songs i've produced

ｕｎｔｉｌ　ｔｈｅ　ｄｕｓｋ　ｅｒｏｄｅｓ，　ｏｒ　ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ　ｇｅｔｓ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ

produced by @cartermetro & @gualabeatz

hey, 
workng on a lot; it's been difficult to come by many things lately, 
but i'm really trying to get there
thank you so much for all your support
thank you so much for listening
thank you for being here
take care of yourselves
i love you
drink water 

i don't wanna lose the emotion
i don't wanna sweep it under the floor
'kay girl fuel that substance
like, somehow it knows you need something more
i don't wanna feel real love yet
'cauese love ain't love, it's knowing your core
and i know you know that you're running
better shape up 'fore you keep that

this is not gonna work
imagine reinvention
tryna recollect my worth, yea
i hope you hear it in the words
or at least over the phone
i'm just a broken bird

when my neck goes stiff i try to stretch it
get some leverage into heaven
seen a lot of angry faces, disappointed my decisions
cold bed, lost friends, time spent just forgetting
sharp pains, dull fate; stimulate the seven senses

oh my, don't cry, feel fine that you're falling (2x)

fuck time killed over cheap thrills
like wine spills for some dopamine
i still that i'm unreal, so i choose to be who i wanna be
not swept up like room dust, when it turns dusk and i can't see
how i once felt, if i did well, for the person who had wanted me

never really know if it's a drill
am i really dying? wish i'd know that
write it all on the will
this windowsill really goes back
when all i had was to heal
now all i have is to collapse
coffee cans over pills
hands quake from the cold blast

this is not gonna work
imagine reinvention
tryna recollect my worth, yea
i hope you hear it in the words
or at least over the phone
i'm just a broken bird
(i'm just broken)

40 minutes pass uh
hot water still rolls off of back yo
never can relax, i
step out the moment the feeling retracts
now i feel in mass
got nowhere to go, so i'm making a track
easy as that
you know that you feel it so fade in the grass

neither fight or flight 'cause i'm aware of my abilities
i'll chalk it up until the dusk erodes or finally gets to me
i guess we tend to trust in what we fight for
but don't let a road become an eyesore
open up your mental, persevere and take a dip
just because you weren't there, it doesn't mean they ain't exist
i create to stimulate when no one's there to fill me in
'cause when your home's a hollow body, i could a little pinch, so

we can probably make it work
imagine reinvention
tryna recollect your worth
(worth) 2x
i hope you hear it in the words
or at least over the phone
i am just a broken bird
(i'm just broken)

cans [prod. cxrter x gualabeatz]

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

unsightly

thats so you (prod. cxrter x retz) </3

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yeah i fuck with u
i promise u
no one need u like i do
had to let u know
had to let u know
u dont have a man
but u kinda do
whats new
why u always complicated
thats so u

thats so me too
i think ima leave wit u
i wanna see us thru
needed something new
no emotion
cold shoulder
coke lines
she play hard to get
she do this all the time
she fuckin wit me
but she brand new by the morning
i know she lonely
she dont want me
she fuckin wit me
but she brand new by the morning
i know she lonely

i think we gettin close
everytime we get it
we dont
shattered on the floor
we lie alone
maybe next time u let me go
maybe next time u let me go
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<3

-emo fruits aka i love bunneki neko 2!! bunneki neko and bunneki neko 2 are great!! i can listen to them both!!

thats so you (prod. cxrter x retz)

bones (prod. cxrter)
</3
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yeah i feel it in my head
yeah u feel it in ur bones
something about us right
but something bout thats wrong
she wanna leave wit me
but she dont want that known
if it wasnt for the subtle shit
i'd probably take u home
yeah i'd probably take u home

im tired of the background
i dont wanna be no secret
if we leavin
lets leave then
u dont need no reason
all night my dawgs getting me fucked up
im geekin
this party full of strangers
i swear this shit dangerous
they all know my name
friendly to my face
wasnt always this way
yeah i miss those days
ur the only one i want really noticing me now
but u dont want the same
u been fuckin wit my brain
feel it in my bones
coke got her feelin it in her nose
why u want me now
just to feel less alone
its hurting me too tho
so i'd rather just not know
if its hurting u too tho
i'd rather just not know
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<3

-emo fruits aka IM MF BACKKKKK THIS ONE RIGHT HERE BRUHH

bones (prod. cxrter)

