constant-running demo project of pitched down throwaway or unfinished ideas

dear diary

yeah i tried calling it went to voicemail

feelings (x3)

April26

Gu5her

wgm2093 x bapestaishy - lights blinding (uguwap + biology101)

charge computer

2023 love song
prod: rvrhiv & maksim snow

lyrics :
laying on the beach last summer
before the sand got too hot
future together that's what you want
girl that's what I'm on, girl that's what I want

so I'm tryna fall in love with the way the seasons change
I think I can help if I stop fucking up my brain
and you know if they could do it they'd be selling outer space
got a heart it's gonna break
don't you love this place

I'm scared bout what's going on
you've got me I'm holding on
let's go out and have some fun
they'll stop us, we'll run x3

and I've been busy running round the fact we're never taught about
shit like falling in and out of love and how to cure this cotton mouth
and how to talk about the future while our time is running out
man i got a lotta feelings and i just cant help but blurt em out

nothing quite like this time we have
here come join me on this ledge
if i jump off, will you jump too
i trust me but can i trust you x2

don't u love this place

❅

don't u love this place

auckland city, rainy

conflicted about a girly 

lyrics:

u the type of girl that loves to talk about you 

brown hair short temper mini skirt ya fucking freckles 

i know 

you love yourself 

texting other guys as well

so do you care for me 

do i regret it

or will it hurt too much 

true adolescent 

a touch of fluorescent light 

ya kinda pretty and u doin it right but

a couple girls that wanna put up a fight

so dont u go

n you'd never know 

so dont u go

n you'd never know 

x

dear diary 003: rain rain go away come again another day

the tree outside my window.

this is how my brain feels at 1am

lyrics:

so I lie 

every night

and think about my life

a blink of an eye

it goes by

wondering when I’ll die

stop me from thinking

and so 

it goes

the same

each day

this game

we play

stop me from thinking

and the wolves come out to play

but my thoughts remain the same

and I dont know nothing

but I wish I knew something 

to make it all go away

dear diary 001: stop me from thinking

sunset blvd, golden hour

painting a picture in my head 

lyrics:

we’re counting the stars in the sky

and I still can not figure out why 

Why my head hurts when I think of you 

Got me saying shit that I’d never do 



shout outs my **** she was the best that I never had 

Just like the text that I left that she never read

and stop overthinking it she gonna write back any day

driving thru the sunset on the ride back yesterday 

i remember you used to call me 

i remember when we’d fight 

you’d remember my stories 

and you’d always be right 

i’d wonder if i was boring

but you’re too polite 

i think about that shit like every night 

while 

we’re counting the stars in the sky

and I still can not figure out why 

Why my head hurts when I think of you 

Got me saying shit that I’d never do 

and i’ll stare at the moon on my flight 

and i’d wonder if we’re matching sight

catch your eyes glistening through the moon 

got my hands swinging like my

fucking moods 



She’s not the one 

I’ve fucked it up once or twice

She’s got a gun 

Like cupid came to life 

She’s just for fun 

But i’m falling for her fucking eyes

she grabs my hand

now its creeping up her upper thigh

We’ll count the stars

no, i’ll trace them on your freckled neck 

I’m not a star yet

But we can just pretend 

I’m not in love 

so I put these feelings to rest

and these ain’t about you

I just write what sounds best

dear diary 002: starlet

sitting in my dads car, 10 years old

I wonder if she'll know these are about her

lyrics:

love my father and my mother i don’t think about them too much

got me wondering if you loved me like you love yours or if you

gotta problem with your father like you got one with me too

it’s alright yeah i get it i don’t really know mine too

but i know you 

you’re kinda cool baby 

i like your shirts

they match your shoes

you’re something new

and i been thinking if you loved me like you do

cause i know that i’m gon get right 

might feel shit tonight

dancing in the moonlight 

turn off that phone light 

get drunk in the night 

something in my eye 

who the fuck is that guy 

he needs black a eye

dear diary 004: when i try to sleep you pass my mind

inside my head a few years ago

the best love song/lyrics i've ever written no cap, wrote this 2016
thank u george

lyrics:
take your heels off, girl 
you've been running through my mind

travel across the sea 
we can do it any time

if you'd like to see the beach 
i'll take you there
for this love affair

cause i'd like to keep you safe by my side

with you in my arms 
is all i can think of
let's turn off all of these lights
and watch the stars out at night 
they twinkle under the moonlight

you turn to me scared
you've never slept in another bed but yours
and that's okay
you'll be fine if you stay with me

you never thought you'd be this happy all the time
i'll take you out on a date
pick you up just after 5

and if you plan on leaving me
well darling that's just fine
i will take you out tonight and i think you'll change your mind

with you in my arms 
is all i can think of
let's turn off all of these lights
and watch the stars out at night 
they twinkle under the moonlight

you turn to me scared
you've never slept in another bed but yours
and that's okay
you'll be fine if you stay with me

cause you are the one
the one i sing to 
we dance to elvis in your room
i pick roses when they bloom 
just for you 
because i adore you

and if you don't know by now that's fine 
i'll still make you happy all of the time

buy you things on my card, wedding rings, take my heart
just for you, i love you, what must i do to win

your passion and admiration
a vacation or conversation
it's all yours if you'd like it to be

dear diary 005: hopeless romance

in my car 12:00am

why I'm scared of love n reminiscing 

(said idk I don't need a reason why)

lyrics:

in the dark I still see your eyes

And in the night I feel most alive

but It hasn’t been the same since you 

i don’t know what to do

My heads spinning around my room

You got me missing your touch

And I don’t miss people much

Cause I know that they come and go 

but I still sigh at night

When I think about the times 

we’ve lied here me and you

Cause I don’t like feeling all alone

Wish I grew up in a stable home 

Catch the moonlight reflecting off my phone

Hear the tears drop sailing on my own 

On my own (repeats)

i fucked up i know it

i always fucking blow it 

cause i’m too scared show it 

to show my fucking feelings 

cause my parents met when they were my age 

i mean they must’ve felt in love at some point 

so i don’t wanna be in love if it means 

getting divorced in your 20s 

i was too young to realise anyway

now i’m too dumb cause i wanna be the same 

the same as them

Cause I don’t like feeling all alone

Wish I grew up in a stable home 

Catch the moonlight reflecting off my phone

Hear the tears drop sailing on my own 

On my own (repeats)


We’ll count the stars in the sky

Said idk I dont need a reason why

Idk I dont need a reason why

dear diary 008: sailor moon (2018)

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

dear diary 008: sailor moon (2018)

uhh ok

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