i thought u was the 1!
evry night i break down
yea, wishin i was gone

ik its pathetic
but im always stressin
cuz i thought u was my blessin
ur words were so oppressive

pathetic (prod. asarii)

@tmelks

i can still hear ur voice
even tho u left me
if i had another choice
i wouldnt be like this

i end up cryin evry day
cuz i miss u
wish u had stayed
i hate not seeing u

hate not seeing uuu
i rlly fckin miss u
im so fckin stupid
wish i could redo

hate not seeing uuu
i rlly fckin miss u
im so fckin stupid
wish i could redo

i dont have u by my side
u dont know how much ive tried
u js think abt urself
i dont wanna be alive

the things i do, they make no sense
how am i this fckin dense?
want a bullet thru my head
just wishing i was fckin dead

hate not seeing uuu
i rlly fckin miss u
im so fckin stupid
wish i could redo

hate not seeing uuu
i rlly fckin miss u
im so fckin stupid
wish i could redo

dense (prod. tmelks)

@xtasane @may3ke

hate myslf all day , my needs , i neglect
i dont think its just a phase , what do u expect?
ive been tryin to change , but i cant seem to
im srry im so strange , i upset u

i hate myself , i hope its clear
ill kill myself , i have no fear
will u stay here ? will u go with me ?
my relief , so near ,, ill finally break free
(2x)

ive been thinking about it for so long...
i can see myself doing it while i sing this song
maybe then ill have someone to care about me
but now its too late ,, u wont need me :')

hate myslf all day , my needs , i neglect
i dont think its just a phase , what do u expect?
ive been tryin to change , but i cant seem to
im srry im so strange , i upset u

i hate myself , i hope its clear
ill kill myself , i have no fear
will u stay here ? will u go with me ?
my relief , so near ,, ill finally break free

break free (prod. xtasane + may3ke)

w/ @s0lemn
prod @1ppeace
art @demize_pluhh

maybe its all in my head , maybe u dont hate me
its so hard to piece together all those things u said to me
i cant b by ur side cuz i js know id set u back
i can feel ur terrified , all my shit is fckin wack

set u back ,, i dont wanna do dat
im having flashbacks , i cant accept that
please forgive me , i dont want u to cry
u know how much i hate saying goodbye ,,

s0lemn:
n I js Got high , ,
ion Wna tell U how i Feel inside .; .
but im sry I Tried [{
I can Stay the Same if u think Datz Fine .. .
come back2Me I dont Wna sit & Doubt ..;
Its Bad4me I cryY wen Ur not around / /
Pourin Up sum Drank ,, Ion wna Think . .
I should stay Away .. We Are Not tha same [[\

i Was feelin Uu but uU aint Wna say nun ..
I luv Drug abuse . . I js wna Feel numb [ '"
Heard Ur voice n I want it2stop .  ,, ,
Suuicide yaa I think dat Alot ./ ;

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