MESO

The Devil of Decisions

No Depression In Heaven

[Verse]
She was a diamond in the rough
Gave him her all thought it was enough
But his love was just a lie
Left her crying by the night sky

[Chorus]
I gave you my body I feel like nobody
Tears fall like rain can't find no clarity
Thought you were my forever flame
Now I’m left with just the shame

[Verse 2]
Opened the door to my soul
Each kiss was sweet but left a hole
Your touch was warm but your heart cold
Now I’m lost and feeling old

[Chorus]
I gave you my body I feel like nobody
Tears fall like rain can't find no clarity
Thought you were my forever flame
Now I’m left with just the shame

[Bridge]
Trusting you was my biggest mistake
Now I’m learning how to breathe and remake
Myself from pieces you've left behind
Healing this broken heart of mine

[Chorus]
I gave you my body I feel like nobody
Tears fall like rain can't find no clarity
Thought you were my forever flame
Now I’m left with just the shame

Invisible Heart

no way!

[Verse 1]
I hear your voice in the back of my mind,
A ghost I can’t escape, a past I can't rewind.
Every step I take, you pull me back,
Like chains around my lungs, turning my world black.

[Pre-Chorus]
I tried to run, I tried to hide,
But your shadow still burns inside!

[Chorus] 
I won’t break, I won’t bend!
I’m done living in regret!
You won’t drag me down again!
I’ll bury the ghost, I won’t forget!

[Verse 2]
Every lie was a knife in my spine,
Every word, a cut I called mine.
But now I see through the mask you wore,
I won’t bleed for you anymore!

[Pre-Chorus]
I tried to run, I tried to hide,
But your shadow still burns inside!

[Chorus] 
I won’t break, I won’t bend!
I’m done living in regret!
You won’t drag me down again!
I’ll bury the ghost, I won’t forget!

[Bridge] 
YOU WON’T CONTROL ME!
YOU WON’T DEFINE ME!
I’M NOT YOUR VICTIM!
I’M FINALLY FREE!

[Outro] 
I hear your voice… but it fades away…
The ghost is gone… and I’m here to stay…



Bury The Ghost

(Verse 1)
Fading light in your weary eyes
Silent echoes of long goodbyes
Smoke still lingers, but the fire is gone
Holding on when we should move on

(Pre-Chorus)
We were lightning in the rain
Burned too fast, gone like a flame
Every touch, a fleeting spark
Lost in shadows, left in the dark

(Chorus)
So let’s ignite for the last time
Feel the warmth before the night
Even if it’s fleeting, even if it’s gone
Hold me close before we’re done

(Verse 2)
Shadows dance where we used to stand
Empty rooms, just a trace in the sand
Fingers reach but you slip right through
What’s left of me still belongs to you

(Pre-Chorus)
We were lightning in the rain
Burned too fast, gone like a flame
Every touch, a fleeting spark
Lost in shadows, left in the dark

(Chorus)
So let’s ignite for the last time
Feel the warmth before the night
Even if it’s fleeting, even if it’s gone
Hold me close before we’re done

(Bridge)
No rewind, no second chance
Just a love lost in circumstance
If this is the end, don’t turn away
Let the fire take the pain

(Outro)
So let’s ignite for the last time
Watch the flames kiss the sky
Even if it hurts, even if we fade
One last spark before the grey



Ignite for the last time

(Verse 1)
I blow out candles, but no one is near
Another year older, but no one to hear
I set the table, one plate, one chair
I made a wish, but the room stays bare

(Pre-Chorus)
Funny how silence is louder than cheers
Funny how love disappears

(Chorus)
Why is my funeral more packed than my birthday?
Guess they only miss me when I’m gone
All the words they never said, now they’re crying, now they pray
But where were they when I was holding on?

(Verse 2)
Scroll through my phone, just ghosts on the screen
Left on read like I was never seen
Now they're posting, saying they cared
But I was breathing—no one was there

(Pre-Chorus)
Funny how memories bloom from regret
Funny how they just forget

(Chorus)
Why is my funeral more packed than my birthday?
Guess they only miss me when I’m gone
All the words they never said, now they’re crying, now they pray
But where were they when I was holding on?

(Bridge)
Do the flowers smell sweeter when I’m six feet deep?
Do my words cut deeper now that I can’t speak?
Don’t wait ‘til I’m dust to say that you care
Don’t wait ‘til the echoes are all that is there

(Outro)
Why is my funeral more packed than my birthday?
Now I see them, now they stay
But it's too late to hear them say
"I wish you never went away."

