listening to this the next time i do percs in my garage

so what i adore you
every hair on your head
i wish it were
on mine instead

why’s it so easy for you to chew when i can barely bite through
what’s it about you

my eyes green with envy
you had it all
did it come in the palm of your hand 
when you called

why’s it so easy for you to chew when i can barely bite through 
what’s it about you

what’s it about you

cooling

best listened to in a dark room with a candle lit
some words from the Tanakh, some words by dante gabriel rossetti
illustration: Lilith. Althea Gyles. The Dome I (Oct.-Dec. 1898): 235.

LYRICS <3 <3 <3:

the sky got very cloudy for the first time since july
lady in the darkness come into me please be mine
you're all i think about
shadow maker you could take her, tear the world down
and leave me here

maybe all i needed was one more autumn to integrate
my feelings
there's nothing to hold onto anymore
wish i could float above the heavens just so i could kiss the stars
and lady you would be there and say "how are you,
come into my arms."

sometimes i wish that i had eyes like lilith did
that they were sharp and dark and fox shaped
it's not enough  to just be here or just wake up
i need something more
as if these songs are the thing that hold us together
i'll write what the fuck i want, i'm not scared of
the weather anymore
i just really can't be here when the sun goes down
i hate winter in this city, ya i fucking hate this town
i know it's bad to say, but god loves me anyway
and i just wanna be honest

i'm almost finished being so afraid
i shake hands with stinging nettle and i dance
with deadly nightshade
i searched out my companions that were lost in crystal canyons
they're all gone, i shed a tear, i walk away

lady of the darkness come into me please be mine
someday i'll have the power to knock over candles
with my mind and
how holy is it to know that your body is only blood and 
love letters in writing
it's not enough to just wake up i need to feel you beside me
when i smoke menthol cigarettes and stand alone at every party

sometimes i wish that i had eyes like lilith did 
that they were sharp and dark and fox shaped
it's not enough to just be here or just wake up 
i need something more.........

for lilith

wet hair

lyrics:
i pick him up drive him around
in a dream now
show him what real life's about
darkest fantasies cherries in the spring time
beg him for something, anything
make it easier to breathe

let me hide with the dust in your basement
braid flowers in my hair
im so fucked up n he’s amazing
thank god he doesn’t care
holy mother mary, i get on my knees
show me the sparkle glaring in the lamps on the street

underneath its a man and he’s asking for money
its not his fault
collateral damage in this so called americana
he compliments my dress, thank you father
its getting so cold out, can we go home now
<3
this sorrow life is almost done
tell me you’ve never felt this way
im so tired but i wake up
onto my shift for minimum wage
i write my poems, ribbons in my hair
tell my ghost stories to the ones who care enough to listen
they say honey your heart it glistens
what are you doing here
<3
angel of love angel of death
mother nature gave me my glamour i got it naturally
and to those old dogs i wish them the best
i hope my bones filed down their teeth
<3

in my mind i'm in flower fields dancing

in the next one

in a thousand years what has changed but our names

repeat over 

I wanna recreate our history
two or three times
will you remember me in ur next life
don't say no

in the next one

live on a bee when ur the rose
live as a river holding a boat
ill find you again

next one

#openmicnight 

iji:
https://soundcloud.com/okayno
https://www.instagram.com/ijisleep

contorting within, inside,
still looking within, in times, 
remove the face you've known,
the light peers through your soul,

translucent,
seethrough skin,
shine til then,
pray for end,
until then,
i will mend, 
find true self, 
find your

heart 

foil to steel,
all can be well,
suffering still.
change in the well,
solvent to kill,
what sticks around,
i can be still,
 i can be still,

translucent,
seethrough skin,
shine til then,
pray for end,
until then,
i will mend, 
find true self, 
find your

next one

dennis champion

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