mute w/ gloomybaby (prod. remghost x sanctuary)

Lyrics:

I know that right now you might hate me but 
I wish you would’ve called me back this week 
and I can’t help but to have these memories of us 
were falling apart again
It’s hard to understand all of your emotions 
I shut my feelings off when I said I wouldn’t 
You said I could be anything I want well I couldn’t at all
Well I couldn’t at all
Well I couldn’t at all

And it’s the countdown 
Until my heart self destructs 
Until it’s time to give up 

And it’s the meltdown 
That I had on the bus 
When our ties fully cut 

I know how this happens every time  
loss of control beggin “please be mine” 
feel my vitals showing fatal signs 
Can’t u read between the lines 
If I can’t have u ima die 

And if I turn to a ghost I’ll haunt u wherever u go
I hope u feel all the pressure & weight that’s tied to my soul 
And when you bury these bones in whatever 6 foot hole 
I hope you see how it slowly spiraled out of control 

And it’s the countdown 
Until my heart self destructs 
Until it’s time to give up 

And it’s the meltdown 
That I had on the bus 
When our ties fully cut 

This just like happens every time u know? Get ur hopes up, think everything’s going really well and it just collapses, its over

countdown (prod. sorrow bringer)

what u say to me?? w/ pahtrk (prod. xmichaelwarren)

Lyrics

destroythatwall:

we can kiss on rooftops of skyscrapers
we can make each other our screensavers
we can travel the world, collect souvenirs
and we'll be alright if we just stick together
you can lean on me cause it gets hard sometimes
we can watch the stars laying under street lights
everything feels complete with you by my side
I wanna stay like this forever

rose quartz, rose quarts 
she left her love in my room
but I bring it wherever I go
it keeps me from losing control
I'm fucked up, I'm fucked up 
snorting powders to cope
you're holding onto my throat
im freezing out in the snow

Hayd333n:

I keep the pink rose quartz in my pocket
She keeps my name around her neck in a locket
If I see your ex-boyfriend ima sock him
Let's throw a party, let's get drunk, yeah we moshing
LV on the bag, everything I bought her
Diamonds on her neck, while we standing on the alter 
Ex bitch broke my heart but I already forgot her
Pouring up this drank yeah ima need another 

She want the passcode to my phone
I was too drunk to make it home
I'm not the one girl let it go
But she left rose quartz in my home
And I put drugs right in her purse
I can't do right, I make it worse 
This girl a witch she got me cursed
Tattooed her name right on the verse

destroythatwall:

we can kiss on rooftops of skyscrapers
we can make each other our screensavers
we can travel the world, collect souvenirs
and we'll be alright if we just stick together
you can lean on me cause it gets hard sometimes
we can watch the stars laying under street lights
everything feels complete with you by my side
I wanna stay like this forever

rose quartz, rose quarts 
she left her love in my room
but I bring it wherever I go
it keeps me from losing control
I'm fucked up, I'm fucked up 
snorting powders to cope
you're holding onto my throat
im freezing out in the snow

I wanna stay like this forever
I wanna stay like this forever
I wanna stay like this forever
just me n u together <3

Rose Quartz w/ hayd3n (prod. lovuandy)

clipped wings (prod. heydlum)

non profit track w/ the one and only bunnyboy <3
produced by safe silence
IG
@safe.silence
@brycelikesbands
@destroythatwall

tired of bein' let down w/ bunnyboy(prod. safe silence)

lyrics:

destroythatwall:
I know I'm selfish
I made u feel so worthless
and now I'm without you
cry all alone in my bedroom
and do u still think about me
laying outside by the pine trees
we were just trying to make ends meet
but everything happened so quickly
how can u think that I don't care about u
every song I write u know is about you
trying to sleep but I cannot without you
told u before that I'm nothing without u
I know that u think I'm the problem I'm not
ill sip on my drink and ill smoke on my pot
I know I got problems but its not a lot
to want ur support but u left me to rot
we prolly shared my favorite 4th of July
drank all day lit fireworks at night
got me birthday cake and then we watched the fight
I know I fucked this up but this doesn't have to be
goodbye
can I change
ur mind?
ill wait my whole life
just for one more try

gloomybaby:
just one more try
you're mine
u know id die
pls don't say goodbye
my heart is urs
u know that right?
u know that right?
u know that right?
can I change ur mind
can I have one more try
without you I think id simply die
can I have one more try?

