[Verse 1]
I'm wanderin' through shadows of the past,

Faded dreams, yeah, they never last,

Echoes whisperin' your name in my head,

Tryna find peace but I'm filled with dread.

In the silence, I hear your lies.

[Chorus]
Can't escape this memory lane,

Fallin' deeper, feelin' the pain,

You're not love, just my dark curse,

Every thought of you, it just gets worse.

[Verse 2]
Wrestlin' with all these thoughts and regrets,

Jealousy cuts deep, like it's a debt,

How could you play me, how can I see clear?

Knowin' you're the ghost that I still fear.

We're trapped in this twisted game.

[Chorus]
Can't escape this memory lane,

Fallin' deeper, feelin' the pain,

You're not love, just my dark curse,

Every thought of you, it just gets worse.

[Outro]
I'm lost, caught in this mind's stage,

A prisoner of heartache and rage.

Prisoner of Memory

Orange Hill Drive

Kerosene

Verse 1
Gray light through the windowpane
City hum inside my brain
Clock is ticking, but I’m still
Staring down a windowsill

No one calls, no one cares
Street’s alive, but I’m not there
I smile like it's just a phase
But I’ve been gone for days and days

Pre-Chorus
I walk alone through crowded air
My thoughts are loud, but no one stares
I try to scream inside my mind
But all I hear is static… time

Chorus
It’s a lonely life, I never chose
Watch the world, but never close
I fade like chalk in acid rain
And I still can’t explain this pain

It’s a lonely night, I disappear
Talk to ghosts that no one hears
If I vanish, would they know?
I’m just static in my soul

Verse 2
I light a match and watch it burn
Just to feel the world turn
Every face is just a blur
Every word a distant slur

I laugh when silence fills the room
Dance alone to phantom tunes
I don’t miss what I don’t see
But damn, I miss the old me

Pre-Chorus
I drift through noise and neon haze
Fake a smile to kill the days
I try to hold what's never real
But numb is all I ever feel

Chorus
It’s a lonely life, but here I stay
Sleepwalk through another day
I talk, but no one ever hears
Just echoes bouncing off my fears

It’s a lonely fight, I never win
Trapped beneath a paper-thin skin
If I shatter, would you know?
I’m just static in my soul


Outro 
Maybe I was meant to fade
A shadow drawn in retrograde
No goodbye, no final role
Just… static in my soul.

Static In My Soul

What Did You Think I’d Be

Verse 1
Barefoot whispers in the painted grass,
Smiles that hide the questions we can’t ask.
A lullaby bleeds through the orphan walls,
The sweetest dream was a cage for us all.

Chorus
Run with me where the night won’t find us,
Past the gates, leave the ghosts behind us.
If the world was made to break our hands,
We’ll still bloom in a garden without chains.

Verse 2
Counting stars that we cannot name,
Every heartbeat feels the same.
The truth was carved in the quiet lies,
But freedom burns in a child’s eyes.

Chorus
Run with me where the night won’t find us,
Past the gates, leave the ghosts behind us.
If the world was made to break our hands,
We’ll still bloom in a garden without chains.

Bridge
Shadows whisper promises of fear,
But we are stronger than the end they hear.
Even if tomorrow turns to ash,
Our story’s flame will never pass.

Chorus (final)
Run with me where the night won’t find us,
Past the gates, leave the ghosts behind us.
If the world was made to break our hands,
We’ll still bloom in a garden without chains.

Outro
Silent voices calling our names,
Children of hope, unbroken flames.

Garden Without Chains

Verse 1
Blood on my hands, it never fades,
The world was built on rust and graves.
A child of war, a blade of hate,
Chained to a curse I can’t escape.

Chorus
The brand still bleeds, it calls my name,
A mark of fire, a mark of pain.
Through hell and screams, I carve my way,
A beast of night that won’t obey.

Verse 2
I’ve seen the sun devoured whole,
The sky collapse, consume my soul.
Friends turned to shadows, love to ash,
I strike the dark with every slash.

Chorus
The brand still bleeds, it calls my name,
A mark of fire, a mark of pain.
Through hell and screams, I carve my way,
A beast of night that won’t obey.

Bridge
Demons circle, teeth and eyes,
A thousand deaths, a thousand lies.
But still I breathe, still I fight,
Carving light from endless night.

Final Chorus
The brand still bleeds, it calls my name,
I’ll never bow, I’ll never break.
Through blood and chains, I rise defied,
I was born to suffer… but not to die.

Outro
Carry the weight, carry the sky,
The black swordsman will survive.

The Brand Still Bleeds

This song wrestles with spiritual surrender, the painful process of letting go of the old self, and the breakthrough that comes from being broken. It’s not about death by despair, it’s about death to ego, fear, pride, and the chains that hold us back from becoming who we were meant to be.

Six Feet Deep

Verse 1
Last night I had a dream about you,
The sky was bleeding shades of blue.
Your eyes cut through the static air,
Like I’d known you all my life right there.

I woke up with your name on my tongue,
Heart beating like a loaded gun.
Can’t shake the light you left in me,
Feels like I’m finally learning to breathe.

Pre-Chorus
And I don’t care if I fall too fast,
I’ve been waiting for something that lasts.

Chorus
I’m diving headfirst into you,
No fear, no doubts, no parachute.
Every heartbeat feels brand new,
If this is love, I’ll crash right through.
I’m diving headfirst — into you.

Verse 2
Your voice still haunts the morning haze,
Like sunlight breaking through my veins.
I see forever in your silhouette,
And I’m not scared of the fall just yet.

Pre-Chorus
Every scar fades when I see your face,
I’ve found my reason in this place.

Chorus
I’m diving headfirst into you,
No fear, no doubts, no parachute.
Every heartbeat feels brand new,
If this is love, I’ll crash right through.
I’m diving headfirst — into you.

Bridge
Let the noise fade out, let the stars align,
You’re the chaos I’ve been dying to find.
If this is a dream, don’t wake me yet,
I’m not ready to forget.

Breakdown
I’ve been lost in a loop too long,
But your name rewrote my song.

Chorus
I’m diving headfirst into you,
No fear, no doubts, no parachute.
Every heartbeat feels brand new,
If this is love, I’ll crash right through.
I’m diving headfirst — into you.

Outro
Last night I had a dream about you…
And now I don’t want to wake up.

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