Please make more songs like this its perfect 🙏

17th

NEVER AGE AGAIN. 10 EASY STEPS. YOU WILL LAUGH AT YOUR FORMER SELF.

SEX BENEFITS ( ͡❛ ᴥ ͡❛)

how lucky are you?
to be where youve been?
how lucky are you?
when nothings on your mind?

out on spotify link in bio 

bandcampo

luck

"ashes" originally made 2-22-21

im over my fears

I'm gonna start this very simple and with absolute truth - im not a pedophile. I barely knew the person who called me out, I didn't even know their name, I had no interest in pictures, no interest in finding out who they were irl, the conversations were short and I forgot about them barely a year later, like most conversations I had at that time with strangers. the second time around they reached out, I didn't even remember they were the same person let alone how old they were. the biggest mistake I made was putting myself in a space and community where there was no age control or consideration of anybody's background on a daily basis. i was maybe a year right out of high school, I am not perfect.

I've spent almost every week of the last year attending behavioral therapy, pushing myself through some very dark spaces addressing my own past traumas. I refuse to spill every detail about my life and childhood, but the biggest thing I've learned is that I'm not a self hating monster who purposefully seeks out hurting children. I refuse to be that image people think I am, I've worked so fucking hard this last year to figure myself out and I have no regrets about where I am now mentally. I made mistakes, I addressed them, I'm very proud of how far I've come. I don't care if anyone believes me or forgives me or whatever! have your own mindset, thats perfectly great. I think being tossed out of the communities I had been involved in like trash was infinitely for the better, looking back at how fucking nasty and awful some of those people are. I'm glad I didn't hurt myself and to be honest, I never will and it only gets better from here.

I'm not a monster, I'm going to continue making what I love, and I'll keep working to be a better person despite the ashes in my past. I probably won't continue omnipony other than small tidbits, but for those that know my truth, I'm happy to have you along the journey

god bless✌️

ashes 3.1

tear apart

goin home 2nite robots

songs always call yr name 
winter never left
places haven’t been the same
the snow never melts

cobblestone throat

friends

minna - King, Warrior, Magician, Lover

5 Chicchan ¤ 5 Coatl ¤ 5 Do'tsi
(5/12/2025); 7:07 pm


A Curar El Mundo

dwouowghbyo

bratman

Wonder What It's Like

Moon Like a Pearl

No Shelter No Sanctuary

(hit the download limit oops)

I went through a very rough time recently. Here's the lyrics:

Look at the sunflower girl 
singing a ballad
Her ukulele drops tears out of ocean skies

With each string she pulls 
another domino falls
But she’ll always rise through a bubble in her mind

I need you to drip freely from the ravine in her eyes

(Why not yet?) x3

Aren’t you out of your fucking mind?
No I’m not ready to fall again
Fall again 
Fall again 
Fall again 
Fall again

sunflowergirl

Reflection Eternal -  Nujabes

bastard click

http://usblahmeblah.online/interviews/kazami-suzuki
long distance brandy

Distqnce

the city is an amplifier 
for those sensitive to its sound
remembering everything

cobblestone throat

derit

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