🧛🏻‍♂️ ⚡ϟ LiGHTNiNG LOGAN ϟ⚡️

Den föddes i skuggorna, ett okontrollerat slag,
en blixt i natten, en viskning i hjärtat.

Liksom vinden som omfamnar, utan att fråga efter en anledning,
kom kärleken, en förtrollning, ren passion.

Den varnar inte, den smyger sig in, den omsluter din hud,
den är en flödande flod, en suck av honung.
Dess styrka är en eld du inte kan stoppa,
men den är bräcklig, en kristall som kan gå sönder.

Älska med din själ, utan rädsla för att visa den,
för kärlek är en pakt, inte ett turspel.
Ta hand om den med ömhet, med all din glöd,
för dess sår är djupare än någon smärta.

Kärlek utan lögner, med total hängivenhet,
himlen förlåter inte dem som bryter sin förening.

Det är en grodd som växer djupt inom varelsen,
den behöver tillgivenhet, tålamod och kärlek.
Den livnär sig på skratt, på oändliga nätter,
på uppriktiga löften som inte dör på det sättet.

Om du fuskar mot den, är den förlorad, den blir en smärta,
ett brinnande eko, ett röstlöst tomrum.
Men om du vördar den, med allt ditt ljus,
är den en ledstjärna i natten, en tillflykt på korset.

Älska med din själ, utan rädsla för att visa den,
för kärlek är en pakt, inte ett hasardspel.
Ta hand om den med ömhet, med all din glöd,
för dess sår är djupare än någon smärta.
Kärlek utan lögner, med total hängivenhet,
himlen förlåter inte dem som bryter dess band.

Den dök upp utan förvarning, en eld på huden,
häftig, evig, en viskning av honung.
Kom ihåg, mitt liv, dess bräckliga kristall:
älska med hela din själ, eller aldrig älska igen

Lyrics: Juventino Vázquez Moreno

Älskar uppriktigt (Love sincerely) - Emil Stjärna

OFFLINE

down the slopes i'm going [prod. offline]

lyrics

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

REAPER

before i break down [prod. reaper]

lyrics

i got all of these followers so tell me why i feel alone
tell me why my energy has always felt so fucking low
i'm smoking in the rain, all by myself, i've got no place to go
cause honestly, i never feel welcome in my fucking home
my mom is always bugging and her husband don't acknowledge me
he acts like i'm a fucking ghost, slipping through reality
i swear my depression covers me just like a canopy
crying while i fall asleep, i'm screaming in my fucking dreams
anti-depressants but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about suicide but honestly i'm scared to leave
anti-psychotics but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about human beings and why they're all so scared of me
black from head to toe, i'm lurking with the ninja blade
baby, kiss me on the face, drown me in the fucking lake
dracula, the way i bite you with my vampire fangs
baby, tell me it's okay before we take our lives today

NESS

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

lyrics

i might fuck your girlfriend, pussy boy fight me
white mask on my face like mikey
got her blood on my lips, she excite me
got my blood on my iced out timepiece
got a gun with a scope, i’ll go sight seeing
in the guardin striking trees like lightning
full moon, let a werewolf bite me
i'm a psycho on the loose, they’ll never find me

blacking out like norman, i might turn into a psycho
popped another hydro, fucked her with my eyes closed 
bloody from her cut wrist, sip it, see my eyes glow
where did my mind go? i’ve been lost in time tho
shroomies with the codeine, sipping till i go sleep
knife inside my damn fist, her pussy on my gold teeth
everybody know me, but they don’t really know me
demons in my damn head, they just been here floating 
kill you in the night time, i’ve been so unstable 
tell me that you love me, i don’t wanna hear no fable
i'm a fucking star boy, i just feel like abel
i might kill your boyfriend, babe my blade is fatal
i’ve been so depressed now 
music has me stressed out
sipping till i throw up
tripping till i come down 
carving up my damn wrist
let the blood pour out
i just feel like patrick
grab the blade and black out

i might fuck your girlfriend, pussy boy fight me
white mask on my face like mikey
got her blood on my lips, she excite me
got my blood on my iced out timepiece
got a gun with a scope, i’ll go sight seeing
in the guardin striking trees like lightning
full moon, let a werewolf bite me
i'm a psycho on the loose, they’ll never find me
got a gun with a scope, i’ll go sight seeing
in the guardin striking trees like lightning
full moon, let a werewolf bite me
i'm a psycho on the loose, they’ll never find me

produced by misery
written by lightning logan

samples from: american psycho, and the voices

Slasher '78

MISERY

american psycho [prod. misery]