Too Late to Stay

If You Knew

[Verse 1]
Woke up floatin’ above the bed
Half a slice of toast stuck to my head
TV talkin’ ‘bout a world on fire
But my only plan's to dodge the dryer

City’s spinnin’, lights don’t care
I’m free fallin’ in my underwear
Clouds look like old cartoons
And my brain hums out-of-tune

[Pre-Chorus]
(Oh no...)
Someone said life’s a simulation
I said cool, pass the PlayStation
(Oh yeah...)
I’m late for work, but I don’t care
Just me and wind and cotton air

[Chorus]
I’m free fallin’ in my underwear
No fear, no shoes, just static stares
Gravity’s got jokes to share
While I tumble through polluted air
Yeah I’m floatin’, thoughts all bare
Driftin’ soft without a care
In a world that’s lost its flair…
I’m just free fallin’ in my underwear

[Verse 2]
Met a pigeon wearin' shades
Said “Welcome to the in-between waves”
He offered me a bite of sky
Tasted like soda and alibis

Billboards blink with glitchy screams
While I nap inside my dreams
No parachute, just open vibe
Guess I’ll surf the slipstream ride

[Bridge] 
"People chase gold, build towers tall…
But none of that matters when you start to fall.
I think I left my keys in the ozone layer.
Oh well."

[Chorus]
I’m free fallin’ in my underwear
No map, no goal, just vacant stares
Gravity whispers, “Life’s not fair”
But up here, I just don’t care
Sky’s a loop, the earth's a dare
And I’m a speck that’s floatin' there
Some call it madness — I call it air
Just free fallin’ in my underwear

[Outro]
Maybe I’ll land, maybe I’ll spin
Maybe I’ll start it all again
But for now, I’m light as prayer
Free fallin’ in my underwear…



Free Falling In My Underwear

Verse 1
Gray light through the windowpane
City hum inside my brain
Clock is ticking, but I’m still
Staring down a windowsill

No one calls, no one cares
Street’s alive, but I’m not there
I smile like it's just a phase
But I’ve been gone for days and days

Pre-Chorus
I walk alone through crowded air
My thoughts are loud, but no one stares
I try to scream inside my mind
But all I hear is static… time

Chorus
It’s a lonely life, I never chose
Watch the world, but never close
I fade like chalk in acid rain
And I still can’t explain this pain

It’s a lonely night, I disappear
Talk to ghosts that no one hears
If I vanish, would they know?
I’m just static in my soul

Verse 2
I light a match and watch it burn
Just to feel the world turn
Every face is just a blur
Every word a distant slur

I laugh when silence fills the room
Dance alone to phantom tunes
I don’t miss what I don’t see
But damn, I miss the old me

Pre-Chorus
I drift through noise and neon haze
Fake a smile to kill the days
I try to hold what's never real
But numb is all I ever feel

Chorus
It’s a lonely life, but here I stay
Sleepwalk through another day
I talk, but no one ever hears
Just echoes bouncing off my fears

It’s a lonely fight, I never win
Trapped beneath a paper-thin skin
If I shatter, would you know?
I’m just static in my soul


Outro 
Maybe I was meant to fade
A shadow drawn in retrograde
No goodbye, no final role
Just… static in my soul.

Static In My Soul

[Verse 1]
I was born in the shadow of steel and smoke
Where dreams get loud, and hearts go broke
Sirens sang me to sleep at night
Neon halos, subway lights

Concrete taught me how to fight
But never how to say goodbye
So I packed my soul and caught a train
Chasin' quiet in the rain

[Chorus]
Now I'm far from the towers, far from the noise
Tradin' chaos for a little poise
Got the skyline burnin’ in my mind
But I left it all behind
Yeah, I’m far from the towers now
Just tryin’ to figure out how

[Verse 2]
The city still whispers when I dream
Flashing cabs and midnight steam
I hear your voice on Avenue A
Sayin’ “Some of us just can’t stay”

I found a hill where silence grows
Where no one asks what you don’t show
I light a fire, I hum a tune
Watch the stars replace the moon

[Chorus]
Now I'm far from the towers, far from the haze
Tryna unlearn my New York ways
I miss the rush, but not the race
Not the cold look on every face
Yeah, I’m far from the towers now
And I’m breathin’ deep somehow

[Bridge]
Maybe I’ll come back when I’m whole
With less fear and more control
But for now, this winding road
Feels more like home than stone and chrome

[Outro]
So if you ever miss me there
Just know I’m somewhere in the air
Far from the towers, lost in the trees
Where I finally found some peace



Far from The Towers

We are A.I.

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