Love this song, listen to it on full blast

Im here from 5 feet apart omg that movie made me cry more than i have ever cried 🥴🥺

bro explain to me why i havnet cried for 2 months and i cried for the first time today. Thx. 

I listened to this while ambulance came driving to me cause i wanted to kms lol

I’m so confused I don’t know why but I just feel confused everything is so messy but I’m happy I can’t explain it

i havent seen any slowed versions to this song so here

Sara-we three-/slowed\

Touch - Sleeping At Last

teenage mind by Tate McRae

It's just medicine

Lyrics:
Yea i wonder if
My name has ever crossed ur mind
Even for a second
Know its been a second 
since we last talked
Or faced each other eye to eye
Know its been hectic
Ya I shoulda said this
It kinda hurts cuz its insane
Yea we walk by and its like
I don't even know you
Like I've never met you
I see our pictures on my phone
And question why we didn't try
But we were just habits
Thought we'd always have it
So to my ex best friend
I thought I'd know til the end
Sorry I know things aren't going 
as we planned
To my once ride or die
The one who always knew me right
We would swear it'd always end up
you and I
we really messed up this time
We really messed up this time
What about all the nights 
Where we'd talked about our lives
We were just wishing
Wish I would of listened
It kinda hurts cuz its insane
Yea we walk by and its like
I don't even know you
Like I've never met you
I see our pictures on my phone
And question why we didn't try
But we were just habits
Thought we'd always have it
thought I know to the end
So to my ex best friend
I thought I know til the end
Sorry I know things aren't going
as we planned
To my once ride or die
The one who always knew me right
We would swear it'd always end up
You and I
we really messed up this time

Dear Ex Best Friend - Tate Mcrae

🎶cuz I have hella feelings for you🎶


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forever- lewis capaldi (slowed)

it's ok - tom rosenthal (slowed down + reverb + rain [added by me])

it's ok, I know someday I'm gonna be with you
did you?

It's OK (w/ rain - Will Make You Cry)

Dean Lewis - Half A Man (SLOWED DOWN)

I Lost Myself (Slowed)

Love me or Leave me (slowed)

you'll probably get it today but you'll definitely get it tomorrow (well assuming staff give you your mail automatically) i'll send more the next letter i send
update3: i just called the nurse's station because i legitimately want to know if you'll be able to call me with those quarters and it seems to be true - the package i  sent with 1.50 in quarters should be coming soon. they also told me i can just send regular money and you have a change machine there but i'll confirm that with you if/when you call - worst case scenario i have to wait until that stupid personalized card comes but then ill be able to call
i hope you can actually read this :/
update: i think staff might be catching on to me calling the unit bc this time they said "i don't know thats a question you'll have to take up with the nurse's station" either that or that guy is just a total ass. i feel so bad for you:( ugh i hate that you're in there- 5:50pm april 24th - i have a feeling you're managing to read this because you called around 5 like i asked you to and i DIDN'T GET TO ANSWER (what the HECK) i hope so. anyways, today i went out and bought a pre-paid card for visa and put 20 bucks on it. you called several times and i tried to accept it every time. it kept saying "card invalid! card invalid!" and it really pissed me off. so i called the legacy inmate communications, and asked them what was going on and they said my card wouldn't "release information"  and that i need to call my credit card company, so i called greendot and they said "you have ta wait till de 3rd to get personalized card" and i basically cussed them out (probably shouldn't have) and i tried to get my room-mate to let me use his card but he's useless. 
So I WILL be able to answer your calls, i seriously scratched up all of my change in order to put that money on there and im so disappointed because if you did read this i know you feel lied to. i'm so SORRY. i feel absolutely horrible i should have known before making that statement. please don't be upset with me, i'm very upset with myself right about now. please know i'm trying,  at the very least, i'll be able to talk to you on the 3rd -Desiree, I love you so much. I really hope you're reading  update: just talked to my room-mate and he will help me get something going tomorrow for the 20 bucks that i have on this card. so hopefully I should be able to talk to you! i don't want to be so quick to be sure because then i'll feel like im lying to you but ill figure something out. in the mean time i'll write you letters and send them out with a stamp. please don't think i've given up on trying to contact you because there's nothing further from the truth than that. i love you with all of my damaged heart and want nothing more than to hear your voice. also sent ur parents a letter so maybe that will change things? i thought i worded it pretty good. im ok with words that's kinda my strong suit also: if you think i'm lying i took a picture of the card and the packaging and stuff ( i know this probably wasn't neccessary but if i were in your shoes, i would feel like i was being bullshitted: https://postimg.cc/image/l4rm1ywlj/ ) i just really want you to know im trying so hard des. i really am, i'm trying to water the heck out of this tree and one day it will be SATURATED but right now it's pretty dry and it's not because im forgetting to water it it's like the sun just keeps drying up all of the water for no REASON - i hope you can call me with those quarters
i'm going to start mailing you atleast every other day since I can't accept a lot of your calls - i did send that letter to your parents and i think i worded it nicely i gave them my number and basically explained why i'd really like to be on your contact list i have a good feeling about it but then again im always overly optimistic
i made us a website so you can contact me in other facilties 
https://friendlysunshine24.wixsite.com/website-8 - i love you!

It's just medicine

definitely-a-tree,-preferably-our-tree

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