yippie

rigor mortis (555)

i need some water, my throat is getting dry again
hard to keep my attention when i'm off of a xan
bad bitch shit, bet you're new to it
i told you not to talk to me don't wanna hear that stupid shit you gotta say
digging up a shallow grave 
(honestly!)

LAX to NYC
All designer brands on me
Fuck that! (ohhh)
I'm just tryna get a big bag!
They keep asking if I'm (upppppppp)
Bitch I been that

I think I'm becoming selfish
And I don't think I wanna change regardless
of what I've been on
moving in silence i'm moving alone
labels keep texting me shit that i don't understand but i'm getting my check and I'm gone
bringing him into my whip i'mma hit it and dip i could never show him some respect
i done lost so many friends, but they all crawling back now they know that I'm next up

and I'm stressed and they want my life and I don't know why

Yeah my life is filled with 
dog tags
prada bags
fake bitches
jetlag

rolling up
counting up
popping beans and getting st- stuck

cherry fanta
pop a bus
redbull
(throw it up)

face down
asphalt
Don't know when I've had enough

bad bitch shit p. billsburyjoeboi x ria

Dice

handle me

physs

pretending

naturale

Like Me! w/ Saturn (prod. Dylvinci)

stuck in cycles i cant help it </3

lyrics:
if ur pissed off
from my actions 
shut ur mouth 
and take some action
all u want is a reaction
i can’t let them win

i feel damaged 
fucking drowning in my bullshit
i can’t stand it
stuck in cycles 
i can’t help it 
feel like i’m always abandoned 
fucking helpless 
u can’t handle 
pull up in the hatchback 
tires on the asphalt
i don’t care 
i just want my heart back 
want my heart back

u can’t hide from what’s right in front of u
i push my problems aside don’t know what to do
i don’t need friends they just lie to tell the truth
u watched my confidence die right in front of u
fuck u ur just another bad habit
tryna help my problems 
ur the reason why i have it
swear i’m so pissed off
and i won’t bury the hatchet 
told u watch my back 
then u turned around and stabbed it

damage (prod. guda)

Poison ft. rouri404

produced by:
@threedimensionsapart
@buginfestedfloorboards
@janeremover
[lyrics]
sometimes i wonder if you ever think about it
then i remember that you said to move on
well last september i was fine with how that sounded
but last september i was always so gone
im overthinking like was i in the wrong?
i guess the writing's always been on the wall
you said you'd never decline if i call
but i called last night and it rang so long

and all the lights in the room went out
im looking round like what do i do now
i started singing but it never made a sound
it felt like no one ever wanted me around
until i met you
you picked me up and gave me someone to confess to
and looking back i wonder if you ever meant to
cause now you're texting me "i wish i never met you"
i still- 

sometimes i wonder if you ever think about it
then i remember that you said to move on
well last september i was fine with how that sounded
but last september i was always so gone
im overthinking like was i in the wrong?
i guess the writing's always been on the wall
you said you'd never decline if call
but i called last night and it rang so long

september (tda + soju + jane)

@billsburyjoeboi
@ria_chuelo
@suyuki
@1hallow
mixed by @janeremover
[lyrics]
i tried to put it in the past, it didnt work
and im too stubborn i dont think ill ever learn
and we were way too fucking stuck on the past tense
you say its our last dance, im losing my head
i pick it up, it all falls down
i try my best, and it all goes south
i went to her, cause you weren't around
its the last dance, you said its my last chance

i tried to tell you it was no good
i know you're seeing all the signs that we've been here before
i never wanted to control you
i tried to give you everything, i guess that you wanted more
and you tell me, you can't take it, fucked up lately
i cant clear my head 
i try my best to get to safety, we won't make it
i guess its the end

last chance (billsburyjoeboi + ria + suyuki + hallow)

minnesota is a place that exists comes out on..... (dies)
inspired by clairo

pretty stupid lol (77)

its getting dark and you aint answering your phone
like are you home?
you say i never cared about you 
but you're wrong
its not my fault

i think about her way too often 
late night recital at a party, i got nothing to do 
you act like im not just an option
and i dont fight it cause i know deep down i wish it was true-

fuck it, whats the right move?
two shots gets my mind loose
shes like omg you're just my type i wanna try you
she gon turn this on cause its the song she wants to die to

yippie

deterioraoo