Punches At Ghosts demo recorded on ipad

Don't go breaking small bones
Throwing punches at ghosts
Never seem to land them clean

Your hopes, scattered like crows
Leaving you loathsome 
A murder in a violent breeze

The circus came to town and never left 
And I can't keep me stoned enough to take it

Some folks say that they know
But nobody knows
No one knows a goddamned thing

Suppose the rope hadn't broke, you wouldn't be lonely

The circus came to town and never left 
And I can't keep me stoned enough to take it

Punches At Ghosts

Fools Gold demo recorded on ipad

Life is strange when you don't feel like a human
In the end there's only doom and dispair 
The minds dont change and it's only you you're fooling with your wishing that somebody might care

Everybody's rushing for fools gold 
And im too busy eating my heart out

Some may say that it pays to hold the key 
But the wage was never worthy of want
Lead me miles away or just across the room and watch me wander like a loon til I'm lost

Everybody's rushing for fools gold 
I'm too busy eating my heart out

I'm just dead weight that won't stop living
The apology that keeps on giving
I'd run away from it all only if I could 

You can place your blame or blame the place you came from, anything but owning your faults
At the end of the day you'll be guilty just the same without a friend to break your fall 

Everybody's rushing for fools gold 
And im too busy eating my heart out

Fools Gold

Full time and half alive
Ive been working for smoke
Im high and im broke 
I'm no good to you now

We tried to change their minds
A sisyphus stone
You can't roll it alone
And I'm no good to you now

Capsized friendships find
A safe place to sink
I'm not who you think
I'm no good to you now

Sisyphus Stone

Red ipad demo

I want to bloody my hands on the men who've wronged me
But in the end that'd only spell infamy
Decide to swallow pride and walk away
Best be believing I'll be leaving til these feelings fade

Mother used to love her but then she turned
First flames in a rage til the whole house burned
Never told me she was crazy but I learned in time
She was madder than a hatter and so was I

Red is all I'm seeing
The truth can be deceiving 
Gone to hell with their unreason
I'm drowning in the deep end

Heaved my heart on the basement floor 
Hung my tears to dry and shed some more
Nothing means nothing and nothing is a fair
Don't call me for comfort, you won't find it here

Red is all I'm seeing
The truth can be deceiving 
Gone to hell with their unreason
I'm drowning in the deep end

Here's to the David with the goliath ego 
Don't stumble on the stones you throw
You can take it somewhere else, where someone else may care

Anywhere but here

You go your way, I'll go my way
So long, later days I won't sit and wait for our hearts to change
You go your way, I'll go my way 
You wouldn't water dead flowers in the rain , so what's the sense in hanging on

Always fueling the flames just for kicks
Still so surprised when you get burned
And you play and you take
Well, aren't we all just something else

Look at us now

You go your way, I'll go my way 
So long, later days I won't sit and wait for hearts to change
You go your way, I'll go my way
You wouldn't water dead flowers in the rain , so what's the sense in hanging on

Parting Ways

Pessimistic penitent
Hasn't been forgiven yet
Cross your heart for affirmation
Crossed is all you get

Burning bridges, staying warm
Keeping friends at bay
Temporary tempests carry 
sanity away 

And you're still here
Call it fear
But in the end its only you

Hold on brother could you come back another time
Gonna roll my bones mama I'll leave them where they lie

Irreverent and irrelevant 
To hell with all that heaven sent
To hell with us and them

To the moon and back again
But the highs won't stick 
Weary wasted wandering on
Too broke to get your fix

The end is near 
but it's not clear 
just when yet

Hold on brother could you come back another time 
Gonna roll my bones mama I'll leave them where they lie

Come Back Another Time

I'm only as good as you think I am
A sugarcoated trainwreck
Don't expect a second chance

Nobody knows you, then you die
All the world is dead in my eyes

I'm only as me as you think I am
A calloused charm means harm 
Youre all just victims of my circumstance 

Nobody knows you then you die 
All the world is dead in my eyes 

Remember the one that got away
Ligatures loosened
With emaciation 

Remember the ones that lay decayed
They're all just credit
To my rage, a debt repayed 

Nobody knows you then you die 
All the world is dead in my eyes

Nice Guy

She took the wrong way home
Gone and set her name in stone
Hid her head in the arborvitaes 
And left for Colorado in the mornin

Mother don't you weep for me 
See i've got no soul to keep clean 
Left for dead is right for living
I'll tell you nothing's wrong 

Ooh, hold me down til i don't breathe 
Ooh, but i can't come clean

Call me lost until I'm found out
I know it won't be long now
There are no more D.B. Coopers 
And the plane is going down

Elder Chett Mullet Killer