MESO

The Devil of Decisions

No Depression In Heaven

Orange Hill Drive

(Verse 1)
I blow out candles, but no one is near
Another year older, but no one to hear
I set the table, one plate, one chair
I made a wish, but the room stays bare

(Pre-Chorus)
Funny how silence is louder than cheers
Funny how love disappears

(Chorus)
Why is my funeral more packed than my birthday?
Guess they only miss me when I’m gone
All the words they never said, now they’re crying, now they pray
But where were they when I was holding on?

(Verse 2)
Scroll through my phone, just ghosts on the screen
Left on read like I was never seen
Now they're posting, saying they cared
But I was breathing—no one was there

(Pre-Chorus)
Funny how memories bloom from regret
Funny how they just forget

(Chorus)
Why is my funeral more packed than my birthday?
Guess they only miss me when I’m gone
All the words they never said, now they’re crying, now they pray
But where were they when I was holding on?

(Bridge)
Do the flowers smell sweeter when I’m six feet deep?
Do my words cut deeper now that I can’t speak?
Don’t wait ‘til I’m dust to say that you care
Don’t wait ‘til the echoes are all that is there

(Outro)
Why is my funeral more packed than my birthday?
Now I see them, now they stay
But it's too late to hear them say
"I wish you never went away."

Too Late to Stay

[Verse 1]
Woke up floatin’ above the bed
Half a slice of toast stuck to my head
TV talkin’ ‘bout a world on fire
But my only plan's to dodge the dryer

City’s spinnin’, lights don’t care
I’m free fallin’ in my underwear
Clouds look like old cartoons
And my brain hums out-of-tune

[Pre-Chorus]
(Oh no...)
Someone said life’s a simulation
I said cool, pass the PlayStation
(Oh yeah...)
I’m late for work, but I don’t care
Just me and wind and cotton air

[Chorus]
I’m free fallin’ in my underwear
No fear, no shoes, just static stares
Gravity’s got jokes to share
While I tumble through polluted air
Yeah I’m floatin’, thoughts all bare
Driftin’ soft without a care
In a world that’s lost its flair…
I’m just free fallin’ in my underwear

[Verse 2]
Met a pigeon wearin' shades
Said “Welcome to the in-between waves”
He offered me a bite of sky
Tasted like soda and alibis

Billboards blink with glitchy screams
While I nap inside my dreams
No parachute, just open vibe
Guess I’ll surf the slipstream ride

[Bridge] 
"People chase gold, build towers tall…
But none of that matters when you start to fall.
I think I left my keys in the ozone layer.
Oh well."

[Chorus]
I’m free fallin’ in my underwear
No map, no goal, just vacant stares
Gravity whispers, “Life’s not fair”
But up here, I just don’t care
Sky’s a loop, the earth's a dare
And I’m a speck that’s floatin' there
Some call it madness — I call it air
Just free fallin’ in my underwear

[Outro]
Maybe I’ll land, maybe I’ll spin
Maybe I’ll start it all again
But for now, I’m light as prayer
Free fallin’ in my underwear…



Free Falling In My Underwear

Verse 1
Gray light through the windowpane
City hum inside my brain
Clock is ticking, but I’m still
Staring down a windowsill

No one calls, no one cares
Street’s alive, but I’m not there
I smile like it's just a phase
But I’ve been gone for days and days

Pre-Chorus
I walk alone through crowded air
My thoughts are loud, but no one stares
I try to scream inside my mind
But all I hear is static… time

Chorus
It’s a lonely life, I never chose
Watch the world, but never close
I fade like chalk in acid rain
And I still can’t explain this pain

It’s a lonely night, I disappear
Talk to ghosts that no one hears
If I vanish, would they know?
I’m just static in my soul

Verse 2
I light a match and watch it burn
Just to feel the world turn
Every face is just a blur
Every word a distant slur

I laugh when silence fills the room
Dance alone to phantom tunes
I don’t miss what I don’t see
But damn, I miss the old me

Pre-Chorus
I drift through noise and neon haze
Fake a smile to kill the days
I try to hold what's never real
But numb is all I ever feel

Chorus
It’s a lonely life, but here I stay
Sleepwalk through another day
I talk, but no one ever hears
Just echoes bouncing off my fears

It’s a lonely fight, I never win
Trapped beneath a paper-thin skin
If I shatter, would you know?
I’m just static in my soul


Outro 
Maybe I was meant to fade
A shadow drawn in retrograde
No goodbye, no final role
Just… static in my soul.

