the hardest break-up. seeing them again. pretending to be okay but really you're not. 

Things happen

ex's fight over a guy and helping one out with a place to stay. but, the lover is Jaded and a drug addict. 

Hella Bent

for this I played the beat and wrote down what the music spoke to me. 

Real

my neighbor is an eccentric woman to say the least. she has this magical gift to sooth me through my panic attacks. she must be in conflict with someone at all times and I'm included in this rotation. this song was for her. thanks doll... 

I Still Believe

I wrote this about two guys, mostly just one of them, who were in-between housing and I let come to mine to either rest or stay the night. it got to where I put my life on hold for these two and it was really bringing me down. I struggle with depression as it is. I couldn't deal. 

Myself Again

I had a crush on a friend and I wrote this while sitting next to him on the train home. it was an intense crush that confused the hell out of me and ultimately ruined the friendship. It still makes me sad. 

confused

this is basically a journal entry of thought and future contemplation. 

wont lose my mind

this song is about being hooked on meth. a Breakable space is a pipe, don't live your life inside of one. 

A Breakable Space

I was listening to the beat and this is what it said to me..

Out OF Hate

when everybody flakes on you when you need them the most. not even your mom comes. 

My Whole Damn Life

talks about when people grow apart. also, new doors opening because of it. 

the fire burns out

my expression of how deep passion can take you 

Love Affairs

I wrote it about a friend that was staying with me and just kinda playing with my emotions. 

How Many Tries

I wrote it while walking my friend home in Los Banos, CA. He lived in the biggest house on the block and we used to tease him about it. LoL

Walking

wrote this song about a guy I had a crush on when I was living in Los Banos. painful crush it was. 

ride the ride

The Death Song

I wrote this when I caught feelings for my best friend at the time. I couldn't act right and I fucked the friendship up.... fur good.  I miss you buddy.

More than Friends

a new friend stayed with me for a few days and he got a little crazier each day. 

Sleep in my Friend

wrote it while riding the train through my old stomping grounds. 

Ring Around the Roses

All About Money

my friend

A little Bit

Maybe... solo

DemiGod (2023)

I've Been Watching you

Hurt You

Always Abandoned

Beautiful Energies

Diamonds in the Rough

Life reflection.
Me, the love of my life and my favorite aunt.

I'm Not Ready

Sucker for a ballad. Sad depressing drug influenced music like Lana Del Rey and Juice World are my dig. My music is basically my journal come to life. It’s time to get honest. 

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