constant-running demo project of pitched down throwaway or unfinished ideas

dear diary

German Love

auckland city, rainy

conflicted about a girly 

lyrics:

u the type of girl that loves to talk about you 

brown hair short temper mini skirt ya fucking freckles 

i know 

you love yourself 

texting other guys as well

so do you care for me 

do i regret it

or will it hurt too much 

true adolescent 

a touch of fluorescent light 

ya kinda pretty and u doin it right but

a couple girls that wanna put up a fight

so dont u go

n you'd never know 

so dont u go

n you'd never know 

x

dear diary 003: rain rain go away come again another day

expiration

the tree outside my window.

this is how my brain feels at 1am

lyrics:

so I lie 

every night

and think about my life

a blink of an eye

it goes by

wondering when I’ll die

stop me from thinking

and so 

it goes

the same

each day

this game

we play

stop me from thinking

and the wolves come out to play

but my thoughts remain the same

and I dont know nothing

but I wish I knew something 

to make it all go away

dear diary 001: stop me from thinking

sunset blvd, golden hour

painting a picture in my head 

lyrics:

we’re counting the stars in the sky

and I still can not figure out why 

Why my head hurts when I think of you 

Got me saying shit that I’d never do 



shout outs my **** she was the best that I never had 

Just like the text that I left that she never read

and stop overthinking it she gonna write back any day

driving thru the sunset on the ride back yesterday 

i remember you used to call me 

i remember when we’d fight 

you’d remember my stories 

and you’d always be right 

i’d wonder if i was boring

but you’re too polite 

i think about that shit like every night 

while 

we’re counting the stars in the sky

and I still can not figure out why 

Why my head hurts when I think of you 

Got me saying shit that I’d never do 

and i’ll stare at the moon on my flight 

and i’d wonder if we’re matching sight

catch your eyes glistening through the moon 

got my hands swinging like my

fucking moods 



She’s not the one 

I’ve fucked it up once or twice

She’s got a gun 

Like cupid came to life 

She’s just for fun 

But i’m falling for her fucking eyes

she grabs my hand

now its creeping up her upper thigh

We’ll count the stars

no, i’ll trace them on your freckled neck 

I’m not a star yet

But we can just pretend 

I’m not in love 

so I put these feelings to rest

and these ain’t about you

I just write what sounds best

dear diary 002: starlet

sitting in my dads car, 10 years old

I wonder if she'll know these are about her

lyrics:

love my father and my mother i don’t think about them too much

got me wondering if you loved me like you love yours or if you

gotta problem with your father like you got one with me too

it’s alright yeah i get it i don’t really know mine too

but i know you 

you’re kinda cool baby 

i like your shirts

they match your shoes

you’re something new

and i been thinking if you loved me like you do

cause i know that i’m gon get right 

might feel shit tonight

dancing in the moonlight 

turn off that phone light 

get drunk in the night 

something in my eye 

who the fuck is that guy 

he needs black a eye

dear diary 004: when i try to sleep you pass my mind

inside my head a few years ago

the best love song/lyrics i've ever written no cap, wrote this 2016
thank u george

lyrics:
take your heels off, girl 
you've been running through my mind

travel across the sea 
we can do it any time

if you'd like to see the beach 
i'll take you there
for this love affair

cause i'd like to keep you safe by my side

with you in my arms 
is all i can think of
let's turn off all of these lights
and watch the stars out at night 
they twinkle under the moonlight

you turn to me scared
you've never slept in another bed but yours
and that's okay
you'll be fine if you stay with me

you never thought you'd be this happy all the time
i'll take you out on a date
pick you up just after 5

and if you plan on leaving me
well darling that's just fine
i will take you out tonight and i think you'll change your mind

with you in my arms 
is all i can think of
let's turn off all of these lights
and watch the stars out at night 
they twinkle under the moonlight

you turn to me scared
you've never slept in another bed but yours
and that's okay
you'll be fine if you stay with me

cause you are the one
the one i sing to 
we dance to elvis in your room
i pick roses when they bloom 
just for you 
because i adore you

and if you don't know by now that's fine 
i'll still make you happy all of the time

buy you things on my card, wedding rings, take my heart
just for you, i love you, what must i do to win

your passion and admiration
a vacation or conversation
it's all yours if you'd like it to be

dear diary 005: hopeless romance

close ur eyes n think of shooting stars

waiting by the window for ** ***  to come save me, age 9 


lyrics:

i’ll leave my heart by the door 

next to your mistakes 

tell me that you feel the same 

tell me that you’ll come my way 


when the silence is broken

just like my fucking heart

stand up at the dinner table 

run to my car

turn the key to ignition 

cause an argument broke out

might crash a night in a hotel

nearly crashing my car 

and i ain’t sleep in the weekends

missing your calls 

i just like act they’re pretend

and do you miss me at all 

i only saw you some weekends 

even then, you were drinking

dear dairy 009: commodore

dear diary 011: N/A

city rat at night

first thing i've written since finishing EP yikes

lyrics:

it was the same weekend 

i was the same, weakened by 

all these thoughts that i think at night 

all these thoughts that just pass me by 

i don’t care if these lullaby’s that i write 

never make it from my heart to your eyes 

i’ll drink some more just to cover up all your lies 

i’ll drink some more to be by your side by your side 

if i close my eyes will i die

dear diary 012: if i close my eyes will i die

reference i did before recording final version of nicotine

pitched it down becos i cannot sing well :(

listen to the actual one it's better ahh: https://soundcloud.com/stupidrichkid/nicotine

nicotine, acoustic (demo)

disconcerning

diffident 

lyrics:

to you am i a pretty face 

acne scars on my neck 

and i hate this place 

that i’m stuck here in

i can’t help but feel ill

and when the lights turn off 

it’s just me and you

i know i talk too much 

to tell you the truth 

that i feel i 

need to realise 

i need to spend time 

by myself by myself

dear diary 017: plastic

half baked ditties found in my voice memos of things felt in high school (ruined with garageband) some thoughts are valid, some just fit the meter

from grades 10/11

hung up

Someone else

Question

i changed my major and then made this demo(?)

wait

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

dear diary 017: plastic

uhh ok

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