[Verse 1]
I'm wanderin' through shadows of the past,

Faded dreams, yeah, they never last,

Echoes whisperin' your name in my head,

Tryna find peace but I'm filled with dread.

In the silence, I hear your lies.

[Chorus]
Can't escape this memory lane,

Fallin' deeper, feelin' the pain,

You're not love, just my dark curse,

Every thought of you, it just gets worse.

[Verse 2]
Wrestlin' with all these thoughts and regrets,

Jealousy cuts deep, like it's a debt,

How could you play me, how can I see clear?

Knowin' you're the ghost that I still fear.

We're trapped in this twisted game.

[Chorus]
Can't escape this memory lane,

Fallin' deeper, feelin' the pain,

You're not love, just my dark curse,

Every thought of you, it just gets worse.

[Outro]
I'm lost, caught in this mind's stage,

A prisoner of heartache and rage.

Prisoner of Memory

Orange Hill Drive

Kerosene

What Did You Think I’d Be

Verse 1
Barefoot whispers in the painted grass,
Smiles that hide the questions we can’t ask.
A lullaby bleeds through the orphan walls,
The sweetest dream was a cage for us all.

Chorus
Run with me where the night won’t find us,
Past the gates, leave the ghosts behind us.
If the world was made to break our hands,
We’ll still bloom in a garden without chains.

Verse 2
Counting stars that we cannot name,
Every heartbeat feels the same.
The truth was carved in the quiet lies,
But freedom burns in a child’s eyes.

Chorus
Run with me where the night won’t find us,
Past the gates, leave the ghosts behind us.
If the world was made to break our hands,
We’ll still bloom in a garden without chains.

Bridge
Shadows whisper promises of fear,
But we are stronger than the end they hear.
Even if tomorrow turns to ash,
Our story’s flame will never pass.

Chorus (final)
Run with me where the night won’t find us,
Past the gates, leave the ghosts behind us.
If the world was made to break our hands,
We’ll still bloom in a garden without chains.

Outro
Silent voices calling our names,
Children of hope, unbroken flames.

Garden Without Chains

Verse 1
Blood on my hands, it never fades,
The world was built on rust and graves.
A child of war, a blade of hate,
Chained to a curse I can’t escape.

Chorus
The brand still bleeds, it calls my name,
A mark of fire, a mark of pain.
Through hell and screams, I carve my way,
A beast of night that won’t obey.

Verse 2
I’ve seen the sun devoured whole,
The sky collapse, consume my soul.
Friends turned to shadows, love to ash,
I strike the dark with every slash.

Chorus
The brand still bleeds, it calls my name,
A mark of fire, a mark of pain.
Through hell and screams, I carve my way,
A beast of night that won’t obey.

Bridge
Demons circle, teeth and eyes,
A thousand deaths, a thousand lies.
But still I breathe, still I fight,
Carving light from endless night.

Final Chorus
The brand still bleeds, it calls my name,
I’ll never bow, I’ll never break.
Through blood and chains, I rise defied,
I was born to suffer… but not to die.

Outro
Carry the weight, carry the sky,
The black swordsman will survive.

The Brand Still Bleeds

This song wrestles with spiritual surrender, the painful process of letting go of the old self, and the breakthrough that comes from being broken. It’s not about death by despair, it’s about death to ego, fear, pride, and the chains that hold us back from becoming who we were meant to be.

Six Feet Deep

(Verse 1)
I tore the stars out of my chest,
To see if heaven ever wept.
All I found was hollow sound,
And echoes where your faith once slept.

I kissed the fire just to feel,
A little closer to what’s real.
Every scar I tried to hide,
Now sings your name from deep inside.

(Pre-Chorus)
The angels choke on rust and rain,
Their songs dissolve in silent pain.
If this is love, then love’s disease —
I’m on my knees… just begging, please.

(Chorus)
Gods don’t bleed, but I still do,
For every ghost that looks like you.
My tears are black, my hands are numb,
I built this hell I can’t outrun.
And if salvation’s just a lie,
Then let me fall and never die.

(Verse 2)
I hear your voice inside my head,
Whispering prayers the dead have said.
You said I’d find my peace in time,
But peace was never yours or mine.

I carved your face into the wall,
To prove I ever lived at all.
Now every line bleeds like a vow,
I’d trade the light to have you now.

(Pre-Chorus)
Your grace was just a sharpened blade,
A mercy that refused to fade.
I scream your name through broken teeth,
And curse the god I used to believe.

(Chorus)
Gods don’t bleed, but I still do,
For every ghost that looks like you.
My tears are black, my hands are numb,
I built this hell I can’t outrun.
And if salvation’s just a lie,
Then let me fall and never die.

(Bridge)
I’m just the shadow of a prayer,
The echo left when no one cares.
The cross you kissed, the love you broke,
Still burns my lungs with holy smoke.

(Breakdown)
Bury me beneath your shame!
Say my name, say my name!
Every sin was meant for me —
Every wound, a symphony!

(Final Chorus)
Gods don’t bleed, but I still do,
For every ghost that looks like you.
My tears are black, my faith is gone,
I’m what you made, I’m what went wrong.
And if redemption turns away,
Then let me rot where angels pray.

(Outro)
Gods don’t bleed…
But I still do…

Gods Don't Bleed

[Verse 1]
I still smell the smoke on my skin,
From all the bridges you burned me in,
Your shadow crawls across the floor,
A ghost that I don’t need anymore.

You lit the spark, I struck the match,
Now every dream turns into ash,
The love we built was soaked in lies,
So I’ll watch it fade beneath these skies.

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m tired of bleeding for your memory,
So I’ll drown it all in gasoline—

[Chorus]
I’ll burn the memories in kerosene,
Let the fire cleanse what’s left of me,
Every scream, every tear you’ve seen,
Goes up in flames — I’m finally free.

You were poison in my bloodstream,
Now I’m purging what you mean,
I’ll torch the pain, the in-between,
And burn the memories… in kerosene.

[Verse 2]
You carved your name into my chest,
Now I wear the scar like a bulletproof vest,
I’m done being haunted by your voice,
This time, I’m making the final choice.

[Pre-Chorus]
I see the past ignite inside,
A phoenix born where we both died—

[Chorus]
I’ll burn the memories in kerosene,
Let the fire cleanse what’s left of me,
Every scream, every tear you’ve seen,
Goes up in flames — I’m finally free.

You were poison in my bloodstream,
Now I’m purging what you mean,
I’ll torch the pain, the in-between,
And burn the memories… in kerosene.

[Bridge]
Watch it burn! (watch it burn!)
The past is nothing but lessons learned!
No more chains, no more grief,
I found my peace in disbelief!

(breakdown)
The fire whispers… let it be,
I’m more alive without your heat…

[Final Chorus]
I’ll burn the memories in kerosene,
Let the fire take what used to be,
I’m not the person that you’ve seen,
I’ve shed your ghost — I’m finally me.

The ashes fall, the air is clean,
I’m not haunted — I’m redeemed,
I’ll torch the pain, the in-between,
And burn the memories…
in kerosene.

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