i luv dis one <3

the choices i made, i see the mistake
wasn't feeling alright, when i made decisions tonight
why don't you go home, if you want to
you surely don't believe that i'd stop you
go if you'd please, go with the breeze
but just don't be shocked if i come too
but you won't walk out, know you can't stop it
this'll be your home someday
why don't you go home, if you want to
i just wanna know what's stopping you
airs spore-free, supplies hefty, it doesn't just have to be us two
know what i said, know you didn't listen
so why can't we just forget it
contrary to what you'd say, not an action that i'd repeat
if i could do it again
asking the same thing, are you expecting
something different
why don't you go home, if you want to
i just wanna know what's stopping you
airs spore-free, supplies hefty, it doesn't just have to be us two
it doesn't just have to be us two

ITS ABOUT A ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE BTW LOL

go home (chibi)

solidarity, must be easy
you fall you move to the next one
youre the last shot, youre all ive got
but theres a problem
feels like something wrong
the way you present yourself, just doesn't match as well
its up to you, you're the factor
i hope you're feeling better
you've never worn the sweater
might just not be the weather
feels like somethings wrong
not you its a recreation
id love to speak to the original
its okay cause i was the question mark
you go on and ill take what ive got
drop me drop him im really okay with anything
in fact ive got a friend, golden platter where he is
(feels like something's wronggggg)
feels like somethings wrong
not you its a recreation
id love to speak to the original
its okay cause i was the question mark
you go on and ill take what ive got
drop me drop him im really okay with anything
in fact ive got a friend, golden platter where he is
*feels like somethings wrong*

recreation *somethings wrong* (cryko)

prod TAC 4

i was done but i'm just out here getting cuter
gotta let it marinate and hop off his computers
ain't no comeback, come racks, stacks of grass, sheep style
round you up, 1 of 1, baby got a sweet smile
no blunt, no sweat, korblox, no head
just went to my first party, snorting with some coed
can't afford the diamonds on my front teeth
smile like a pearl deep in the sea
afraid of being corny boy i was born the cob
i ain't dropped off man i came back once
hunned plays max out, duos and she blacked out
walked out the scene 'cause i'm working on a check now
how could i make a chorus i can't pick the best part
i can't pick the worst 'cause baby i'm a star
tinted windows in the rented vacay car
chopped out his knees, he can't see because it's dark
walk in, he can see, it lights up the room
big stepping, two-step in my versace shoes
big dawg, big socks, big feet, big meat
get ego'd now you gonna get rejected for the feat
never peaked out, less you talking 'bout now
12-year-old self jaw all over the ground (ayo)
did we get the girl (nah)
did we travel the world (nah)
are we gonna make it (yah)
trust me, watch out
i was done but i'm just out here getting cuter
gotta let it marinate and hop off his computers
ain't no comeback, come racks, stacks of grass, sheep style
round you up, 1 of 1, baby got a sweet smile
no blunt, no sweat, korblox, no head
just went to my first party, snorting with some coed
can't afford the diamonds on my front teeth
smile like a pearl deep in the sea
afraid of being corny boy i was born the cob
i ain't dropped off man i came back once
hunned plays max out, duos and she blacked out
walked out the scene 'cause i'm working on a check now

cuter, marinate, computers (TAC 4)

im tired of writing lies
im beating round the bush
im beating round the bush

you're clean and sweet if we keep it in the present tense
and i'm intrigued by just who you think your favorite is
how am i gonna get it out in two minutes
wanted to start with you but you been did it

i just really wanna know what you did when you're alone
you weren’t alone were you
now i guess i get the jokes cause you already know the things i dont

i cant bare another tale that you tell me
i guess im sorry that your friends made you a druggy
you dont gotta tell stories of your ex man
but i dont want you to lie when its blatant
what you mean by that cause i dont like it
and my thoughts been swirled by some pink hair
your opinions are wrong and i hate them
you need to do a search for definitions

and im not gonna lie girl i cried that night
im a sicko gone wrong and youre a hell of a bride
different hair different person
at least thats what i say to keep myself sane
youre a picture hanging on my wall in a golden frame
im thinking deeply and too damn hard about if we think the same

