Peace = madness, and joy = sadness” is about how duality lives in everything and how when everyone leaves, you’re just stuck with yourself. I tend to look outside myself for the perfect life to live, but at the end of the day, I’m always still just me.

Peace=Madness

Mental War

produced by tsurreal

I'd say its fine
but i know its not
but im use to that
oh my god
I'd say its fine
but i know its not
but im use to that
oh my god
☆
i would give almost anything
to be with
you just for a day
theres nothing i wouldn't do 
to be comfortable
spitting empty threats to the sky
to the sky
but they dont ever come back
it dont ever answer
it dont ever make sense
it dont ever not hurt
not hurt
the last thing that hurt the worst
was her last words
☆
yeah, her last words
her last words
oh my god
her last words
her...
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
oh, my, god.
☆

imy

her last words

soulbreak

thafool(prod by sxzu)

This one’s for the nights when your heart’s frozen but the memories still haunt you. Nylo Xorren reflects on betrayal, numbness, and how pain can become familiar, almost like a twisted kind of peace. If you’ve ever had to shut off your emotions just to protect yourself, this is your anthem. Raw and cold, but honest.

No Emotion

Unknown Sorrow

Produced by @killedmyself
Featuring @ChiefKelly

lyrics

(Chief Kelly)
I was losing myself
stuck in my ways
livin’ in hell
and I got myself to blame
no I can’t take this
baby, no I can’t take this
somebody save me
somebody try
somebody show me
that we’ll be alright
man, there’s so many faces
there’s so many faces...

it ain’t feeling like you at night
we been acting like this all night
I just wanna get high
I don’t wanna see you cry (x2)

baby, why you say goodbye
why you gotta waste my time
just tell me you love me...

it ain’t feeling like you at night
we been acting like this all night
I just wanna get high
I don’t wanna see you cry

(BOONE)
it’s not the drugs, it’s not the love that I really need
my mind is fucked up based off everything I have seen
this is what I see
perspectives only will change
reality’s my lonely dream
so fuck what they said, and fuck what your told
it’s all your head, you are all in control
raised in your head, you were raised in this home
grow to lay, decay, and erased from this zone
time will change and so will you
I’m erased where the grasses had grew
find a way for me to feel amused
find a way for me without you...
sorry things didn’t work out
but you won’t hear a sorry come from my mouth
I’ve said it so many times before
why I apologize I will never know

UNKNOWN SORROW (FEAT. Chief Kelly) prod. killedmyself

SPOTIFY

wasting my days w/ lil xtra

www.fawlinmusic.com

all my life ive been out here fuckin trying
tryin to let u go, i wanna let u know
that all these lies u left here, i’m not buyin
i need to let them go, i need to let u go

i know that you ain’t the same girl
anymore and
i’m not the same boy that i was when
we were dumb, ran around playin pretend
still im missing u every day of the week damn

when i sleep and i dream well im screaming
when i wake cus i long for that feeling
to have something i really believe in
then it breaks and my  love loses meaning

all my life ive been out here fuckin trying
tryin to let u go, i wanna let u know
that all these lies u left here, i’m not buyin
i need to let them go, i need to let u go

i need to let u know that
all my life ive been out here fuckin trying
tryin to let u go, i need let u go

and u have saved ur every moment for urself
when u decided u would be somebody else
u aint the girl i used to have up on my shelf
u took my heart and gave your own to someone else

sample: WVNDER (pls no sue)

wasting my days w/ lil xtra

demxntia 🌐🖤