with @sglily

art by Tyler Hollum: https://twitter.com/tyler_2k_

alternate version, Blissful Rotations (Ver. 1.330) available on all other streaming platforms

blissful rotations

Blissful Rotations (feat. Sg Lily)

Dull Colors In A Colorful World

@dreamno7e i did that lil thing in tha midddle uhhhh i made this on 8/8/22

more things coming soon love ayou

heartbeat prod dreamnote

Eera- Greendayx

09.Wake
I woke up today
Getting out of bed to say good night
Happy you're ok
I don't feel ok but it's alright
I don't know what to say
Should i run away or say goodbye?
And you feel so fake
Baby lets go play, have a good time
I woke up today
Getting out of bed to say good night
Happy you're ok
I don't feel ok but it's alright
I don't know what to say
Should i run away or say goodbye?
And you feel so fake
Baby lets go play, have a good time

I'm awake
Should i run away or say goodbye?
I'm awake
Baby lets go play, have a good time
I'm awake
Should i run away or say goodbye?
I'm awake
Baby lets go play, have a good time

I woke up today
Getting out of bed to say good night
Happy you're ok
I don't feel ok but it's alright
I don't know what to say
Should i run away or say goodbye?
And you feel so fake
Baby lets go play, have a good time
I woke up today
Getting out of bed to say good night
Happy you're ok
I don't feel ok but it's alright
I don't know what to say
Should i run away or say goodbye?
And you feel so fake
Baby lets go play, have a good time

I'm awake
Should i run away or say goodbye?
I'm awake
Baby lets go play, have a good time
I'm awake
Should i run away or say goodbye?
I'm awake
Baby lets go play, have a good time

Wake (with3r)

https://spirame.bandcamp.com/album/lifewaste-demos-unfinished

Crow +bigdog30k

You Changed Me For The Better [with3r]

wanna live in ur world
wanna live in ur day
this is my first i can take it away
u know my heart hurts the way it all change
i will take it back to you i know its okay

x2
im so insecure its crazy im actually manic
im so anxious its amazing thats why i love xanax
told u things that i promised to never speak about
when i say that i love you i wont leave it out

dirty tricks
up ur sleeve
hate the gossip
hate everything in between u and me
i know u will
 be with me
hate my life u make it bright
ur everything that i see

so many situation ive been picking apart
im off the excstacy im telling u straight from my heart
u walking next to me u make me feel like ima star
im fed up on me i hope that u love me its hard

x2
im so insecure its crazy im actually manic
im so anxious its amazing thats why i love xanax
told u things that i promised to never speak about
when i say that i love you i wont leave it out

i cant go without u there
its so hard for me to care
about the things that arent you
about the things that arent you


its too much for me to hear
if i leave im never there
swear this life is not for you
swear this life is not for you

i cant go without u there
its so hard for me to care
about the things that arent you
about the things that arent you


its too much for me to hear
if i leave im never there
swear this life is not for you
swear this life is not for you

dirty tricks [silver+methboiswag+filipmakesbeats+roxa}

traveling thru time
see the blood spill
the blood isnt mine
she can touch me
her touch is divine
the way that we move
intertwine
i gotchu
you that im kind
give my life colors
i never seen before
is that a crime
they always stare at me
i ask them why 
they say nvm

i can find it
deep within you
i can see it glow in ur chest
so collected but so different
baby u can be my guest
somewhere hidden find it someway
i left it all in the dark
i be swimming in this lake
i live a life with a carp
caressing ur love
never felt like this
nobody know all the damage we cause
i never cry like this
never been special
atleast i love who we are


traveling thru time
see the blood spill
the blood isnt mine
she can touch me
her touch is divine
the way that we move
intertwine
i gotchu
you that im kind
give my life colors
i never seen before
is that a crime
they always stare at me
i ask them why 
they say nvm

i can find it
deep within you
i can see it glow in ur chest
so collected but so different
baby u can be my guest
somewhere hidden find it someway
i left it all in the dark
i be swimming in this lake
i live a life with a carp

nobody know all the damage we cause
i never cry like this
never been special
atleast i love who we are

until we meet again
wasting life on earth
thats what i said

blacked out
u make me remember the most
im such a letdown
i be getting higher than most
i have a meltdown
i dont want u to take care of me
but u know i love when u care for me

dirty money got no manager
finders keepers find it first
u can find nowhere on this earth
thru the mud and all these dirt

traveling thru time
see the blood spill
the blood isnt mine
she can touch me
her touch is divine
the way that we move
intertwine
i gotchu
you that im kind
give my life colors
i never seen before
is that a crime
they always stare at me
i ask them why 
they say nvm

d1vine [with3r]

i guess

@spira_me @with3rx @bigdog30k

*ill try to forget*
*ill try to forget*

when i fall
youll watch it all happen from afar
youll find me
tattered knocking on your front door
and you can
knock me down onto the cold floor
(i tried to stop asking why)
just tell me
you want me and ill do it once more

do you remember how you held me
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget

i tried to stop asking why- do i do this all the time
do you remember how you held me
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget
i just wish you didnt look at me with regret

break apart and build again
leave me dead into the well
i was up until i fell
connect the pieces to myself
in the fire watch you melt
what you said was never meant
tear the circuits out my face
the deepest pain ive ever felt

break apart and build again
leave me dead into the well
i was up until i fell
connect the pieces to myself
in the fire watch you melt
what you said was never meant
tear the circuits out my face
the deepest pain ive ever felt

forget

forget + spira me ( with3r &  bigdog30k)

personal opinion +bigdog30k +dj cathexis

prod @1yugenn //

::𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚊 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚊𝚐𝚘,, 𝚒 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 whoever reading this 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝:: 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚞 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎,, 𝚒 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎..  ^^

𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑,, 
𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚑 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚞𝚙 𝚝𝚘 𝚞𝚜 . . . . . . .
 ,,(つx･｡`*)゜．・𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚞𝚜𝚝,, 
𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚒𝚏 𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚝 : :

𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 
𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗
𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚞𝚛 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎,, 
𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝? 
𝚒 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚞 𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔
𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚘 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚛𝚒𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚛𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜  
𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚍𝚔 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚍𝚘 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚞 𝚜𝚎𝚎? 
𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚒 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚒𝚍𝚔 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏: 𝚢𝚑 𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚢
𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚗,, 
𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎,, 
𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 
𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚞𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚞 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚞𝚕𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚍𝚞𝚎 
𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚜𝚎
𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚞 𝚒𝚝𝚜 so 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑 
𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚞 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗 𝚒𝚝 𝚞𝚙? 𝚒𝚖 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚞 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚑 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚞𝚜
𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚒 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝
 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚖 𝚋𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑
 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚏 𝚒 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚝,,

love like,, ̷d̷̷u̷̷s̷̷t̷..゜,,(つx･｡`*)゜．・

sglily shoulder (from outside the club)

freak out (bigdog remix)

vocals by me
prouction by me (@bigdog30k)(thanks mom for CO guitar)

head out without guide lights
(without guide lights)
who knows the things ill find
(the things ill find the things ill find)
cant get it out my mind
(without guide lights)
who knows the things ill find
(the things ill find the things ill find)

^

dethc0r3