but you aint listening ill say what i want
and if youre my friend take this with a grain of salt
it was some years ago and youre someone i didnt know
but you were high the whole time so you may not remember it all
how can you say youre an empath and cant see the way im feeling
stomp me and out and make jokes to my face about the things that i hate
and the people i dont know but i know i hate them too
cause theyre making you depressed and bring out the worst in you

i cant bare another tale that you tell me
i guess im sorry your friends made you a druggy
you dont gotta tell stories of your ex man
but i dont want you to lie when its blatant
what you mean by that cause i dont like it
and my thoughts been swirled by some pink hair
your opinions are wrong and i hate them
you need to do a search for definitions

im on my 100th song about you and i still got problems
but i love you even though i dont know how to solve them

pink hair (drma x prodqbin)

originally made in early 2023, fully redone <3

i know youve done a lot of things i wasnt even there for
so i cant relate to you like that but babe just remember

i cant describe how happy i was back then
back in 2016
never feel that way again never feel that way again
remember how it was back in 2016
we were messing around, we was just playing games
not worried bout much, not worried bout anything
never bothered by much, no one bothered me
2-0-1-6, put your hands up if you are dumb, sick
2-0-1-6, and get back to the way you were living

we were the same back in 2016
2021 we dont talk about those things
i dont wanna know what those past tales bring
cant work on the future if were holding on anyway
its always on my mind
overreactions and understandings
wish it were simpler, like back in 2016

i miss the things i loved, but i love you now so its okay

i cant describe how happy i was back then
back in 2016
never feel that way again never feel that way again
remember how it was back in 2016
we were messing around, we was just playing games
not worried bout much, not worried bout anything
never bothered by much, no one bothered me
2-0-1-6, put your hands up if you are dumb, sick
2-0-1-6, and get back to the way you were living

2016 (siemspark x rjpasin)

a little happier for this one :D 
this john HOT tho (just skip to 1:02 tbh)

barely made it out of bed this morning
i could have lost you, im still mourning
dont want you to look at me and say poor thing
but the things that ive been saying, know its warranted

lately ive been an insomniac cause i
cant sleep when youre on my head but i
wont ever take back what i said cause im
daydreaming of you awake in my bed baby
staring up and the ceiling looks so blank i might
have to find a pretty picture of your face and ill
hang you on my ceiling in your golden frame baby
cause in my line of sight is the only place for you

youre right there but youre not close enough
if i said im on my way i know youd call my bluff
but you know that i want to, hope you see my love
they say im rushing it but i just cant wait to feel your touch

cause i have never felt
and i dont wanna feel
the same way
for anyone else

i never get tired of all these love songs
note split, half and half between you and jesus
okay, its more like 75/25
nothing like a quick i love you to remind me im alive

lately ive been an insomniac cause i
cant sleep when youre on my head but i
wont ever take back what i said cause im
daydreaming of you awake in my bed baby
staring up and the ceiling looks so blank i might
have to find a pretty picture of your face and ill
hang you on my ceiling in your golden frame baby
cause in my line of sight is the only place for you

insomniac (drma x hiiidrax)

i love this song so deeply
(drma x loverace)

got your picture in a golden frame
no one else’s face would ever really hit the same
and i know that these songs wont go to waste
otherwise you shouldnt like me in the first place
got your picture in a golden frame
no one else’s face would ever really hit the same

staring at
your golden frame
till i see
you for the first time

i might need a second alone
just to get my head on straight
cause ever since ive been alone
im not sure that ive been okay

i know that you promised that it gets better and i believe that
but i must say its taking a while
and i think its okay to say that
but its worth it i promise
so im sticking around till the end
if youre not gon change then nothing can change me
ima keep chasing a better way

sitting at my desk and staring to the left
blank wall hit me right in the chest
i might have to put you up there youre the best
empty frames on my wall ive gotta fill the rest

got your picture in a golden frame
no one else’s face would ever really hit the same
and i know that these songs wont go to waste
otherwise you shouldnt like me in the first place
got your picture in a golden frame
no one else’s face would ever really hit the same