everyday i’ve been praying i would feel a little better
it’s getting bad again, the voice, it’s getting so much louder
there’s a ghost inside the attic, i can hear the cries and laughter 
i will just try to ignore it, but that just makes me feel sadder
i don’t think i wanna be here, in my head it feels so spooky
i just want to end it all, my life is such a scary movie 
everyday i feel so empty, seems like nothing makes me happy
i am struggling to breathe, anxiety. it has me gasping 
i don’t wanna hurt myself no more, but something has to help me feel
no one ever talks to me, i’m struggling to know what’s real
the doctors tried to fix me but i honestly don't fuck with pills
just leave me here all by myself, i’ll be fine if i don’t kill
i know there’s something lurking near, i know it’s getting close as fuck
i think it’s made it to my head, i’m thinking about giving up
tell me i’m not crazy, i’ve been so down on my fucking luck
tell me it’s okay before i grab the knife and start to cut
i think i’m off my rocker, lost all sense in my humanity
look me in my face, i feel like michael on a killing spree
kitchen knife inside my hand, reliving all these memories
i don’t wanna feel no more, please uninstall my reveries
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: paranormal activity + dracula

The Night He Came Home

DISCENT

there's a ghost inside the attic [prod. discent]

Prod: @mewsyc

@steadysuffer Cover

Original Track:
https://soundcloud.com/steadysuffer/a-bother-prod-mewsyc

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Burn the bridges 
she burned her diary 
I'm sorry for leaving you at that party 
you called 
hit my voicemail 
when you fuck someone else it's a no deal
here i am 
in my bathroom 
on the floor so cold like my tattoo 
lost thoughts of you
Don't say we're just friends 
now i wanna cry when i see you and him 
in the back under club lights
When i see you and him in the back of the club light..
(Club lights...)
In the back of the club 
Yeah the one that i love 
and her face
Fucking numb 
So i guess that we're done 
Yeah i guess im okay
Yeah i guess im okay
In my hands...

Way back home where you left me in the dark
The clock is ticking down the seconds of my life
I dont mean to be a bother but i feel like i should call her
Don't fucking do it
Don't you blow it
Don't you ruin what never started

Burn the bridges 
she burned her diary 
I'm sorry for leaving you at that party 
you called 
hit my voicemail 
when you fuck someone else it's a no deal
here i am 
in my bathroom 
on the floor so cold like my tattoo 
lost thoughts of you
Don't say we're just friends 
now i wanna cry when i see you and him 
in the back under club lights
When i see you and him in the back of the club light..
(Club lights...)
In the back of the club 
Yeah the one that i love 
and her face
Fucking numb 
So i guess that we're done 
Yeah i guess im okay
Yeah i guess im okay
In my hands...

A bother - (Prod. mewsyc) [[SteadySufferCover]]

scapegoat x lilsp00k - giving up

Producer: @why_loner
Song Writer: @LightningLogan
Vocalist: @DespairInToAshes

(Lyrics)
I don’t want to lose you
No, I don’t want to lose you

Baby, I’m sorry 
I know that you been waiting 
I told you I would call you
Whenever I got done skating 
But I didn’t now I feel bad 
Tell me are you still mad
I’m sorry, now I’m so sad
It’s my fault that you don’t wanna text back

Now the drugs do nothing for me 
They just make me feel more empty 
Please, tell me that you miss me
Cause I’m lost without you Wendy
I was Casper just a ghost boy
Now I feel like I’m at a low point
Wake up missing you and your voice
I hate that I made you my second choice 
Take me back and I can promise 
I will save you from this darkness 
Kiss your scars under the stars, girl I love you 
Just tell me to stop, and I won’t bug you
Cause I know that you probably hate me
Just know I’ve been thinking about you lately 
Your the only person that can save me
Now your absence is driving me crazy 

I fucked up girl, I know this
But I’m trying hard, if you would notice 
Tears down my face, while I wrote this
Smoked all my weed so I’m struggling to focus
I fucked up, I know this
But I’m trying hard, if you would notice 
Tears down my face, while I wrote this
Smoked all my weed so I’m struggling to focus

I don’t want to lose you
I don’t want to lose you
I don’t want to lose you
No, I don’t want to lose you(x2)

i don't want to lose you (cover) [prod. why loner]

--------------------------
prod @discent
--------------------------
@projectafterparty
lyrics:

its alright if ur not okay
cuz i know im not
do you still think about me
u on my mind alot
ill say im doin fine
n tell anotha lie
dont know why i even try
lock the door w me inside

im a storm of negativity
i drown myself
dont call for help
cuz really theres no savin me
a broken hearted boy
i dont wanna b ur charity
u dont care for me
u just love my desparity
so just spare me please 

runnin from myself
no wonder i cant hide
lookin in the mirror
i dont know that guy
so when you sayin thatchu u missin the old me
its no wonder that im always gettin cold feet
show me
how im suppose to live this way
its a life full of color
n all i see is grey
its alright if i dont see the sun today
if i step into the light ill bright the dark this way

its alright if ur not okay
cuz i know im not
do you still think about me
u on my mind alot
ill say im doin fine
n tell anotha lie
dont know why i even try
lock the door w me inside


