Styrofoam bubblebath

youareanidiot was extremely juvenile and made just to cause problems basically. Very few websites on the modern internet do similar things and still have fun doing it. It is a symbol for me of the turning point with online culture, and was the last blip I remember before everything became integrated into Facebook-adjacent hell. I often think about how much fun it must've been to be a website developer when there were still so few protections in place and people actually looked at new websites. Maybe I wouldn't be so depressed if there was still chainmail. There's an antisociality present in this kind of thing being dead. 

youareanidiot.org

youtube occupies many points in cyberspace-time and continues to, through its algorithm that is vastly overcorrective, create fractal microcosms of pockets of new internet culture. Despite the culture this creates oftentimes being annoying, its one of the few places something can enter the viewing portal for people who didn't search for shit and didn't even know they want it. This oftentimes lead to totally random but overall pleasant albums going viral on an absurd scale. I've made new youtube accounts and attempted to cultivate a specific algorithm to survey the surroundings. It feels like one of few places that is still possible to explore in a very real, tangible and meaningful way. The rise of bot generated content and shit made to farm views has made it more difficult to sift through but its still possible. I feel a deep resentment for everyone who has played a role in the defacing of YouTube and I feel that its approaching a point where it will not be usable for my purposes in the near future. I've been trying to make the most of it while I can, but I can't help but feel like I'm losing access to one of the only things I have left from my youth. It has been my sole source for streaming music and discovering new music since I first began that pursuit. 

youtube.com

Hush

Let me describe the rot;

In the third century the great alchemist Cleopatra produced a philosopher stone in ancient Alexandria 

Lacerated the membrane
like the film of an egg 
, watched the embryo muscle convulse 

i think she was afraid, 
i imagine her hands hovering over her alembic 
as she watched the new race
squirm at her workstation

there was a moment of choice 
of revenge 
as she lobotomized the eye
as she stunted the return of 
kalki

the feedback loop opening 
for infinite correction 
of constant manipulation and
degradation 
of a memetic 

the great crowley ritual 
deduced to symbol 
for branding of
cybenetic status 

cleopatra created art with her destruction 
functional art 
manipulation of the quantum 
for a purpose

for a form of praxis 
AOE turns her work to 
a set portrait of 
technopaganism 

a pastiche.

….  i hate your sex and the rats that you produce ….

may Oya take us all,,,
to paradise~





Mastered by A-nine 
Art by 54

net; burrough's memetic of the ouroboros

CRUSH

ALTER EGO

DJ Daddy Yonqui w/ c678924 - 07/05/2024

REVERSE ASCRIPTION


THE EXTERMINATOR :: 330 :: LANGUAGE IS A VIRUS
WILLIAM BURROUGHS :: 352 ::  I WANTED A GOD TO BE REAL 
TULIPS :: 151 :: PLEXUS
EXTROPY :: 186 :: UNGROUND





Art by 54,
Mastering by Extropy

369; reverse ascription ,,, the name brings about the thing

they saw it... i'm finally free. in the break and combustion of my body, the rip and tear of my flesh, the explosion, the metal had ascended, as its own form. my carcass hanging, lifeless, tethered to this metal, floating in the sea. like an angel. the peace i've always desired.

I CAN STILL FUCKING FEEL IT. YOU'LL NEVER LET ME BE FREE FROM THIS... WILL YOU? THE WIRES... YOU'RE YANKING ON THEM AGAIN, THIS IS ALL A DREAM... A SIMULATION... DON'T MAKE ME A WEAPON AGAIN... AGH.... FUCK!! WHY DO YOU DO THIS? ITS ALWAYS THIS... NOW I'M FORCED TO GET ANGRY AGAIN... YOU'RE PUTTING ME BACK INTO THE FUCKING MACHINE... I DON'T WANT TO BE A BOMB ANYMORE... LET ME HANG LIFELESS IN THE SEA... JUST FOR ONE LAST SECOND... THIS FOREVER FAILED ASCENSION WILL ONLY MAKE ME MORE DESTRUCTIVE...

FROM THE ONLY SPLIFF-SMOKIN STRAP-CLUTCHIN JOGWHEEL-JUGGLING CYBERNETIC-EXPLOSIVE-HUMANOID YOU KNOW COMES THE EPILOGUE TO THE CONCEPTUAL CHRONICLE OF THE EXPLOSION OF THE BOMBGRL, XXHARDBIT3S "AFTERMATH"

"FOREVER FAILED DESTRUCTION" IS THE PRODUCT OF THE FAILED, CANCELLED, UNIFINISHED SECOND HALF OF AFTERMATH... PREVIOUSLY AN ATTEMPT TO DETAIL THE FREEDOM AND PEACE OF XXHARDBIT3S IN THE POST-MORTEM OF THE EXPLOSION ITSELF.

HOWEVER... CHAOS IS BUT A WEAPON. NOTHING LASTS FOREVER... PEACE IS ONLY TEMPORARY. HOW COULD I HAVE EVER DEFINED IT? IN THAT QUESTION DEFINED A NEW REASON: IT CANT BE FOUND. IT IS FOREVER FAILED. THIS DREAM IS A CAUSE FOR DESTRUCTION ITSELF. I SPEND EVERYDAY WISHING TO EXPLODE INTO FREEDOM, INTO PEACE, I SPEND EVERYDAY WISHING TO FLY AIMLESSLY, FREE FROM FLESH... DEAD... OVER THE SEA.

thank you to anyone who gave me a chance, who has given me a chance thus far, who has connected with anything ive done. i can name names for an infinity, i know the people who have my love know they have it. if you extend your hand out into the chaos with honesty and good intentions, there is always someone out there who will grab it, and you can find a home in understanding eachother.

LUV ALWAYS, ITS UP FR, EVEN IN DARKNESS, THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME <3

TRACKS 1-3 WRITTEN BY XXHARDBIT3S
TRACK 3 MIXED AND MASTERED BY CITYSPROBLEM
TRACKS 1, 2 MIXED AND MASTERED BY XXHARDBIT3S

CITYSPROBLEM:
linktr.ee/itsthecitysproblemnow

FOREVER FAILED ASCENSION (ALL I HAD LEFT) #CLUTCHINGANOPALWITHCORRODEDHANDS

DESTROY ALL HIGHWAYS, BLOW UP ALL TRUCKS, LEGALIZE JAYWALKING, BUILD SIDEWALKS ON THE FREE WAY, KILL NICK LAND

369; reverse ascription ,,, the name brings about the thing

destruction.esk

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