got your picture in a golden frame
no one else’s face would ever really hit the same
and i know that these songs wont go to waste
otherwise you shouldnt like me in the first place

golden frame (drma x loverace)

song about my imaginary girlfriend
(prod drma x yunnygoldz)

just a girl i created in my head but i  
wont ever let her go cause im obsessed with her  
been wanting to be with her since i first met her  
shes the perfect girl for me but it gets better  

i took her to prom in my mind  
didnt go that year but we had a good time  
cant describe her cause i dont know what she looks like  
when i see her changes every time  

shes my magnum opus  
only thing im focused on  

if i arrange pillows the perfect way  
you could swear its just her perfect shape  
im yet to catch a glimpse of her perfect face  
and if i dont like it can rearrange

could be brunette could be blonde  
in my head, youre a mirage  
they cant see you but i know youre there  
eating dinner with an empty chair  
shes my magnum opus  
lives life as i wrote it  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magus opnum  
opus magnum  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  

she came to me in a dream  
its a dream shes so pretty  
its an attachment you could never understand less you were me  
im not upset im just lonely  
im not mentally ill cant you see  

i know she wont leave cause shes in my mind  
im not crazy ive just got lots of time  
stick my hand out and there's nothing in my fist  
present her with invisible flowers as a gift  

could be brunette could be blonde  
in my head, youre a mirage  
they cant see you but i know youre there  
eating dinner with an empty chair  
shes my magnum opus  
lives life as i wrote it  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magus opnum  
opus magnum  
magnum opus  
magnum opus

magnum opus (drma x yunnygoldz)

(drma x michaelharrison)

im not half as brave i wanna be
and i dont see the things that you see in me
im a lost soul
youre the light i follow

im the problem youre the solution
ill keep falling baby im used to it
keep my room dimly lit
cause the light it hurts my head

i cant stand the sadness in your words
baby dont you know it hurts
i wish i was like the other guys
i wish that we had more time

but i keep messing up and
it hurts my heart to see you mad
i promise that
im gonna do better next time

but i keep messing up
even though i try my best
sometimes its not enough
to have held you while you wept

sometimes life finds a way
to fix all of the broken things
im hopeful
cause i know were
stronger than all the opposing forces
poor endorsements
hated comments
and the tears this morning

but i keep messing up and
it hurts my heart to see you mad
i promise that
im gonna do better next time

but i keep messing up
even though i try my best
sometimes its not enough
to have held you while you wept

i keep messing up (drma x michaelharrison)

cover by architeclego
prod drmabeats x ayoley

im not saying sleepless nights
im not saying constant fights
im in a struggle with my own mind
and its one of my favorite past times

only ever really write about one thing
the negativity that i bring
into the situation that im in
youre a tear jerker, know how to get them flowing

i can barely shut my eyes without a vision of your face
and im insecure as ill be and i know its a disgrace
and some bad thoughts of you up in my head theyre not okay
know im lying to myself but im right as ill ever be
i dont even think i want to talk right now
but i got so much i wanna talk about
if i say what ive been thinking will you run away
theres a part of me that doesnt even want you to stay

why did i bring it up
why did i risk everything?
for something that didnt help
im not fighting you im fighting my own brain

say youre sticking with me, and i hope that you mean it
cause theres no plan b, and i dont mean to be mean but
im a fan of you but im not a fan of her
i just cant reveal too much

im clear with you im clear with me
im clear with everyone
my stance on situations
that just cannot be undone

i can barely shut my eyes without a vision of your face
and im insecure as ill be and i know its a disgrace
and some bad thoughts of you up in my head theyre not okay
know im lying to myself but im right as ill ever be
i dont even think i want to talk right now
but i got so much i wanna talk about
if i say what ive been thinking will you run away
theres a part of me that doesnt even want you to stay

vision of your face (drma x ayoley)

