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Unsophisticated trash part 5

en music II

fall

Deadnation

7sep

New 7

Ariel Pink sets a serene but complicated scene for the next chapter in his curious career with “Another Weekend,” the first solo material heard since the prog-pop opus pom pom. Contrary to the lyrics of “Another Weekend” (and fortunately for both fanatics and the newly initiated), Pink is neither too shy or humble to have brought his singular style of pop music beyond the bedroom for the befuddled masses over the past two decades, but returned to the formative, familiar setting to craft what will surely live as another shimmering moment in an unrivaled canon.  Encapsulating the lingering euphoria of a regrettable weekend over the edge, “Another Weekend” speaks in morose volumes while whispering sweetly, the dichotomy of Pink’s pathos once again on display. Backed with “Ode To The Goat (Thank You)”, “Another Weekend” will be shared as a 7” single and through conventional music serving mechanisms on Wednesday, June 7.

Mexican Summer: smarturl.it/AnotherWeekendxOutp
Bandcamp: smarturl.it/AnotherWeekendxBC
iTunes: smarturl.it/AnotherWeekendiTunes
Amazon: smarturl.it/AnotherWeekendAmazon
Apple Music: smarturl.it/AnotherWeekendAppleM
Spotify: smarturl.it/AnotherWeekendxSptfy

Ariel Pink - Another Weekend

I cant get over those green eyes
so pale but she's so full of life
I've never seen somebody so lovely
wonder if there's really something
or if I'm just fucking up again
I cant get over those green eyes
her hair her face the way she smiles
im fuckin dead
I love hearing about how you've been
thought about you every single day since
cant believe someone so perfect exists
I cant get over those green eyes
I swear her heart has flowers inside
so beautiful
words cant describe they don't even come close
send you my love inside of a blue rose
just say goodbye and ill leave you alone
I cant get over those green eyes
her hands are so cold just like her fuckin heart
swear that I love how you tear me apart
draw with my blood like its more of your art
miss you so much but I know that you arent
missing me the same
feel so alone now
thought you cared about me
did you ever even feel anything
or was it all in my head
was it all in my head

her heart has flowers inside (prod. slidinmoon)

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
falling asleep in my arms
and theres a hell that she brings
always lingering in her heart
now its inside mine but
I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
simple and clean like kingdom hearts
now you're gone in a blink
wonder what you think of me
are you gone for good

or am I wasting my time
thinking you might come back 
and make this right
tasting blood when I bite down
miss you so much right now
wish I didn't find out 
all the shit you did
all of our promises are you heartless
I find solace in memories against the truth
me and you we weren't meant to be
god damn I wish the memory would leave

I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
falling asleep in my arms
and theres a hell that she brings
always lingering in her heart
now its inside mine but
I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
simple and clean like kingdom hearts
now you're gone in a blink
wonder what you think of me
are you gone for good
(jon)
about to take it all
just too far now
show the whole world who you are now
I remember how you raised the bar now
with all that hate laying in your heart now
I let you get close to me
you're not what you're supposed to be
wish you never noticed me
are you gone for good or am I

heaven didn't seem so far (feat. jon simmons)[prod. BlingBlou]

the rocketship jumps to a higher speed and lands on sin's home planet. the protagonists are immediately greeted by the sight of falling petals.

listen to the full album: https://soundcloud.com/ibr/sets/recharge

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7zvZTkXMDZYY1EMbxEVCSg?si=9RTVHgv6SjyBFvJAnV9Dsg

land of petals

oh my god here we go again
are we going too slow wish I knew what it meant
when you say its my fault but theres more to be said
you won’t answer my calls anymore or admit
that its your fault too and here we go again
I fucking hate love and all the things I did
always care too much sick of arguing 
you never did much were you even a friend at all

I know you cant stand me
my hands keep trembling when I think of you
you’re always inside like an open wound
sorry that I’m not enough for you
I’m done trying my eyes keep tightening when I think of you
holding it back I cant do this not now
but somehow I knew it would happen
cant calm down I fucking panic
every time we fight
and I swear I love hearing your voice
but I just cant do it tonight
see you some other time

the hourglass is running out of sand
this is getting way too out of hand
I don't remember this in the contract
try to reach and you wouldn't call back
cut me off and cut all contact

not tonight (feat. i set my friends on fire)[prod. trxpicvl]

"𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕝𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕥𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕕"
NOW AVAILABLE ON ALL MAJOR STREAMING PLATFORMS!
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/snapshot-single/1474839178
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and many more!
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Lyrics:

[chorus]
see you walking by tonight, make me wanna take a snapshot (snapshot)
i honestly cannot resist
when you got your body moving like this
 but i always stay by my lonely
they ain't my friends ain't my homies
trust goes with lust and its gone like the wind
changing the tides and we talking again?

