finally finished it lol

v1:

i sing the lord’s euthanasia blues
when i take you and your brother in the back pew
drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why i feel so sick
tradition’s ligature marks always yellow through

v2: 

i lied when i said i didn’t want you
in no time, you’ll forget the way we were supposed to be
asking what i’m on this time, holding on to you like i do
like we’re the only people in the world god left to mind to 

interlude:

two drowning coals won’t ever light
but if i ask you to, you’ll warm the night 

v3:

if i want you like i said i’d never do
i would hold my breath and sit down next to you
terrified you’ll bite the hand that needs you
and right now i need you
i don’t know what happened
i don’t know what happened
i was young and sweet
and then something happened
something overwhelming
something everlasting 

v4:

time drags on
i hate him for the time he’s gone 
i’ve been here for weeks, i’ve been here for years,
i’ve been here too long 
i forgot what stop means
either i drink it or the boat sinks 
it’s easy for him to get out of me
what i’ve been praying will get out of me

chorus: 

will i always be crying during sex with you
all my dreams take place in heaven where it’s quiet, lying next to you
heavy breathing and sighs, bruises between my thighs, look me deep in my eyes like i’m a river worth wading 
and if i’m crying, it’s because i’m in love 

outtro:

and i could love you if i tried
and i’m trying
i’m trying, i’m trying, i’m trying

Crying During Sex

01.TRANSNATION

lyrics:

v1:

stolen gardenia, makeshift lapel
we’re misbehaving but i’ll never tell if you don’t
and you won’t
your breath on my neck through my homecoming dress
more impatient now then i ever have been
placated by a cold flask on your hip
and we’re dancing
can i tell you a secret
i’m desperate for you

chorus:

my love is my love
it’s big love for you
’til it’s your love
then it’s your love
and it’s your problem too 
here, just inches away from you
four left feet in a room
always all over you
you know and i know
it’s just how it goes
we both get too close ’til we fucking explode
and i hope they bury me right next to you

v2:

brought a knife to the gunfight
but they shoot blanks and i’m feeling crazy tonight
but i’m secretly still scared
that you’ll see underneath and you’ll leave me there
i’ll cry til’ my hair all falls out
is it just me or is this room way too loud
don’t look now but everyone’s staring at us weird
and is it just me, or is there no air in here

chorus:

my love is my love
and bleeds like a wound
you pretend not to notice
something i like about you
young and sweet
only seventeen
i’m the real pig blood soaked fucking homecoming queen 
fire in my eyes, i just stand here and bleed
crying in your arms, baby, can’t we just leave
everyone’s watching us and i can’t breathe
they’re all gonna laugh at me 

interlude:

they’re all gonna laugh at me 
they’re all gonna laugh at me
they’re all gonna laugh at me
they’re all gonna laugh at me

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lyrics:

sunday morning and i’m wasted
had too much to drink again
preacher’s saying god will save me 
if god is real, well, he’s a fucking bitch 
tell my baby that i love her, but right now mama’s gotta go
i didn’t ask to be this crazy, but since we’re here, i’ll give them a show

always run from the best of them, but i’ll fall for a piece of shit 
half-cocked cuz he’s not a big boy
and i don’t wanna know that half of it
if you try to hurt me, i won’t stop you 
but there’s something you should know
it’s that my daddy’s fucking crazy
and always ready to blow 

the first boy i ever loved was a brother i never had
i thought with him, maybe i’d make it
maybe it’d be half as bad 
spent my nights under the covers
just wishing he was there
draw his portrait in my diary
just to hold when i got scared

now i’m fucked up and i’m nasty
but they say i make it look good 
i don’t do what my mama told me
i just do what my mama would 
i don’t starve cause i hate my body
i just starve cause i’m fucking broke 
and on my mama, i hate this country 
america is a fucking joke

what’s gonna scare me when i’ve seen it all
been too sick to walk so i had to crawl 
when you leave, turn off the light
i leave my door open at night
to be strung out and still be stone cold 
to reach the end but never close to old 
i don’t feel good but i don’t wanna cry 
if i can’t live, can i just fucking die 

(sample is "take the blame so i don't have to" by spooky black)

01.TRANSNATION

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