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hitthewall

enkeli harmaalla

stroke19 being my old alias, this is the last stroke19 song that the world will hear, featuring "redeyes", who is the closest to my current personal image. Despite a lot changing in my life, I still feel like both of these people (unchanged).

unchanged [stroke19 + redeyes]

better apart (p. deprive)

idk what I felt (p. deprive)

just like before

virus

compressed

intentions

fwwh

Cant Leave

Lame

Sweetheart

prod. Pinomin

lyrics

Babe you breathe me in or let me crawl under your skin
can you feel me course through your veins and let me take control of your brain

I didn't know you felt this pain, it feels like you were close to going insane
one more walk alone in the rain, and I would have been the one digging your grave.

you breathe me out and i don't know where to start or where to go i was left in the dark
i can find home, it feels like looking through tar
and a heart made of chrome you know i got a few scars

babe you breathe me in
No i don't know what its like to win

I'm always on the losing team, staring towards your screams you know it would be to

have a heart that can beat without you
while its chambers are perfectly soundproofed
but these dreams i cannot get around to
now i'm praying while my sky's are still blue

Babe you breathe me in or let me crawl under your skin
can you feel me course through your veins and let me take control of your brain

Breathe

Lyrics

I still try so hard, to feel like, I'm someone, you know I
Cant take it, when you hurt me, in my core , I still scream

Just let me go, I'm not good enough for you
Please just let me know, you can tell the truth or watch me bleed

I know (I know), I've been more than just a Nightmare (more than just a nightmare)
And I hope (I hope), You ain't leaving with that dead glare (leaving with that dead)

I know ( girl I know), I've been more than just a Nightmare (more than just a nightmare)
And I hope (I hope), You ain't leaving with that dead glare (leaving with that dead)
Girl I know (girl I know), I was more just a one night stand (more than just a one night stand)
And I Hope (and i hope), You might let me be your man

You used to say you loved me, but I don't know what happened
I feel like i'm a has been, you see my heart has blackened
and you can even fathom I don't have much to gain, you cannot imagine you think i'm just a lame

I still try so hard, to feel like, I'm someone, you know I
Cant take it, when you hurt me, in my core , I still scream

I know ( girl I know), I've been more than just a Nightmare (more than just a nightmare)
And I hope (I hope), You ain't leaving with that dead glare (leaving with that dead)
Girl I know (girl I know), I was more just a one night stand (more than just a one night stand)
And I Hope (and i hope), You might let me be your man


prod. syndrome

Nightmare

Produced and Engineered by Alex R and Stroke 19


[Lyrics]

Heart as solid as stone, words sharp but they cannot pierce
Cut until I see bone, it hurts but i’ll wipe my tears

Please let me know, what you want to do i’m stuck in my old ways with you
We can play pretend, like your words didn’t cut right through- do it all again i'll still run back to you

I don’t have the heart to let go, veins of glass so fragile to show, words of chrome my heart will glow, I think it's best i did this alone

Cut until i see bone, it hurts but i’ll wipe my tears
God can’t help and you can’t save me, constant pain, but you can’t break me

All the pain you’ve caused i'll force it all right back onto you, at a loss for words i'm laying on the floor turning blue
Now my stomach turns i'm praying that he don’t let me loose, Golden halo on my head i'm coming back for round two

All the pain you’ve caused i'll force it all right back onto you, at a loss for words im laying on the floor turning blue
Now my stomach turns, I'm praying that he don’t let me loose, Golden halo on my... 

Please let me know, what you want to do i’m stuck in my old ways with you
We can play pretend, like your words didn’t cut right through- do it all again i'll still run back to you

I don’t have the heart to let go, veins of glass so fragile to show, words of chrome my heart will glow, I think it's best i did this alone

Pierce

Produced and Engineered by Sighost and Stroke19, Photo by Decarlo Rose

REPENT

❆ Lyrics ❆

Baby its when you would (Baby its when you would)
Lay low and talk on the (Lay low and talk on the)
Let go when you want to (Let go when you want to)
It’s over I want you 

Baby its when you would call 
I don’t want you to hang up the phone
We could lay low and talk every night
but I let go when you want to fight       
 
Come home babe I want to die
I don’t want this girl I don’t feel right
Hurt me but I will not pry
You lie and you blame every time

Oooh (Oooh)
Oooh ( You lie and you blame, you lie and you blame every time)

Baby its when you would call 
I don’t want you to hang up the phone
We could lay low and talk every night
but I let go when you want to fight          

Baby its when you would call 
I don’t want you to hang up the phone
We could lay low and talk every night
but I let go when you want to fight


Written, Engineered, and Executive Produced by Eric P

lies

❆Lyrics❆

Lately I’ve been broken
Bleeding heart ripped open
Seizing I don’t know 
I’m still pleading left below 

Hate me I can’t focus
(Hush)
Sinking in those ocean eyes
Don’t get left behind 
(Love is hard to find)

You put the weight on my heart 
You shift the blame at the start
She looks ashamed of my art
I think we look good apart

Ooh I can’t help it (oh I can’t)
I’m so damn selfish 
I don’t even want to break to soon
I can’t even take a day from you 

When I hear you call my name (when I hear you call my name)
I try my best not to go chase (Ooh I try my best)
When it’s time girl please be brave (When it’s time girl please be brave)
Do not let my love go to waste (do not let my love go to waste)

I don’t really have shit I need to talk about
Baby when you got time can you come around
I can’t stand another fight I want to help you out
(Yeah)

I won’t make another climb just to face a drought 
I can’t waste another dime not a large amount 

Her love can burn like an ember
My heart is cold like a glacier 
Baby you should watch your attitude 
All I know is I’m nothing but bad for you 

Ooh I can’t help it (oh I can’t)
 I’m so damn selfish 
I don’t even want to break to soon
I can’t even take a day from you 

When I hear you call my name (when I hear you call my name)
I try my best not to go chase (Ooh I try my best)
When it’s time girl please be brave (when it’s time girl please be brave)
Do not let my love go to waste (do not let my love go to waste)

Written and Engineered by elder Produced by Sighost

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