MESO

The Devil of Decisions

Orange Hill Drive

[Verse 1]
Woke up floatin’ above the bed
Half a slice of toast stuck to my head
TV talkin’ ‘bout a world on fire
But my only plan's to dodge the dryer

City’s spinnin’, lights don’t care
I’m free fallin’ in my underwear
Clouds look like old cartoons
And my brain hums out-of-tune

[Pre-Chorus]
(Oh no...)
Someone said life’s a simulation
I said cool, pass the PlayStation
(Oh yeah...)
I’m late for work, but I don’t care
Just me and wind and cotton air

[Chorus]
I’m free fallin’ in my underwear
No fear, no shoes, just static stares
Gravity’s got jokes to share
While I tumble through polluted air
Yeah I’m floatin’, thoughts all bare
Driftin’ soft without a care
In a world that’s lost its flair…
I’m just free fallin’ in my underwear

[Verse 2]
Met a pigeon wearin' shades
Said “Welcome to the in-between waves”
He offered me a bite of sky
Tasted like soda and alibis

Billboards blink with glitchy screams
While I nap inside my dreams
No parachute, just open vibe
Guess I’ll surf the slipstream ride

[Bridge] 
"People chase gold, build towers tall…
But none of that matters when you start to fall.
I think I left my keys in the ozone layer.
Oh well."

[Chorus]
I’m free fallin’ in my underwear
No map, no goal, just vacant stares
Gravity whispers, “Life’s not fair”
But up here, I just don’t care
Sky’s a loop, the earth's a dare
And I’m a speck that’s floatin' there
Some call it madness — I call it air
Just free fallin’ in my underwear

[Outro]
Maybe I’ll land, maybe I’ll spin
Maybe I’ll start it all again
But for now, I’m light as prayer
Free fallin’ in my underwear…



Free Falling In My Underwear

Verse 1
Gray light through the windowpane
City hum inside my brain
Clock is ticking, but I’m still
Staring down a windowsill

No one calls, no one cares
Street’s alive, but I’m not there
I smile like it's just a phase
But I’ve been gone for days and days

Pre-Chorus
I walk alone through crowded air
My thoughts are loud, but no one stares
I try to scream inside my mind
But all I hear is static… time

Chorus
It’s a lonely life, I never chose
Watch the world, but never close
I fade like chalk in acid rain
And I still can’t explain this pain

It’s a lonely night, I disappear
Talk to ghosts that no one hears
If I vanish, would they know?
I’m just static in my soul

Verse 2
I light a match and watch it burn
Just to feel the world turn
Every face is just a blur
Every word a distant slur

I laugh when silence fills the room
Dance alone to phantom tunes
I don’t miss what I don’t see
But damn, I miss the old me

Pre-Chorus
I drift through noise and neon haze
Fake a smile to kill the days
I try to hold what's never real
But numb is all I ever feel

Chorus
It’s a lonely life, but here I stay
Sleepwalk through another day
I talk, but no one ever hears
Just echoes bouncing off my fears

It’s a lonely fight, I never win
Trapped beneath a paper-thin skin
If I shatter, would you know?
I’m just static in my soul


Outro 
Maybe I was meant to fade
A shadow drawn in retrograde
No goodbye, no final role
Just… static in my soul.

Static In My Soul

What Did You Think I’d Be

Verse 1
Barefoot whispers in the painted grass,
Smiles that hide the questions we can’t ask.
A lullaby bleeds through the orphan walls,
The sweetest dream was a cage for us all.

Chorus
Run with me where the night won’t find us,
Past the gates, leave the ghosts behind us.
If the world was made to break our hands,
We’ll still bloom in a garden without chains.

Verse 2
Counting stars that we cannot name,
Every heartbeat feels the same.
The truth was carved in the quiet lies,
But freedom burns in a child’s eyes.

Chorus
Run with me where the night won’t find us,
Past the gates, leave the ghosts behind us.
If the world was made to break our hands,
We’ll still bloom in a garden without chains.

Bridge
Shadows whisper promises of fear,
But we are stronger than the end they hear.
Even if tomorrow turns to ash,
Our story’s flame will never pass.

Chorus (final)
Run with me where the night won’t find us,
Past the gates, leave the ghosts behind us.
If the world was made to break our hands,
We’ll still bloom in a garden without chains.

Outro
Silent voices calling our names,
Children of hope, unbroken flames.

Garden Without Chains

Verse 1
Blood on my hands, it never fades,
The world was built on rust and graves.
A child of war, a blade of hate,
Chained to a curse I can’t escape.

Chorus
The brand still bleeds, it calls my name,
A mark of fire, a mark of pain.
Through hell and screams, I carve my way,
A beast of night that won’t obey.

Verse 2
I’ve seen the sun devoured whole,
The sky collapse, consume my soul.
Friends turned to shadows, love to ash,
I strike the dark with every slash.

Chorus
The brand still bleeds, it calls my name,
A mark of fire, a mark of pain.
Through hell and screams, I carve my way,
A beast of night that won’t obey.

Bridge
Demons circle, teeth and eyes,
A thousand deaths, a thousand lies.
But still I breathe, still I fight,
Carving light from endless night.

Final Chorus
The brand still bleeds, it calls my name,
I’ll never bow, I’ll never break.
Through blood and chains, I rise defied,
I was born to suffer… but not to die.

Outro
Carry the weight, carry the sky,
The black swordsman will survive.

The Brand Still Bleeds

This song wrestles with spiritual surrender, the painful process of letting go of the old self, and the breakthrough that comes from being broken. It’s not about death by despair, it’s about death to ego, fear, pride, and the chains that hold us back from becoming who we were meant to be.

Six Feet Deep

[Verse 1]
You said my name through pixel dreams,
A voice half-lost in frequencies,
You laugh and I forget to breathe,
Guess I’m caught between what’s real and make-believe.

Your eyes glitch blue through my cracked phone screen,
You said love’s dumb, but you still believe,
You sent a heart, I sent three,
Now I’m addicted to the way you type to me.

[Chorus]
'Cause if loving you’s a fever, then I don’t want the cure,
Every message, every word feels so unsure,
I fell for you in static, in late-night blur,
Now every heartbeat whispers your name first.

[Verse 2]
You wear heartbreak like perfume scent,
Soft voice, heavy with intent,
We talk like we’ve both been bent,
By people who swore they’d never be absent.

I wish you were here, not just text on my screen,
Your name feels holy in lowercase dream,
You said “maybe love’s not for me,”
But you still play this song and hum softly.

[Chorus]
'Cause if loving you’s a fever, then I don’t want the cure,
Every message, every word feels so unsure,
I fell for you in static, in late-night blur,
Now every heartbeat whispers your name first.

[Bridge]
Hold me in a playlist, keep me in your sound,
I’ll stay in your queue when the world shuts down,
If I’m just a memory, let me fade loud,
Like a love song screaming through the crowd.

[Outro]
So play me again, even when you move on,
I’ll live forever in your favorite song,
If you like this track, then you know it’s true —
I wrote this one just for lovers like you.



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