I was walking in the farmers market 
I never expected to see you there 
And we talked again like I’ve always wanted 
But your words were few of something nice to hear 
By the CD area stalls 
you were telling me I should just get over you
But I can’t 
Holding up the line I’m begging you can we try again 

So don’t go for too long I’ll miss ya 
By the car you shout back then that was different 
I moved on 
found a new one it’s going great thanks for asking
Hung up 
Crying out what I held in for a very long time 
Distraught now that your gone
Makes this another event you won’t find me at this fall

Is it possible to talk about everything we did
When you looked at me that first night 
And gave me that kiss
But it was different then 
I was a different man 
All I ever hoped for was to see you again
I got the chance to get you back it’s in front of me
I’ll do anything right now you come and talk to me 
I just want us to work out your mine to be 
All over again  <333

Farmers Market (king theta)

nightmare </3 
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I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more
I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

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<3

- emo fruits aka this is how i be watching youtube

nightmare (prod. cxrter x nihil)

Resurgence

not that simple

i know it feels good when you hate my guts

https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter  https://soundcloud.com/yunnygoldz

i can't feel my skin
and it's numbing 
god you make me sick 
when you touch me
blood drip down my lip 
like you're wanting 
tear drop down my chin
baby i can't run 
baby i still would 
do i make you blush?
god i know it feels good 
when you hate my guts
baby i still could 
even now, just us
god you know that you should 
till you've had enough

off this bottle 
got me swerving, i'm sedated my,
heartbeat so slow i can't pace it i,
gave up, crush crush till it make me right
i'm the only one you keep awake at night
faster, hands over my body going faster
laughter, he don't feel attached like an actor
backwards, every fucking night i'm moving backwards
everything i ever felt it didn't matter

i don't wanna go like this 
but it's coming
the bruise still stains my wrist from the cuffing
i can't feel my skin 
god you make me sick,
you made me 

(vito:)
Do you want me
I can’t even tell anymore
Your words haunting
Mellowing the pain i endure
A closed chapter
I keep looking backwards
My body’s tattered
Forever and after

But you wanted this so bad
That I don’t think you thought about it
Lay down through the pain
Say what’s good about it
You could love me in ways
I can’t live without it

you make me sick

lyrics
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in hindsight we're okay
we'll creep through the hallway
my heartrate grows faster
a breeding disaster
the path left is followed
a tough pill to swallow
who am i becoming
i guess it's just nothing

i-i-i-i-i don't wanna talk about it
why-why-why-why-why am i so caught up on it
lie-lie-lie-lie i'm stuck in the middle
so i cry-cry-cry-cry constantly belittled oh and
i-i-i-i-i don't wanna talk about it
why-why-why-why-why am i so caught up on it
lie-lie-lie-lie i'm stuck in the middle
so i cry-cry-cry-cry constantly belittled oh  

you said the things you meant to say
you took it back don't mean it babe
dont look at me in my twisted face
you took the knife and twisted babe
hi been a minute since I said goodbye
i heard you're still livin in a lie
i swear it really take a lot to make me cry
so when you did i know you really had to try
what was all the effort for
couple good words ill be right back at your door
10 shots burning to the bottom of my core
i blackout, wake up rotting on the floor
i keep running and running around in circles
i keep smoking these cigarettes til i'm purple
i keep telling you things that you think are hurtful
i keep telling her that everything is her fault
remember what you said
i know its been a minute since i let you in my head
the whole worlds spinning here we go again
the nightmares never gonna end

when you look in the mirror
and hate what you've done
so you call up your friends
but they don't wanna come
and the dumbest mistake
that you made was falling in love
and it feels like there's monsters
inside of your head
so you fill it with poison
and smoke to forget
but they laugh even louder
despite the attempts that you've met

i-i-i-i-i don't wanna talk about it
why-why-why-why-why am i so caught up on it
lie-lie-lie-lie i'm stuck in the middle
so i cry-cry-cry-cry constantly belittled oh and
i-i-i-i-i don't wanna talk about it
why-why-why-why-why am i so caught up on it
lie-lie-lie-lie i'm stuck in the middle
so i cry-cry-cry-cry constantly belittled oh  

when the truth is a riddle
and soaked full of sin
will the creature inside you
aspire to win
will it creep all around you
and grasp at the clothes on your skin
then the rain starts to fall
and it's calling your name
though you hear it so clearly
you're deemed as insane
and your method of madness
will bleed as it freezes the frame

save face (ft. prop) (prod. tears x frodo)