destroythatwall:
can we bring it back to the fact to the pact that we made when we gave each other rose quartz?
or the times when I drive and I lie and u know that I been drinking so u kick me out ur front door?
I know that u think I'm an addict
I know that I got all these habits
I'm tryin' to change I been at it
unravel my mind all alone in the attic
I know that u think I'm an addict
I know that I got all these habits
I'm tryin' to change I been at it
unravel my mind all alone in the attic
I know that u think I'm an addict
I know that I got all these habits
I'm tryin' to change I been at it
unravel my mind all alone in the attic

addict w/ gloomybaby (prod. nvr,frvr.)

non profit cover of melrose diner originally by the wonder years <3

melrose diner (cover)[prod. Rinne]

non profit track produced by yungspoiler & xmichaelwarren
<3

I still miss you (prod. yungspoiler x xmichaelwarren)

non profit track w/ syrnsos produced by asaa & lileffort

lyrics:
destroythatwall:
you came into my life
an angel in disguise
you took all of my wrongs
and made me make them right
I don't listen when i'm told
I wouldn't pet because I bite
I gotta see for myself
'cause I could never live a lie
lets walk thru the city at night
kiss under street lights
take your hand and place it on mine
and never let go
promise you'll be here all the time
ill never let go
and if you're thinking what I'm thinking 
then I think that you should say so

syrnsos:
(na na na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na na na
na na na na)
Sh-she thinks she means nothing to me
but she's an angel in my eyes
she told me
sh-she l-loves me 
and it took me by surprise (surprise)
I-I-I swear I could die I
I-I-I swear I could die I
I-I-I swear I'll be by your side

and when its over and done
when we're both trying to run
and it feels like neither one of us has won
I guess I can't keep your pace
I've been missing your face
someone please explain how you could do this to me?

destroythatwall:
you came into my life
an angel in disguise
you took all of my wrongs
and made me make them right
I don't listen when i'm told
I wouldn't pet because I bite
I gotta see for myself
'cause I could never live a lie
lets walk thru the city at night
kiss under street lights
take your hand and place it on mine
and never let go
promise you'll be here all the time
ill never let go
and if you're thinking what I'm thinking 
then I think that you should say so

feral w/ shellofahuman (prod. asaa & lileffort)

produced by siem spark 

lyrics:
I don’t think that you get everything negative
That you had said to me gets engraved in my head
Tell me my flaws you think I could forget?
Everyday I have to live with the torment
I’m falling alone Like a tree in the forest 
Open my circuit im starting to short it 
Pick up the speed I’m starting to floor it 
Fuck up my life I don’t care never forfeit

Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 

And I can’t find out how to right all my wrongs 
I’m stuck here writing this song 
So would you please sing along 
And oh 
I can’t tell you how to take away the pain 
I pop 2 pills with lemonade 
Her body sweet shaped like a vase 

I don’t think that you get everything negative
That you had said to me gets engraved in my head
Tell me my flaws you think I could forget?
Everyday I have to live with the torment
I’m falling alone Like a tree in the forest 
Open my circuit im starting to short it 
Pick up the speed I’m starting to floor it 
Fuck up my life I don’t care never forfeit

Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit 
Live with my actions I stay on my bullshit

on my bullshit (prod. siem spark)

missed calls/unread texts (prod. branwen x single b)

prod yungspoiler x daks9k

lyrics:
Breathless 
I can’t explain myself 
I’ve been waiting patiently for a disaster 
To come and crush my shell 
Looks like I’m due for another breakdown 
I don’t wanna take it anymore 
tired of ending go our separate ways 
It’s something I won’t ignore 
You never put me first in the first place 