[bridge]
thought you better than that
oh, got you wetter than that
choicing him over me thats in the past

[verse 1]
stuck in my mind its like you are a drug
you are perfection, why you acting smug
you're in denial but my love's proof for ya
what can i do for ya to like me back?
I crack
these thoughts i unpack
im stuck in the loop im a stupid mess
all of these thoughts in my head cause stress

[bridge]
why can't i go?
im all alone
I must find home
it aint with your bones

[chorus]
see you walking by tonight, make me wanna take a snapshot (snapshot)
i honestly cannot resist
when you got your body moving like this
 but i always stay by my lonely
they ain't my friends ain't my homies
trust goes with lust and its gone like the wind
changing the tides and we talking again?
x2 (2nd time slowed)

snapshot [prod. Ryini]

Original song "Breathe" Written and Produced by DaysToWaste, Co-Produced / Mixed / Mastered by SayWeCanFly.

nothing left

lyrics:
Barely breathe from the start
Rain drops hit my arms
Standing outside your car
Standing outside your car

Barely breathe from start
Rain drops hit my car
Driving somewhere so far from here
Tryna go somewhere far
Thinking back when I said
Tryna feel what you meant
Now its stuck in my head
Yeah it's stuck in my head

And I hope that I make it, yeah
I swerve feeling jaded, yeah
So hard gotta face it, see
The sunlight fading in
Im back where I began
Don't try to hold my hand
Leave me alone instead 
Leave me alone instead

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

Barely breathe in the cold
Make me feel like a ghost
While I stare at my phone
And you're sorry, I know
Get me out of the deep end
Cuz it feels like I'm dreamin
Yeah the surface is fadin
Swear that I'll never sleep again

Shadows dance on the walls
Feel the weight in my arms
Till it all falls apart

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

Breathe

Lyrics

i dont feel it the way you do
im sorry if i broke your heart i didnt mean to
ive just been alone for so long
that the thought of being loved doesnt feel like it belongs

babe im hiding all this crying
i know you can see through the tears that ive been wiping
these feelings have been hard to subdue
shawty dont think im not crying about you

i know you dont feel it the way i do
its okay  that you broke my heart you didnt mean to
ive just been alone for so long 
that the thought of being loved is what kept me strong
i think its the comforting lies im gonna miss
cuz the passion in my touch is what was lackin in ur lips
and in ur kiss i could tell
that love was there, but for someone else

i dont feel it the way you do
im sorry if i broke your heart i didnt mean to
ive just been alone for so long
that the thought of being loved doesnt feel like it belongs

babe im hiding all this crying
i know you can see through the tears that ive been wiping
these feelings have been hard to subdue
shawty dont think im not crying about you

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im not crying about you (prod. blade901 x odece)

prod @nate2timezz & @guitarboi
feat @ripkais

Smile

Smile (feat.kais) [Prod.nate2timez & guitarboi]

SwaVay - 2AM [Prod by Metro Boomin]

go show love to the homie 💙 one of the most linguistically talented rappers i know, and one of the closest friends i've had in this life.
thank you for being a part of this @microdot-is

hey everyone! i hope y'all are doing well 💙 i recorded this a while ago but it's very relevant to where i'm at in my life right now, and i  wanted to share something with y'all since i haven't had a chance to record lately. 

I have the majority of an ep written right now, and once i finish all the production for it i'm planning to go to the studio and record it all at once. get ready for big things coming soon 💙💙💙

microdot

callsign (feat. microdot)

No Strings on Me (prod. 4evrgone x caspr)

day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
it all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

And all I ever really wanted was you in it
Maybe I'm meant to spend forever as a masochist

all I have left is in my head
a blank space with your name in it
wish you would have stayed but I understand
went too deep and drowned again
I think the pain made me love instead
pulled out the oages inside my head
felt what it means to see everything and
every being for what it is
I still miss you so much
but everythings hopeless and its not so bad
add another slash and run it back screaming

Day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
It all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

Day 38

day 38 (prod. shon lindauer)

"I only make music because I'm confused and I don't have the money for therapy yet" 3/5...

Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @caustyk
Artwork: @digitalyams (on twitter)

MUSIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QT_vcYlqgko

I am performing in LA, July 24th. You can get tickets here: https://www.songkick.com/concerts/38254179-pink-cig-at-1720?utm_source=8123&utm_medium=partner&utm_content=fb4a0d1b9180ab41a80f71c5bea1fa9b&utm_campaign=entity

"I Gravitate Your Soul”

