Every song from the absolute chad DethTech

ChadTech

featuring @luvwillow

i know that you never really liked me
it's okay i only wanted your body
there's no way i'm gonna make it now
'cause i'm too burnt out and feel too let down
i hate myself and the way i think
somebody like you could ever be in sync
with my fucked up thoughts and bad ideas
for the first time i can see things clear

an acquired taste
so out of place
i could never look you in the face
maybe that's why you went mia
never knew the right words to say
thinking about you is pretty sad
how can i miss something i never had?
give me a chance and i'd run right back
i already know it's too late for that

i'm such a big loser
i can't find my words anymore
haven't been happy since age four
i'm lonely stuck here being poor
it's not my fault that you just suck
kill myself i'm a bastard who lost his luck
if i could take your pain away
i think i'd do it another day

even now i'm still hoping
at this point i'm just coping
never gonna get far
complaining with my guitar

an acquired taste ft. luvwillow

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but it's all i've ever known
there's nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i don't think there's any coming back from this

i can't find any bliss

can't take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
don't wanna wake up this week

i'd ask you to stay
but you're too far away
i don't know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess i've made

i'm the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
i'm a jerk, i'll suffer
and you'll just find another

Bliss

you called me cute, i said "ok"
i'm sorry i just didn't know what to say
i feel embarrassed all the time
every time i open my mouth i want to die
there's something wrong with me

don't talk to me
i don't know how to speak
i'm on a twenty one year retarded streak
so leave me alone
i never pick up my phone
i hate it here and i want to go home

i know that i'm really awkward
when you talk my fucking head hurts
i can't even look you in the eyes
i really wanna fuck you but i'm too shy
there's something wrong with me

Don't Talk to Me

split my head in two
i like you more than i want to
fallen victim to human error
think i'd be better off dead
make my body glitch
maybe that's 'cause you're a bitch
all these questions never answered
running rampant in my head

i hate everything about you
why are you still on my mind?
i think about you all the time
day and night
i can't lie

you feel closer than you are
i see your face up in the stars
where i watch my mind go
i'm losing all of my hope
it feels so good to die though
i love to lie though
i'm dying inside
oh no
i should just tell you how i feel
but i can't explain
it's so surreal
don't want you to think any less of me
it's kinda sad really
i'm getting mad at myself

you've become an obsession
fuelling depression
i know you're no good for me
but i love to bleed
i want you out of my head
like someone better instead
i'm losing it
i'm going sped
didn't choose this shit
fill me with lead

i like you more than i want to

every day i wake up just the same
get the same feeling in my brain
everythings perfect all the time
im feeling great, im feeling fine

thats why when i go to sleep i stay awake
staring at the ceiling, too much running through my brain
feeling tired, but this feeling wont just go away
nothings wrong, ive got it all but i still feel this way

thats why when i go to sleep i stay awake
staring at the ceiling, but i dont know what to say
feeling empty, but this feeling it just stays the same
nothings wrong, i dont know why but im just stuck this way

every day i wake up just the same
but im still stuck in yesterday
get the same feeling in my brain
it feels like nothing stops the pain
everythings perfect all the time
say something else, not worth the time
im feeling great, im feeling fine

so why am i
this way inside?

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/49pLQYihaCasowx5Tvzdc3?si=dc3e49660560475d
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/nothings-wrong/1613326864?i=1613327046

Nothing's Wrong

DOA demo

uhhh

i'm alone again and i just want out
some girl's looking at me
now i'm freaking out
you must think i'm schtewpid
like i'm new to this
like i won't do shit
i know i can't trust you
leave me in a ditch 'til my corpse turns blue

everyone is trying to kill me
you can all just stop pretending
all your lies are never-ending
unload the clip until it's empty

all my so-called friends had to get cut off
i just didn't want to get my head sawed-off
you might think i'm crazy
well yeah, sure, like i guess, maybe
i've been so sick lately
i can never tell if you love or hate me

every1 is tryin 2 kill me 0_o

dying in the same town i was born in
that's why i'm so fucking boring
never looking forward to the morning
waiting for the angel's calling
somewhere along the way i lost my soul
never knew anyone could be so cold
can't free myself from this stranglehold
a friendly face is worth more than gold

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)

nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with me?
nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with...

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)
dying in the same town i was born in

dying in the same town i was born in

You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a https://soundcloud.com/neetsongs
Dumb wagies can't compete

I'm never getting a job
Youre a slave and I'm not
Stay mad and keep on working
I'm at home doing nothing

Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home

You can rage but I don't care
I'm feeling smug cause life's not fair
but dont get tired trying to complain
Tomorrow is another day of work again

Living rent free inside your head
Living rent free in my parents basement

S.leeping in M.ondays U.nemployed and G.loating

Lyrics:

When's the third act in this story? 
The introduction drags on and on 
On and on 
What a letdown... (Letdown!)

Everyone's ahead while I'm stuck in a battle 
That I could never win
Or even make a single dent...

And I will never lay down my arms 
My suicide is staking everything 
So that I could take that future for myself 
Whatever it may take
Even if it kills me 
It's all worth it in the end 

Rest assured that
It's all for the greater good 
Even though I know 
It's never enough 

(Since I have nothing else to give)
(This is my final gamble)
(There is nothing else in me) 
(To satisfy, to culminate)
(In anything of beauty)

This is all that I wanted 
Since I don't have anything else to give 

And I will never lay down my arms 
My suicide is staking everything 
So that I could take that future for myself 
Whatever it may take
Even if it kills me 
It's all worth it in the end

It's Not Suicide If You Call It Sacrifice

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5cCJKhoGzG3dSahjNi285n?si=h2KMLTEkSKC3JYe7qBpgPg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0y6elYHw6gag8A5iye0xjS

Lyrics:

Build yourself the strongest castle 
just to watch it crumble in a day
I'm so sick of picking up the pieces 
Let me breathe 

This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 
This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 

Just give me another day of rest 
I'll pick myself up, I swear 
Just give me another day of rest 
I'll pick myself up, I swear 
(This is why I stick to my guns)

I care for none 
Not for myself 
I care for none 
Not for myself 

This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 
This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 

This Perpetual Decline Will Do Far Worse Than Just End You

its been a min and also this song is mid asf

LYRICS

there killing me slow
they wanna evoke
another dead star
this story gets old

no matter gets told
your not gonna get old
pills are your friends
they really wanna help you

take another and another
cant remember being sober
OxyContin withe the liquor youll love it til its over

they wanna make amends
go on friends 
theyll tell you bout this fucking xan
thattl take your life while u sleep

these pills
these pills
they are your friends
these pills
these pills
they are your friends
theyll destroy everything youve ever loved
destroy everything youve fucking loved

there killing me slow
they wanna evoke
another dead star
this story gets old

no matter gets told
your not gonna get old
pills are your friends
they really wanna help you

pills are your friends (ALL PLATS)

heaven-and-hell.mp3

you kiss my open sores, love soaking through my pores 
i've lived a thousand lives, this one is my demise
the day you leave my side, come thoughts of suicide
im riding shotgun in a car 
 going nowhere but we’re getting far

Substance abuse

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

DOA demo

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