So tell me how does it feel? 
how does it feel to live like me?
No sense of direction and no fucking peace 
And how it feel like everybody just want you to leave 
Because you’re such a freak
Or you act so OD 
Or that they wish you were the person back in ‘17
Although you never knew the answers never knew a thing 
And now your body hanging lifeless in the cemetery

but that dont change a thing and you know it
whether im dead or alive im still kicked down to my lowest
want me to fail but im focused
learn to control my emotions
in my left hand is the potent in my right hand is the potion

So tell me how does it feel? 
how does it feel to live like me?
No sense of direction and no fucking peace 
And how it feel like everybody just want you to leave 
Because you’re such a freak
Or you act so OD 
Or that they wish you were the person back in ‘17
Although you never knew the answers never knew a thing 
And now your body hanging lifeless in the cemetery
(so if you had the chance to take it all back would you change it? or would you make the same mistakes? I bet you'd make the same mistakes......)

breathless (prod. yungspoiler x daks9k)

moët w/syrnsos

repeat (prod siem spark)

original song by residential covered by me. 
produced by kimlords beats
<3

residential. - vacant (cover)

Non profit track w syrnsos 
(prod. guda + 1michaelharrison)

Lyrics:
[destroythatwall]
Spend another day 
tattoo another memory 
thinking of your face 
n everything you ever said to me 
will it ever work 
or am I dreaming of a better place 
Everything will be okay 
if I protect myself 
just set me free 
I’ve got a task 
Feel the stress 
Turn to lethargy 
I wanna love you but I’ve run out of my energy 
So long you’ve been on my mind now 
I know I’m not the only one unhappy how we turned out 

[syrnsos]
No I’m not okay sitting by while you dismember me 
Hope I live another day
Burned into your memory 
I was so naive to think you’d be a proper remedy 
Investing so much time 
Tying you to all my Melodies
And I can’t do it anymore 
I’m gonna plummet out of my chest 
And it’s the same boat in my head 
I’m gonna OD off my MEDS 

[destroythatwall]
IM OUT OF LOVE 
IVE GOT THE GUN 
I SWORE YOU WERE THE ONE 
BUT YOURE WITH HIM
NO CARE FOR SIN 
YOU DONT EVEN CARE HOW I FEEL 
YOU JUST WANNA WATCH AS MY BLOOD SPILLS 
FROM MY LEGS
AND MY ARMS 
TO THE WINDOWSILL 
I NEED A XANAX 
OR A KPIN 
OR A SERAQUIL 
TO THINK YOUD GIVE A FUCK?!
TO EVEN THINK YOUD CARE HOW I FEEL 
IM GONNA PANIC 
IM FEELING MANIC 
IDK HOW TO HEAL 
ALL OF THESE SCARS LEFT BEHIND 
I SWEAR ONE DAY ILL BE ALRIGHT

fairytale w/shellofahuman (prod guda + 1michaelharris)

idc (prod. wixxy)

weighed down (demo)

Lyrics : 

Ive been fuckin up since 17
But I ain’t ever been the type to have no enemies 
And yeah I put it on my mom they gon remember me 
I’ll be a star shining brighter than they’ve ever seen 

I fucking get it 
I don’t regret it at all
So tell your friends about how I’m selfish 
And do you ever tell the truth at all?
And now your name is on my phone 
And now I’m starting to unfold 
And now my fingers going cold 
I’m falling for you all over again 

Grab my neck take the blade bleed me dry 
I see the smirk on her face while I die
She collects all the tears when I cry 
A succubus but an angel at night 
But I can’t leave I can’t deny I love it 
While she rip apart my stomach 
Take my heart cause I don’t want it 
Leave me nothing I don’t care 
I’ll turn nothing into something 
Take the money I don’t want it 
Take my life cause I don’t want it 

