Jack The Ripper (Morrissey Cover)

The Effect Of August

I saw a shadow cross my room 
and i wanna know
if you saw it too
it was twisting and turning 
awful and sick
reflecting of all my punishments

So to chase it far away 
I drowned it out
pretending it was gone
i was sick with doubt
so i had a smoke
and felt the grief
it was time to rid it
time to be free

Tell everyone i am coming home
bringing back a thousand ghosts
tell everyone i am still alive
even if i wished to die a hundred times
if i want to be torn apart
fall over, and rip out my heart
i will see you the next time

I felt the darkness take me in
and i wanna know when does faith begin
i am twisting and turning 
awful and sick
reflecting of all my broken promises

A Thousand Ghosts

Leave fast 
don't turn around
beyond the clouds
beyond the doubt
a shotgun
decision made
the only chance i'll ever take

Will you take it easy on me?
a new world of budding disease

In a rainstorm
a foreign 
emotion 
gripped me
a somber
dissonance
took me in
and made it last
i saw you 
the real you
for a moment
i knew it wasn't true
on the outside
looking in
reeled out
and cut quick

Time won't tell me the things i need to know
this won't heal until i learn to let it go
a space of blue tells me to idealize everything
a space of blue is what led me to you

Blue

Dead Habits (ft. Anthony Zucchero)

True Love Waits

i feel left out
it started well enough as it came around
i spent this time figuring you out
now i know enough when to stand down
assisted situation is pointless and i refuse to go and ruin it
a good thing is all good until i'm stupid enough to complicate

knowing well that you don't share this light
i fear the worst in your eyes

a simple idea that this could be real
is running me empty and dead inside
it's already fine in the place that it stands in
i will get through my raw emotion
i will not destroy my life any further
i have done enough of that in the past
i'll be strong for all involved
i will not drive a wedge to break apart

it got too loud 
the screaming thoughts are drowning me out
i'm sick of letting myself down 
leading a life of self doubt

in you i saw a comfort alive

a simple idea that this could be real
is running me empty and dead inside
it's already fine in the place that it stands in
i will get through my raw emotion
i will not destroy my life any further
i have done enough of that in the past
i'll be strong for all involved
i will not drive a wedge to break apart

inside i'd die one million times 
before i say goodbye
a simple idea that this could be real
is running me empty and dead inside
it's already fine in the place that it stands in
i will get through my raw emotion
i will not destroy my life any further
i have done enough of that in the past
i'll be strong for all involved
i will not drive a wedge to break apart

A Simple Idea

It's all a lie
all a lie
all a terrible lie
Six years of construction
Six days of goodbyes
I thought what i felt was a wondrous thing
But i refuse to sell myself and be who you want to see
A heart thats made of stone is one to turn it and leave
I open myself up to the horror  it brings
Filling my space up with a sense of dispair
it enticed me it and it taints the air

While you pray for me
I see the false sympathy 
while you become so free
chasing out all the parts of me

When you loved with that strained heart, did you feel?

While you pray for me
I see the false sympathy 
while you become so free
chasing out all the parts of me

Pray For Me

Feed The Fear

I Just Wanted Something To Believe In
I Thought It Could Be You..



(a standalone piece of music that i felt very compelled to create after too much melatonin and the dreams that followed. New single in due time.)

The Things I Will Leave Behind, Which Will Always Cycle Back and Leave Nothing but Confusion

The soundtrack to the worst party you have ever been to.

FRKDTNGMGAMXXX

715-Creeks (Bon Iver Cover)

There is a pit in the middle of the earth
Filled with the bones of what you tore apart
and you go back to start...
The shell is cracked and it's all released
It's been sent just to watch you bleed
In the palm of my hands it 

Tracing the lines that you spoke
Charming and full of hope
Pulling them out for the last time
Because they need to die
Something so cold and so goddamn opaque
Reaching for the blade
To do it's bidding
Fractured image still

I'll never love again

A whisper in the wind that hypnotizes everyone
A set of eyes so close and yet so far
Disparity, caught in between my fingers
I'll swallow in deep and I release

Chasing the words that you spoke
Charming and full of hope
Pulling them out for the last time 
Because they need to die
Feeling so cold and so goddamn opaque

So I'm tracing the lines that I wrote 
Alarming and full of holes
Losing you for the last time
Because this needs to die
Feeling so cold and so goddamn misplaced
Reaching for the blade
I'll let you kill me

The Palm

A picture of some clarity and permanence 
That you painted so gracefully
Is hung up in the center of the room 
So at last we tell the story of the darkness that has seeped into my walls
I see your twisted shadow creeping down my hall

Last night when you broke the few pieces I had left
You had reached in, made a cavern in the middle of my chest
So casually the casualty has been thrown in like the rest
And you walked away from this mess completely unscathed

I don't know where your heart was to be quite honest
Did you know for yourself?
Maybe you can answer that the next time you talk to me again
Because, right now your silence is deafening 

Heartbreak had such a beautiful face
I didn't know at the time it'd be you
Heartbreak; a different time and a place
Maybe that time you'd be true
You replaced the feelings that he had gave you by using my own like bait
Maybe the next fool that you play with won't suffer the same old fate
Wind up completely erased

Here I am again, used up and ignored
Heart was proven pointless by some poison I adored
My feelings on the floor
Take what you want and more
Is there anything else?
Is that what you're waiting for?

This could have been something so beautiful but it seemed you just wanted to watch it burn
Maybe you can answer that the next time you find yourself alone
Because right now that's all that I'll ever know 

Heartbreak, one different time and a place 
Maybe that time it'd be true 
Heartbreak had such a beautiful face
I didn't know at the time it'd be you
Replace the feelings that he had gave you by using my own like bait
Maybe the next fool you place with won't suffer the same fucked fate
Wind up completely erased

Depression Dive

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