ChadTech

featuring @luvwillow

i know that you never really liked me
it's okay i only wanted your body
there's no way i'm gonna make it now
'cause i'm too burnt out and feel too let down
i hate myself and the way i think
somebody like you could ever be in sync
with my fucked up thoughts and bad ideas
for the first time i can see things clear

an acquired taste
so out of place
i could never look you in the face
maybe that's why you went mia
never knew the right words to say
thinking about you is pretty sad
how can i miss something i never had?
give me a chance and i'd run right back
i already know it's too late for that

i'm such a big loser
i can't find my words anymore
haven't been happy since age four
i'm lonely stuck here being poor
it's not my fault that you just suck
kill myself i'm a bastard who lost his luck
if i could take your pain away
i think i'd do it another day

even now i'm still hoping
at this point i'm just coping
never gonna get far
complaining with my guitar

an acquired taste ft. luvwillow

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but it's all i've ever known
there's nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i don't think there's any coming back from this

i can't find any bliss

can't take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
don't wanna wake up this week

i'd ask you to stay
but you're too far away
i don't know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess i've made

i'm the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
i'm a jerk, i'll suffer
and you'll just find another

Bliss

you called me cute, i said "ok"
i'm sorry i just didn't know what to say
i feel embarrassed all the time
every time i open my mouth i want to die
there's something wrong with me

don't talk to me
i don't know how to speak
i'm on a twenty one year retarded streak
so leave me alone
i never pick up my phone
i hate it here and i want to go home

i know that i'm really awkward
when you talk my fucking head hurts
i can't even look you in the eyes
i really wanna fuck you but i'm too shy
there's something wrong with me

Don't Talk to Me

gay scene beat

split my head in two
i like you more than i want to
fallen victim to human error
think i'd be better off dead
make my body glitch
maybe that's 'cause you're a bitch
all these questions never answered
running rampant in my head

i hate everything about you
why are you still on my mind?
i think about you all the time
day and night
i can't lie

you feel closer than you are
i see your face up in the stars
where i watch my mind go
i'm losing all of my hope
it feels so good to die though
i love to lie though
i'm dying inside
oh no
i should just tell you how i feel
but i can't explain
it's so surreal
don't want you to think any less of me
it's kinda sad really
i'm getting mad at myself

you've become an obsession
fuelling depression
i know you're no good for me
but i love to bleed
i want you out of my head
like someone better instead
i'm losing it
i'm going sped
didn't choose this shit
fill me with lead

i like you more than i want to

i h8 my life
i wanna die
cant go a day without thoughts of suicide

got no job
got no friends
my life has come to an end

i cut you off
and all your friends
i hope you all forget my name
its like i can never have fun
my brain is fried i wanna die

it makes me feel like its raining outside
and when the storms gone i wanna slit my wrists and cry
i know im not that guy
who will live a happy life
i just wanted a girlfriedn but now im too scared to try

fml
hate my guts
i try to fight it
i give up
women and society
its all too much for me

wasting time
in my room
hikkikomori
wish i could
but i have to find a job
they dont know how much my life sucks

it makes me feel like its raining outside
and when the storms gone i wanna slit my wrists and cry
i know im not that guy
who will live a happy life
i just wanted a girlfriedn but now im too scared to try

leave me
bleeding
i dont want your help
let me
end it
ill see u in hell

slit my wrists and cry

No Turning Back

Lyrics: 

Give me that easy mode
Turn my aim assist on
Yep, It's gamer time tonight 

Walkthrough on my phone 'cuz I suck so badly
Gaming all my life but sadly 
I'm still a filthy noob

Grinded to hell and back in Final Fantasy
Used save states in Mario 3
The puzzles in Silent Hill fried my brain...

Bad at video games 
I don't have the skill nor the brains 
Bad at video games 

Wasted all my life on these
Yet I can't claim no expertise 
Since I have yet to score

Pull up to a match and bring down the team K/D
Move over Kotaku you got nothing on me baby 
Yah, I take the blame y'all are gonna curse my name
Cheesed my way through every single Fromsoft game


Bad at video games 
I don't have the skill nor the brains 
Bad at video games 

Wasted all my life on these
Yet I can't claim no expertise 
Since I have yet to score

Bad At Video Games

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Lyrics:

She came from a forest so far away
And slowly became just about all that I long for 
Flower beds and favorite accidents
Rest assured that I'll never take this back

Soft and radiant as snow
But just as warm 
As the coziest fireplace you've ever known 

Little pokes of blazing hot affection 
I don't think I can keep up with the tension
Deep down I know she's toying with me 
But the fog in her eyes just keeps me guessing

She came from a forest so far away
And slowly became just about all that I long for 
Flower beds and favorite accidents
Rest assured that I'll never take this back

Why can't I just be indifferent 
To all your little games? (All your little games)
If I moved on without you 
Would it ever be the same? (Ever be the same)

She came from a forest so far away
And slowly became just about all that I long for 
Flower beds and favorite accidents
Rest assured that I'll never take this back

Flower Beds & Favorite Accidents

luvwillow cover

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
ye shes so kind
her pale skin
and her green eyes
her black hair
and her small thighs

angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
but my life is boring
and im too scared to go outside

im too scared to meet with u
im too scared to go outside
im nothing but a waste of time
im too scared to go outside
u broke my heart u broke my mind
im too scared to go outside
but my life is boring
im too scared to go outside

my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing blood to know im real
my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope u know that i am through
with all the shitty things u love to do

lmfao im sorry

no words no compensating lies

Unknown: into the Abyss

Into the Abyss

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炭酸飲料の色鮮やかで弾ける感じを表現したハイテンポのHappy Hardcoreです。

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Tea Breeze "Super Sparkling!!"より

Title - Vibrant Velocity!!
Artist - K0SHo
Event - M3-2025秋

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Twitter(X)：https://x.com/K0SHo0209
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Vibrant Velocity!! [from "Super Sparkling!!"]

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

gay scene beat

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