Peakk!!!!

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Fragile (demo)

This is the dltzk and leroy memorial set that was broadcast during goop week in june 2022. i have archived it here as i cannot find an upload anywhere other than youtube, which is where the official set and visualizer are. i will most likely be taking this down when or if the set goes up on here.
dm me for any takedown requests (if owner of music obv)
YOUTUBE LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4o5u8qRFfN0
JANE'S OFFICIAL ACCOUNT: https://soundcloud.com/janeremover

Leroy & Dltzk Memorial Service (goop week 06/26/2022)

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Aura

prod. me

lyrics:
pull my heart out
when you told me
do you see?

Do you feel?
Do you hurt
Is it real?

I'd try ask you but you're part of me
I'll cut into my own self

Breathing from my skin
Let my body dwell within
My head enveloped in constant tides of thoughts
My own ocean
I don't see myself when I wake up at night
The mirror in my mind is black and white
I don't have myself
I can't feel my hold
Where's my light
Where's my way out now

Try my best to heal
But you can't fix emotions
Without all the
Time I've  lost
Chasing time i held
Thinking that its right
But my body just won't move
All the times I've told you
All the times I've
Tried to stay whole when I fell down

Still hear my name in the wind
Still feel what you said float by me
Deconstruct my own emotions
Maybe ill find what's wrong with

Did you feel me did you love me
Was this really what i wanted
Did you see what i was did you open me
Did you need what i felt you wanted to see

I try keep it locked inside but I  (ego shatters break my heart)
Don't think i can hold on much longer (tear my body rip apart)
Don't you see i'm just breaking down (cause what do I really want)
Into pieces of what I once was (cause is what I have enough)
(cause do you still care for me) (cause like who am I really)

Won't forget where I came from

Do you feel?
Do you hurt
Is it real?
Do you feel?

deconstructing the human ego

Thanks everyone who participated !
@lundramusic (Boss)
@outfed
@1mosh
OG: 
Ke$ha - Blah Blah Blah
Ke$ha - Your Love is My Drug

LemmeHitThat

Produced by @vampiremutual, @romechh & elxnce
circa — September 2023
last updated — June 2024
Sample: https://soundcloud.com/iameden/nocturne

Lyrics:
I can't find the right words to describe how I miss you
And I'm tired of saying words that I don't believe in anymore
What happened to us?
And I feel like, I don't wanna waste time with you
I just hope I can get through

So I'll close my eyes
And I'll remember everything that we had
You make me feel worthless, and I don't know if I can take this
And I'll remember the ways you tried to get in my way
Every time I want to picture you
I have no regrets

So I'll distance myself and act like you don't exist
I really fucked up myself I wish that we never kissed
Don't you hit up my cellphone I know that you miss me
You don't know i why left? you treat me like I'm 16 and well since you're reaching this far 
Why don't you reach for the stars? (you tell me they're falling)

Saudade

yes the date is in uk format (the NORMAL way to format dates) Fuck You

slut – touch my body/wheres yo head at 
hatena – everybody is ##starryeyed ! // and nobody knows ..
xaev – appdata
mondai1112 – pearl-plunder-01010101 mandy
mondai1112 – the evil sisters get it... why don't you? 4 (elwood "i fucking hate dubstep" remix)
teht x elwood – problems+emotions
nimda – uk obscenity
kobaryo x か​め​り​あ – villian virus
dashie – okay maybe not (elwood drum & bass remix)
yax x d4dd0 – @yaaa03 ☆★☆ @d4dd048 
paramore – still into you
leroy – still into ü, ür happy endings, and ür fake lüv 
tropes – sue me #‎haha (elwood super lazy remix)

elwood @ orchard 2023 02/12/2023

dream telephone

i always got it!!!! have more confidence in urself babes ^_^

inspiration if it was not obvious - 
https://soundcloud.com/mondai1112/the-evil-sisters-get-it-why-dont-you-4
https://soundcloud.com/mondai1112/sisters-part-2

she thinks she gets it... (BUT SHE'S WRONG -__-)

L & R !!!