change my state of mind so i dont feel emotion
you control me like the moon commands the oceans
hope you know this
u break my focus
got me chokin
god im feelin broken

its alright if ur not okay
cuz i know im not
do you still think about me
u on my mind alot
ill say im doin fine
n tell anotha lie
dont know why i even try
lock the door w me inside

god can you save me
swear its always raining
so fucking draining
driving me crazy
reaper can u take me
ive been down lately
how can u blame me
ohhh
fuck im splippin up again
down the rabbit hole
meet me in wonderland
i cant read the cards 
so just show ur hand
runnin outta time
ima smoke instead

dont got time for any games
n thas a fact
u can come over to my place
u know i copped a pack
fuck the past
take a drag
let me try to settle down
gettin harder to fake this smile
since ur not around

its alright if ur not okay
cuz i know im not
do you still think about me
u on my mind alot
ill say im doin fine
n tell anotha lie
dont know why i even try
lock the door w me inside

lotus

lotus (prod. discent)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ppiBREW5GpM


Mixed & Mastered by Alex Lulow 
@lu_lo

Tormented eyes
Piercing through the shadows  
You can hear there screams 
 And the cracking of bone marrow 
In between the seems 
 Of what seems to be 
 I can see  Through the veil
Can’t you tell  
There really is a hell 
 I’ve been there

  Animosity
Burning 
Inside of me
Tell me 
Have you
Ever Seen
Anything 
So crippling

 Devil
Inside
Of me
Won’t you 
Just let me be
These evil
Thoughts
Consuming 
My inner peace
Let me grieve

  Baby I’m burning up 
 I think i've had enough
So you can break me down   
Stuff me into the ground   
So you can break me down  Stuff me into the ground   

Oh 

Every time that I think I’ll be fine 
 Darkness soon plagues my mind  
The light of day means nothing to me
The light of day means nothing to me 


"Well then let us begin the ceremony"

"Even with your brains fucked, and your emotions sucked out, you're still alive" 

"from now on you will stay with our family and work with us " 

"Now, let me have your blood" 


Tormented eyes
Piercing through the shadows  
You can hear there screams 
 And the cracking of bone marrow 
In between the seems 
 Of what seems to be 
 I can see  Through the veil
Can’t you tell  
There really is a hell 
 I’ve been there

  Animosity
Burning 
Inside of me
Tell me 
Have you
Ever Seen
Anything 
So crippling

 Devil
Inside
Of me
Won’t you 
Just let me be
These evil
Thoughts
Consuming 
My inner peace
Let me grieve

  Baby I’m burning up 
 I think i've had enough
So you can break me down   
Stuff me into the ground   
So you can break me down  Stuff me into the ground   

Oh 

Every time that I think I’ll be fine 
 Darkness soon plagues my mind  
The light of day means nothing to me
The light of day means nothing to me

Black Grimoire

Spotify

Black Grimoire (Prod. Eldridge) [Video in Description]

Lets play Truth or Dare 
Where i dare you to tell me the Truth.

Feat. https://soundcloud.com/rozeyy

Lyrics : 

Cause when your friend not there
Do you really care?
Let's play truth or dare 
Where I dare you to tell me the truth
Was I worth anything to you?
Are my songs ruining your mood?
Honestly I'm hoping they do.

Excuse me if I'm late I don't know where my head is.
My shit getting played 
Shoutout Denton Texas.
I think there is better days 
And they are just ahead
Just write this on my grave
And she'll love me when I'm dead.
Mixing depression and obsession with fashion tryna be extra
I'm just passing all those passive aggressive wannabe rappers .
They got questions bout my life 
It's not worth asking imma die
Before im 30 maybe 29 or maybe 25 who knows.

Cause when your friend not there
Do you really care?
Let's play truth or dare 
Where I dare you to tell me the truth.
Was I worth anything to you?
Are my songs ruining your mood?
Honestly I'm hoping they do.

Do you really love me baby?
Why do I make you sad?
You know i feel nothing
Prolly gonna end up like my dad
Is it show that im not alright?
Yeah I just need you by my side
I tell the fucking truth you tell the lies
And i can see it in your eyes

Cause when your friend not there
Do you really care?
Let's play truth or dare 
Where I dare you to tell me the truth
Was I worth anything to you?
Are my songs ruining your mood?
Honestly I'm hoping they do.

Truth or Dare

Truth or Dare (feat. lil rozey)

prod. 1080p dreams
no samples

BPM: 190
Key: B major

This beat is FREE for anyone to use as long as you credit me with "prod. 1080p dreams" in the song title.

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college freshman keg party circa 2001

YOU THINK I'M WEIRD FT. BRAD AMOUR

YOU THINK I'M WEIRD FT. BRADY AMOUR

Mercury Retrograde

Mercury Retrograde feat. GRIMYBOI, EmoFlyTrap, & SsappyY(prod. splashgvng & King Theta)

Burning Bridges

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i don't want to lose you (cover) [prod. why loner]

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