Lyrics-

I hope, I don’t break
Barricade all the ways
For you to get in
Who am I kidding? 
The only life that I’ve lived I’ve failed in
Nobody wants to be me
Everyone wants me to be alone
I don’t really wanna be 
I only feel like a peep clone
I’m in deep need of some rest
I bet you didn’t know that I didn’t enjoy sex
I only make music because I’m confused and I don’t have the money for therapy yet
I’m cold, you're alone
I gravitate your soul
I’m prone, to pain
You said you're on your way 
On your way
“I’m outside of your driveway” 
at my house but you're miles away
You don’t even have to say a thing cause I’m
Incapable of feeling that way
Love comes with happiness, But I’m in pain 
Trying to care but you won’t say a thing
If you leave my heart I will erase your name
I wanna know, what I am screaming for
Leave your broken alibis at the door 
You ask me if I want to be your friend 
But I can’t because I wanna be much more, to you
I’m cold, you're alone
I gravitate your soul
I’m prone, to pain
You said you're on your way

As I Walk Into the Night

I Gravitate Your Soul

Other Services <3

I Gravitate Your Soul [prod. Caustyk]

lyrics
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it's just me myself & i
trippin' in the sky
hopped up on spaceship and didn't say goodbye
clouded by my mentions & dms all the time
lost but imma face it i didn't fucking try
      
guess i lost her in the process but i've been killing time
flew out to seattle & kicked it with some guys
then we whipped it on some scooters & freed our fucking minds
steppin' up onto the stage is the only time i'm alive 
and i only panic sometimes but i've been feeling fine
friction caused an uproar in 1925
the president is calvin coolidge and whiskey's on the rise
i can tell when you are scared by the look inside your eyes
can you feel the floor it's melting dripping like a faucet 
i had all these plans but then i fucking lost it
you ever feel compared to your parents way too often
your friends are on the gram and you don't see em often

it's just me myself & i
trippin' in the sky
hopped up on spaceship and didn't say goodbye
clouded by my mentions & dms all the time
lost but imma face it i didn't fucking try
it's just me myself & i 
sorta fucking high
all this time i've wasted impatience has arrived
what the fuck it's always raining the sun don't ever shine
guess i'll step back in my house & i'll get up on my grind

gotta get up on my grind it's about time i realize
that i'm about to blow up and i ain't even twenty five
life is a road full of twists and i take every one of em
twist up the dank with my friends maybe some of em
relate to words that i say when i'm hummin' em
fixate their minds to erase when i'm done with em
or when they're just done with me
lost in my head again i cannot breathe
i'd say i'm sorry but i cannot speak
high as a kite and i'm reaching my peak

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me myself & i (prod. taylor morgan)

Lyrics:
i see yall go hard, i just gotta go harder
spend some more time grinding, less whining for starters
gotta get my cash, save it up ill go farther
tryna get my future man like hasta manana

sippin perrier while i work in the booth
lemon all day in the vibe got the juice
neverstray now i rock the cat on my shoes
cartier on my girl you know how i do, ooh

spend too much cash but it aint even trouble
always comin in piling up on the double, ooh
hard time tryna keepin it subtle
still gloin up while im still in the struggle

one foot in but im one foot out
life tests me tryna see what im bout
got bad days but im still gettin clout
ima make it ion have any doubt


Im making hits you know im on a roll
im busy grinding so i dont hear when you hit my phone
im goin harder than you ever known
im in my zone i told em no one gonna take my throne
x2

Call me a prince cause I drip in gold
I'm the ice king with a flow so cold
I be home free while you all just sold
I be gettin money I still got my soul

I'm the headline but you all old news
Y'all be still flexin them same old shoes
You a take Ls cause you born to lose
Forget yo whole team ion know yo crew

Up all night you wont catch me sleep
I been workin on my grind while I'm tryna think
I cant take no blunt i cant take no drink
Can't close my eyes can't sleep a wink

I grind all day all night stay up
I got this skill dont need no luck
Dont wish it on me i be blunt
I work and work till i come up

Harder

https://soundcloud.com/familypet
https://twitter.com/familypetMars
https://twitter.com/cyberfamine
https://www.instagram.com/familypetny/

It Had to be You feat. & prod. Familypet

agony

Super Jail (Prod by NBK MARQUIS)

Stream "Elevate" on all platforms!

Produced by Aksai x Tsurreal

mixed and mastered by J. Cast

lil rozey @rozeyy
bails @bailssays
kami oshie @kamioshie

Shoutout Zach for the artwork!! <3

Elevate

elevate w/ rozey, bails, & kami oshie

Dangerously In Love (772 Love Pt. 2)

Prod. Dirty Harry x Stoney the Antagonist

Abstract

everyone feels down sometimes

produced & engineered by @PXNCH

DOWN BADD (PROD. PXNCH)

my bra1n hurtz

1eave th3 nest

[PROD. IOF]
https://soundcloud.com/prodiof

SUISAI
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

ERISU:

You don’t know what it means to me..
'Cause I’ve been hurt more than you can see!
What lies beneath my skin is something unreal...
Behind your face shows a thousand ways to heal!