R:
I know you wanna see me cry.
I'll never forget cuz I know it's the only you want.
Why you never picking up my calls?
It's cuz your praying on my downfall and your waiting for me to fall.

I got what you need.
When your with me I cannot breathe!
Digging in my skin scrapping on my teeth.
Please don't go! Please stay with me!

L (Pre-chorus):
and the reasons i dont let go
the things i left in the marigolds
i miss the sight i had on everything
i lost it when i turned 17

the dreams i had
the views i saw
and the things i learned from them
now i cant get them back ever again

L and R (Chorus):
tell me why u gotta take so long
i keep starin at the clock tickin nonstop
why u gotta  make me wait so long
its been a while since you called my phone

ringing nonstop, nonstop
nonstop ringing on my phone 
ringing nonstop, nonstop
nonstoop 

L (Verse 2):
feelin the same that i have always had
always taken the same pld path
and im tired of all of that

help me, i need you by my side
cause im not doin alright
and i need some of the light

dear diary, i lost my way today
and i dont know if im okay,
my heart is stuck in a race
and its never gonna change

the finish line, its always moving back
its close and then its far
and its starting to hurt my heart

L and R (Chorus):
tell me why u gotta take so long
i keep starin at the clock tickin nonstop
why u gotta  make me wait so long
its been a while since you called my phone

ill tear it down and put it back
youre like a drug i keep relapsin
i dont know why i keep stressin
actin like its a confession

if i keep goin ill collapse
ill decompose the time elapsed in
seconds that i count in my mind

L and R (Outro):
is that good?
yea, its good

Nonstop !

acapellas used:
cops and robbers
locals (girls like us)
johnny johnny johnny
shoot to kill, kill your darlings
old money bitch
uncanny long arms

bonus:
count of three (you can eat shit!)
girls & boys
old money bitch banjo
seventyseven dog years guitar

this will surely put an end to my abuse of underscores acapellas 3

zombie

lyrics:

with an x o on my heart
and your hands around my face
i keep bleeding out my scars, but i can see that you're okay
left a collar on my neck, and a splinter in my hand
i can bitch about my problems, i don't think you'd understand

i can bitch bout how i felt the day you left me
and my brain feels like a prison so arrest me 
now i cant feel a thing

and i know that you changed on me
but just know i won't change on you
i thought you cared about me, i thought i was something
to you

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i been tryna find a way to keep myself from crashing
been carrying your pain i think my fucking back hurts

i think if it fell apart you'd take away the rations
you said you love me tell me how the fuck does that work
tell me I'm okay
i would rather not be here at all than see your fucking face

Nails dig inside my fingertips I peel my skin away 
Leave me buried in the sand I shouldn’t have took that leap of faith

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guess i wasn't lying imma see it to the end
girl i cant come to terms with believing that we friends
when you come around again you rip my heart to shreds 
will you pull this trigger if i put it to my -

would you pull that trigger if i didn't see it through
or would you find an issue in the things that I would do
all the time, on my mind, memories of you
you out of line, please don't put that pressure on me... too

put that pressure on me
got your problems up and then you left it on me
yeah i swear you dropped the lesson on me
but now i got you stressing on me, yeah

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More than a common interest
definition of a contradiction
can you hold me down an go the distance
or will your love become my restriction

so lets take this night out and try to find out if
our loves prevailed and if i should reach out
and see how you're doing; body language, fluent
but i think i know now just how this might turn out

i don't know when i last felt sane
but i hope that she don't run past 
overdose when i go thru pain 
cuz i know that you wont come back 

imma smoke till my lungs go black
imma cope till i meet my end
if i sprint and i don't catch up 
can i know if we'd still be friends 

if i sprint and i don't catch up 
can i know if we'd still be friends 

can i know if we'd still be friends

Peakk!!!!

DemonOfTheTrenches