love letter (demo) [prod. bloom]

god complex [prod. Fantom]

SEDATION [prod. grayskies]

DELUSIONS [prod. grayskies]

ENVY [prod. grayskies]

Loathe - Is It Really You? (cover)

Madeon - Heavy With Hoping (cover) prod. Patterns

aching [prod. anticon]

kickback (cover)

大風吹 (cover)

spiderlily

dissonance [prod. Noah Birch]

fool for you [prod. grayskies]

my consequences [prod. graykies]

[Lyrics]

You sit by my side
Soothed by the warmth of my lullabies
Comfort in calmness
Peace never lasts long

Burn me down
Scatter my ashes and dust to the folds of your brain 
Let it sink in
Don’t relapse again

You sit by my side (side)
Soothed by the warmth of my lullabies
Comfort in calmness
Peace never lasts long

Caught in my flames
Betrayed and losing your trust halfway
Can’t fix this
Hoping for something new
Stuck in the loop of killing you

You always come back
I might entwine with your mold
Consume the rest of your soul
And carry your scent from your clothes
You’ll stay by my side
Until we say goodbye

My lullabies poison dreams and make you bleed
It’s getting harder for your lungs to breathe
Chaos in comfort
Yet comfortable with dirt
Peace left distorted

attachment [prod. grayskies]

SEDATION [prod. grayskies] - 2024 update

im sleep deprived --didnt bother w/pitch correction so the mix is sloppy asf

yours (2024 update)

god complex (2024 update)

i cant upload the original cover cause soundcl hates me

duvet (cover //slow +reverbed)

will be released on streaming platforms soon

god complex (slowed + reverbed)

i stayed up all night to prod this from scratch
im sleep deprived dont mind the shitty vocals
edit: i lowered the fuck out of vocals. i'll fix them another time
7/17 edit: fixed vocals

washing machine heart (cover)

505 (cover)

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* the drawings are done by me except for the eva covers

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