produced by steezy prime & late night tones

-lyrics-
kicking up dust on the road when you're driving home
flashback to when you told me you cant be alone
i'd do it all again just for one more talk on the phone
but now you're long gone, i feel your absence deep in my bones

i guess i fall too fast so i
turn away any girl who wants to dance
cause i still see your smile in every
first date that i really gave a chance
i'm sorry if its too obvious
im a mess over you
i still think broken promises
cant take me from you

kicking up dust on the road when you're driving home
flashback to when you told me you cant be alone
i'd do it all again just for one more talk on the phone
but now you're long gone, i feel your absence deep in my bones

you're running towards your future
I'm stuck in deja vu
I'm holding on to your picture
running
running 
running

kicking up dust on the road when you're driving home
flashback to when you told me you cant be alone
i'd do it all again just for one more talk on the phone
but now you're long gone, i feel your absence deep in my bones
kicking up dust on the road when you're driving home
flashback to when you told me you cant be alone
i'd do it all again just for one more talk on the phone
but now you're long gone, i feel your absence deep in my bones

In My Bones

agony

erode (prod. cxrter + tahtx)

and she then text me saying  “fair enough”
i didnt think that u was scared of anything 
so tell me baby are u scared to love ?
i typed out like fuckin everythin 
and then she text me she said “fair enough” 

2 pills all night im slippin 
lc nah i never had bring ins 
and the lights too bright 
for my eyes, head spinnin 
poured sprite all night 
half 9 still sippin 

tell me what are we baby are u just a friend to me
she told me what do you want we can have it your way jus tell me what u wanna be 
i said that’s cool i just think that we jus need to slow down n take it slow so what u tellin me
she said ive gotta go now ill be sure to come round tomorrow night got somewhere to be 
i said fair enough

FAIR ENOUGH (SCOTTYSPLASH)

This song is a reimagining of "April Showers" by wstdyth
soundcloud.com/wstdyth/1-april-showers

Produced & mixed by Carlby
Featuring Grimrose @user-373045158
Lyrics by wstdyth & Grimrose

April

everything by me
be as well as you can be;
thank you for being here.

i've seen what they're after,
those piles of fiction,
drawings of answers
warping perceptions

o mother, or father, 
doth cast a reflection?
they weasel and balter 
to distance from lesson

out of grace,
i fall from the arms of armistice
lack every card but the ace,
played when he longs for not a thing

studies of readings inscribed by the feeble
distorted, then imported to feed and fuel an ego
though karma is nothing but patience and sermon
for evil and ugly of heart are persistent
the paling and devoid of taste cheer
tagged and collared, held in place
does it ever pose you great fear?
were we ever meant for aim?
to strain
to ache
to strive
to break
to bend on command,
do you not feel disdain?
i'm awake for age of negation
and stripped away of certain relation,
but i believe in better days,
though how does one both go and stay?

out of grace
i fall from the arms of armistice

cyanide skin

produced by @prodcxrter x threemvsk
featuring @decksmusic x @flesh

https://open.spotify.com/track/7IaPndHHSCwBx3zEFHtFAY?si=CL8_mcGpSG2pvXp4xVEwlQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A3nvvOZ7UptPO8PoFNhNMn6

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
every breath i take is just a waste when
you don't share the air that i breathe in
but i'll try my best to stay patient
it's just when i'm with you it's like i'm dreaming

i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@decksmusic]
whats the point in going back on my word?
i’ve felt it once or twice before i’d never raise up the dirt
you saw the mirror break connection at first
cuz that reflections never perfect, our relations are earned
i need like eight hours 
to break sour
you see me in the waves, cower,
all that power will go to your head
paste valor
your flush malar
i wonder what’ll make matters worse
could it last you a lifetime?

i don’t wanna overwhelm you with my pain
i put the pen down, call it a night
in the presence of the same i’d be a lifeline
tell me right now, is that alright?

[@lottaheart]
i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@flesh]
hold my hand
let's walk around
i'll always have the memory
it finally start to hit me
way back then it was something else
we were snowed in
but you kept me warm
for years i've been frozen
opponent of myself i know that
i'm just glad that's not the me that you knew
i put up one hell of a show
remember how callie would hide all the time
i guess that's what i feel like
that shit makes me wanna cry

hopes high w/ decks & flesh [cxrter x threemvsk]

chicagoland producer 💜🖤🩶🤍 | 21 | 🧠♾️
(prod.) credits: @sewerperson @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

not that simple

Yung Kell

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