PTSD

Rich (prod. dj mango)

Fr0zEn{prod.donnie katana)

Water Talk: Mixtape 
By. 86Reallah & produced

Water Talk

I Gotta MOVE

Forward

City Lights Acoustic

BLOWN OUT

Stream This House Is Not A Home:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3Wp8PayDCTl3WkYDQYZSbF?si=c936e45c80bb49bd
YouTube: www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCvakh6aLv4
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/this-house-is-not-a-home/1648098952?i=1648099233

Lyrics: (Intro) 
i lost control x3
i lost control again...

(Verse) 
My family can’t know
that I’m bleeding 
They do not know,
How badly I need it 
wanted to die
And yet I survived

Swallowed some pills
Tried to take my own life 
first It was easy; But it fucking hurt
Kidney damage
my dad coming in from work

I wanted to cry
Cause it looked like he did 
strongest man in my life
Upset cause his kid 
Tried to commit

My mom was in shock
Didn’t know what to do
It wasn’t your fault
I wanted to stop but
didn’t have the strength 
I was already gone
So I told myself: fuck it

I told myself fuck it

(Bridge) 
Didn’t know my life
Meant so much 
Until I almost lost it
Wasn’t thinking about 
all of my friends
My mom or my dad 
How it would effect
My big sis 

Stuck in my head
I just wanted out 
I was Halfway there
an IV in my arm.... 

(outro)
How the fuck am I back in my room?
How the fuck am I back in my room? X3
Back in my room
How the fuck am I back in my room?

(Overlapping Outro)
this house is not a home
its just a place i used to go
When I wanted to be alone x2
This house is not a home.

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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

This House Is Not A Home (Prod. CapsCtrl)

uhuh prod.lilrahnera (bass boosted)

Bpm - 102
Key - D# Minor

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