I don’t know if I can explain how I’ve been feeling lately 
Stuck in between insane and crazy 
I wonder if I could make it on my own
Cause when you’re gone 
Feels like I never had a place to call home 
And now I’m calling from a broken pay phone 
I hope you get the message
Blood drips to my necklace 
Incisions on both of my wrists 
She hates me it’s so god damn lovely 
Break me down put me back together again 

I fucking get it 
I don’t regret it at all
So tell your friends about how I’m selfish 
And do you ever tell the truth at all?
And now your name is on my phone 
And now I’m starting to unfold 
And now my fingers going cold 
I’m falling for you all over again 

Grab my neck take the blade bleed me dry 
I see the smirk on her face while I die
She collects all the tears when I cry 
A succubus but an angel at night 
But I can’t leave I can’t deny I love it 
While she rip apart my stomach 
Take my heart cause I don’t want it 
Leave me nothing I don’t care 
I’ll turn nothing into something 
Take the money I don’t want it 
Take my life cause I don’t want it

fuck up (prod. drmabeats x jibaorockin x thislandis)

painful love (prod okmax + flapbackk)

Lyrics:
(saw your eyes meet mine at the party didn’t say much but I knew I wanted you to be mine)

(she’s got)
dyed hair 
ripped jeans 
girl you’re just my type 
cocaine 
nosebleeds 
she my lil’ snow white 

babe you look so gorgeous when the tears fall from your eyes 
I hate to say it but I love it when you cry
(love it when you cry)

I want this forever like a tattoo of your name 
and I promise that I’ll be the only one to bring you pain 
sweet agony 
please don’t go away 
time goes on and feelings fade 
and I could never forget the day 
you told me you loved me 
I swear it was lovely 
the way that my heart beat for you

and your love is like a blade across my wrist 
I get lost inside your iris
feel the weight on top my eyelids 
all this stress has left me breathless 

I want this forever like a promise that you made 
and you knew what the result would be 
but you just threw it all away 
sweet misery 
I’ll be here for forever 
that means for worse or for better 
you could break me but I’ll stay anyway 
girl for you I swear I’d throw it all away 
give me your heart so I could take away the pain 

I want this forever like a tattoo of your name 
and I promise that I’ll be the only one to bring you pain 
sweet agony 
please don’t go away 
time goes on and feelings fade 
and I could never forget the day 
you told me you loved me 
I swear it was lovely 
the way that my heart beat for you

painful love (prod okmax + flapbackk)

I don't fw me at all w/kennedyxoxo prod. fiftyzeros

lyrics:
I got no direction
I never left adolescence 
I can't learn my lesson
even forever's got an ending
I'll take antidepressants
struggle 
to write a sentence
hope I 
leave an impression
in the back with no expression

so if I write you a song
would you pick up when I call
or not fw me at all
I don't fw me at all
it's just so hard to shake the thought
I'd climb but I'm scared of the drop
I'm often used up and then tossed
really hope that you're the one
'cause I don't want nobody else
the things I felt
when you lie next to me
I really can't believe
the heart you hold is mine to keep
and I'll take care of it
I swear of it
you are my everything (promise?)
my happy ever after
love and laughter
I'll give you anything

kennedyxoxo:
yeah
I'll give you anything you ever wanted
you just gotta trust me
I'm the type to stick around
but you're the type to run away
when this shit get's ugly
I'm just tryna make you proud
I'm just tryna hold it down 
for the ones who love me
I'm just tryna make it out
I don't ever play around
'cause these boys can't touch me
I do this shit for my family you know that I'm making sure all of my ducks in a row
I had to get to the money you know I was tired of being the butt of the joke
everything I ever did was for me and my momma I couldn't have done it alone
now I'm out here and I'm ballin' like Santi Aldama I promise I'm not gonna choke

i do this shit for my family you know that I'm making sure all of my ducks in a row
I had to get to the money you know I was tired of being the butt of the joke
everything I ever did was for me and my momma I couldn't have done it alone
now I'm out here and I'm ballin' like Santi Aldama I promise I'm not gonna choke

i don't fw me at all w/kennedyxoxo prod. fiftyzeros

Non-Profit track <3 
beat created by Kyotospeak
cover art from Tokyo Ghoul 

Lyrics

Balenci on my sweater mix it with Maison Margiela 
You know I got my bread up I be out here stackin’ cheddar
Dress my girl all in some Burberry 
Spent 10 racks on my jewelry
Smokin’ on kush that’s blueberry 
My fit cost more than your salary yuh 
 