It’s okay, it didn’t really hurt for me!
My BLACK HEART captures all the pain numbing!
AND ALL MY EFFORTS BURNED DOWN InTO the Ashtray..
All I wanted is to feel at least something...

And Would you even care if I sent my soul to die for you?
IT’S ALL I WANTED was to see you goddamn smile!
Smile for me beneath the pale moonlight!
Because the darkness gets lonely sometimes..

And I believe you can save me somehow!
The way you look at me gets me through this HELL!
And maybe one day I will see the light!
But for now can you bring me through the night?!

Save me, Lover!
Savor me!

Tell my pretty lies..
It’s all I need!


I don’t need the truth,
I wanted fantasies!

So cut my eyes out!

And feed them to me!

SUISAI:

'Cause its been way too long!
I'm beat up the least you could do
Is just see through those promises you made a waste of space in us
What used to be beautifully
Crafted now rusted
Just blown to the edge of the cliff
It mustve been to late
Wish that you could relate
Wish all of the signs that you show
Wouldnt Lead to 
unfinished roads
Lucky i havent hit that dead end yet
Cause ive been through too much shit to be let down
again~ again~~
Painting pictures in my head
Of where everything worked out
Of where all this shit worked out

A THOUSAND WAYS TO HEAL - ERISU X SUISAI [PROD. IOF]

Belle Delphine - Bite Down

"𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕘𝕠𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥"
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lyrics:

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

[bridge]
you're perfect from inside to out
I think I'll stay with you baby no doubt
Can't keep my feelings inside 
when i'm without you I think I might cry
please baby take away pain
fucked in the head and i'm caught in the rain
feelings of love I will gain, I cannot wait until we meet again

[verse]
oh I know that you can't go back
I'll just wait here in the cold
lets cuddle up till we grow old 
my growing love for you is gold
I got one chance so I take it 
I won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right
got one more chance so I take it I
won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

sweatshirt [prod. jody]

Writing/Performance/Production: Matt Van

🌧🌧🌧

Stream on Spotify/Apple Music: smarturl.it/MattVan_reasons
Buy on iTunes: apple.co/2znIzl1
Buy Matt Van Merch: bit.ly/mattvan_merch

LYRICS:

This is just another day to 
Feel misplaced
Maybe I’d be better off as 
An unfamiliar face
In the crowd
Don’t draw attention to myself
Not that anyone can tell
When I’m not here

I’ve made a list of reasons
I should stay
It falls a little short but
That’s okay
‘Cause none of this is real
Here anyway
At least that’s what it feels like
These days

This is just another dream to
Slip away
Because of my tendency to
Make mistakes
But I’ll fake another smile
Just to blend
As I secretly pretend that
I’m not here

I’ve made a list of reasons
I should stay
It falls a little short but
That’s okay
‘Cause none of this is real
Here anyway
At least that’s what it feels like
These days

Am I awake or dreaming
I don’t know
But I’m still alive and breathing

I’m searching for a reason
I should stay
Life is pretty short 
I’ll be okay
‘Cause everything is real
Inside my brain
At least that’s what it feels like
These days

© 2019 Sedan Records
www.mattvanmusic.com

. : . : .

reasons.

buy / stream

"You can never be there for me like you did :(" - van

Demxntia: @demxntia
Mix/Master: @polearm
Prod by: @deadyami
Artwork: @Ihateshota (on twitter)

My Spotify playlist: https://tinyurl.com/yx9xprau

"Is Anyone Even There? ft. Demxntia (Prod. Dead Yami)”

Lyrics-

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
Nobody ain’t even help 
I’m fighting this on my own
Don’t need anybody els 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Verse-
I doubt you would even care
If I came to you with my heart in my hand
You’d let me wait outside in the pouring rain
I want to feel loved, but it’s always the same 

Pre-chorus- 
You can never be there for me like you did
I haven’t felt love in my heart since a kid
I’m sorry if I burden you with all of my words
No matter what I do I’m still stuck with this hurt

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
don’t need anyone else
I’m fighting this on my own
Nobody ain’t even help 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Demxntia/ 
it’s just me and myself in the end
even if i told u u won’t understand
don’t wanna burden my friends
don’t wanna hurt u again
never said i was heaven sent
everyone needs me for something
get what they want like it’s nothing 
can’t get a second to myself
lemme be myself for a second

Pre-chorus- 
You can never be there for me like you did
I haven’t felt love in my heart since a kid
I’m sorry if I burden you with all of my words
No matter what I do I’m still stuck with this hurt

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
don’t need anyone else
I’m fighting this on my own
Nobody ain’t even help 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Is Anyone Even There?

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Is Anyone Even There? ft. Demxntia (Prod. Dead Yami)

SPOTIFY

wasting my days w/ lil xtra

produced by @beatcoin-948353974
@jazjellykelly and @axeldavyn

wasting my days w/ lil xtra

demxntia 🌐🖤