shoutout za goat cmull @cmul1-989139399
prod greyrock x coralean

deo:
depressive episodes
babe leave me alone
i know double the people but you got triple on your phone
praying to God that i could wash my mind out with soap
you got cuts on your thighs i got bile in my throat
fourteen missed calls who is that?
i ain’t seen a thing don’t give no about your past
pure clean white gown, blood stained black suit
bad things up out of my head, baby ima marry you
i got hate up in this heart, i got only love for you
though my head is full of thoughts, im going all in on you 
yeah, yeah
baby im all in
yeah, yeah
baby im all in

cmull:
need that bag
need that bag and i know that it hurt you 
and i know it hurt my soul
and i know that it can’t work out in the end
but you can reach out if you need a friend
i’m off one in the back seat
in an uber, not a taxi
this new shit, i hate it, i know that it is fated
pour up in the backstreet
the time, i let it pass me
fendi on my backpack
so much gas you need a hazmat
it’s done for, it’s over
still can you come over 
dolce and gabbanna, we pack it like a folder
my shoulder, i don't drop from my shoulder
i don’t wanna change, im smoking more as i get older 

deo:
fourteen missed calls who is that?
i ain’t seen a thing don’t give no about your past
pure clean white gown, blood stained black suit
bad things up out of my head, baby ima marry you
i got hate up in this heart, i got only love for you
though my head is full of thoughts, im going all in on you 
yeah, yeah
baby im all in
yeah, yeah
baby im all in

all in w/ cmull (greyrock x coralean)

song w/ @akhimei :D 
prod nightiger (i love DBH)

deo:
running through the halls
girl you're always right
writing on the wall, you think that i lost my mind
always stare at you, burned into my left eye
rather stare at you than be blind
do what you want, i don't really mind
i see you in a far away life
writing on the walls, pray to rA9

Akhimei:
say that you want me come meet me outside
still cant forgive you for leaving me behind
ditching the party before i start a fight
seen everything you was doing the other night
i know everything bout you
so don't tell me how to feel
got some shit i could spill
you better not break the deal
no surprise if you ever leave me hurting
but there's no world where it wouldn't be worth it

deo:
i admit that i'm probably not your dream man
but you don't get to curb stomp me for my feelings
it feels like you forget that i'm a human being
you're burned into my retina, all that i'm seeing
walls covered in rA9
not that you care but i've been doing fine
been ghosting me i think that it's a sign
that you're finally ready to let go of your disguise

running through the halls
girl you're always right
writing on the wall, you think that i lost my mind
always stare at you, burned into my left eye
rather stare at you than be blind
do what you want, i don't really mind
i see you in a far away life
writing on the walls, pray to rA9

rA9 w/ Akhimei (nightiger)

prod drmabeats

i don't think i'm the problem anymore
but every time that it rains it pours

do you think of him when you think of me
except with my face glued onto his body
i don't resent you it's insecurity
why do i feel disgust wish i could just be
psychoanalysis
wish you didn't do it
wish i didn't feel like this
wish we were both just kids
psychoanalysis
psychoanalysis
psychoanalysis
psychoanalysis

you bring out things in me
opinions i didn't know i had
all for us to disagree
on things we didn't do or did
wish it wasn't this way
wish we were one and the same
wish i could appreciate
who i'm with in the here and now

you're my illness and you're my medicine
you're in my thoughts up until i lose my head
i only feel safe when i express it
but i'm just so afraid i'll hurt our relationship
psychoanalysis
psychoanalysis
psychoanalysis
psychoanalysis
do you think of him when you think of me
except with my face glued onto his body

psychoanalysis (drma)

prod by @1sickboi

i can’t sleep when
you’re not here but
you’re never next to me
and it kind of sucks
i can’t see you
as much as i’d like
wish you were closer
what a perfect life
but i’ll live
just not as good
not as i would
if you were in the neighborhood

i wish we were younger so i’d have more years with you
yeah

i’ll never move on
you just mean too much
you just mean everything
the air inside my lungs
the pain in my gut
but it’s okay
it’s not a problem
you aren’t a problem

i don’t think that i could make it up
there’s no fiction like us
there’s no fiction like us

i’ll never move on
you just mean too much
you just mean everything
the air in my lungs
i’ll never move on



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