Static In My Soul

Verse 1
Barefoot whispers in the painted grass,
Smiles that hide the questions we can’t ask.
A lullaby bleeds through the orphan walls,
The sweetest dream was a cage for us all.

Chorus
Run with me where the night won’t find us,
Past the gates, leave the ghosts behind us.
If the world was made to break our hands,
We’ll still bloom in a garden without chains.

Verse 2
Counting stars that we cannot name,
Every heartbeat feels the same.
The truth was carved in the quiet lies,
But freedom burns in a child’s eyes.

Chorus
Run with me where the night won’t find us,
Past the gates, leave the ghosts behind us.
If the world was made to break our hands,
We’ll still bloom in a garden without chains.

Bridge
Shadows whisper promises of fear,
But we are stronger than the end they hear.
Even if tomorrow turns to ash,
Our story’s flame will never pass.

Chorus (final)
Run with me where the night won’t find us,
Past the gates, leave the ghosts behind us.
If the world was made to break our hands,
We’ll still bloom in a garden without chains.

Outro
Silent voices calling our names,
Children of hope, unbroken flames.

Garden Without Chains

Verse 1
Blood on my hands, it never fades,
The world was built on rust and graves.
A child of war, a blade of hate,
Chained to a curse I can’t escape.

Chorus
The brand still bleeds, it calls my name,
A mark of fire, a mark of pain.
Through hell and screams, I carve my way,
A beast of night that won’t obey.

Verse 2
I’ve seen the sun devoured whole,
The sky collapse, consume my soul.
Friends turned to shadows, love to ash,
I strike the dark with every slash.

Chorus
The brand still bleeds, it calls my name,
A mark of fire, a mark of pain.
Through hell and screams, I carve my way,
A beast of night that won’t obey.

Bridge
Demons circle, teeth and eyes,
A thousand deaths, a thousand lies.
But still I breathe, still I fight,
Carving light from endless night.

Final Chorus
The brand still bleeds, it calls my name,
I’ll never bow, I’ll never break.
Through blood and chains, I rise defied,
I was born to suffer… but not to die.

Outro
Carry the weight, carry the sky,
The black swordsman will survive.

The Brand Still Bleeds

[Verse 1]
Faded walls remember screams,
Echoes crawl through broken dreams,
Your voice lingers like smoke in my lungs,
Chasing silence where the pain begun.

I paint your shadow on the ceiling,
A ghost of peace I keep revealing,
Every whisper cuts like rain,
You’re gone but the ache remains.

[Pre-Chorus]
Can I breathe through the static haze?
Can I find light in this endless daze?

[Chorus]
Nirvana’s ghost, you’re haunting my soul,
Where the calm was supposed to make me whole,
But peace is a lie that burns too slow,
And I’m still falling where you let go.

[Verse 2]
I drowned in the calm you left behind,
Tranquil graves inside my mind,
Every chord you played still bleeds,
In the garden of my shattered needs.

I reach for calm but it slips through,
Like smoke and truth, both untrue,
Your heaven turned to undertow,
And I’m sinking where your spirit flows.

[Pre-Chorus]
Can I breathe through the static haze?
Can I find light in this endless daze?

[Chorus]
Nirvana’s ghost, you’re haunting my soul,
Where the calm was supposed to make me whole,
But peace is a lie that burns too slow,
And I’m still falling where you let go.

[Bridge]
In the stillness, I hear you scream,
A quiet war inside my dreams,
You promised forever — it fades like snow,
But your echo’s the only thing I know.

[Final Chorus]
Nirvana’s ghost, you won’t let me go,
You’re the silence carved in every note,
Peace was the storm I couldn’t control,
Now I’m the void you left below.

[Outro]
So if I fade beneath your glow,
At least I’ll burn before I go.

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