You think I’m playing 
Goku I might go super Saiyan
Ima take my girl on a nice vacation 
I think I exceed your expectations 

And I could take you to the top 
Poppin’ bottles yuh you know they cost a lot 
Shawty said she like the way I never stop 
My whole team keep grinding til we pop
￼
Rolling backwoods in my bed 
Look up at the stars directly overhead 
Wipe the tears I wish you never shed 
Balmain cashmere I ain’t have it last year 
This year off white my jacket Moncler
Takin off my Goyard pulling on her hair
Ride me like a rollercoaster at the fair
Ion want these other girls, they can’t compare 

It’s just not fair 

She with me at my show she brings her friends  
I really love the way she ride or die til the end 
Cobain and Courtney, my rockstar shorty 
Portrait of me at 4 in the mornin’
She cool with my brothers if I could I’d let you meet my mother 
Do anything I can to keep you til the summer 
Eyes full of green, keep me up when I’m stuck in the blues
Late nights when I’m kissin’ on you
Jumpin’ in the crowd at my shows 
Red bottoms on your toes 
I could give a fuck less ‘bout these other hoes 

Rolling backwoods in my bed 
Look up at the stars directly overhead 
Wipe the tears I wish you never shed 
Balmain cashmere I ain’t have it last year 
This year off white my jacket Monclair 
Takin off my Goyard pulling on her hair
Ride me like a rollercoaster at the fair
Ion want these other girls, they can’t compare 

It’s just not fair

Mi Amor (Prod. Kyotospeak)

first off shout out to Acey, DREAMR, tothegood, Andy Sanborn, Discent x Blade901, and Yago for creating such beautiful beats <3 and many thanks to lil chrxs, lil p.o.h, and to zhero for creating these songs for me I hope you enjoy, i'm an open book

Face Tats Feat. Lil P.o.h (prod 5head)

<Last Nite><Be Mine> w/ Sleepy Asta (prod. Odece X Cozin)

ℑ 𝔤𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔢𝔫'𝔱 𝔪𝔢𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢
beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/andy_sanborn

Concrete (prod. Andy Sanborn)

11/23/2020 

lyrics:

I don’t know why
I still love you but
I don’t think I can stop
No matter how many times I said I didn’t care
I fall with the raindrops 
And I fall hard again
See you in my cardigan 
Can you feel my pain 
Can you feel the regret
So sorry that I called again
Told you that I need a friend
Will you talk me down cause right now I’m ending it all

Believe me I really wanna let go 
Life been on repeat and 
I can’t seem to break the cycle 
Baby is there a chance for a revival
Maybe she gon want me when I start going viral
Hit me with the eyeroll
Slowly losing control
Took too many pills now I’m feeling suicidal 
I’m idle
I’m trifle
I'm stuck inside denial 
I don’t feel alive can somebody check my vitals 
Black out
Wake up
In a hospital bed 
No phone
No clothes
Couldn’t even keep my pen 
I guess
I thought
I’d be better off dead 
I’d be better off dead 
I’m better off dead 

I don’t know why
I still love you but
I don’t think I can stop
No matter how many times I said I didn’t care
I fall with the raindrops 
And I fall hard again
See you in my cardigan 
Can you feel my pain 
Can you feel the regret
So sorry that I called again
Told you that I need a friend
Will you talk me down cause right now I’m ending it all

destroythatwall

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