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produced by Millsy & me ;)

This man approached me
He asked me if I saw his signs
He said he was gonna take my life
Give me a new one
It's time to decide
So I 

I let go of the past life
Life ain't been the same
Since you gave me that advice
Ain't been stopping at red lights
Spark and a flame
We turn that to a wildire
Always running from commotion
Drown my sorrows in this potion
The notion hit from the start
That this world was gonna break my heart

I've been thinking
About my life before
How it'd always be the same
When I always wanted more
This shit ain't a game and I wish you
Could take another step back and 
Explain what I got into 
How the fuck am I supposed
Pray when no one hears you
Guess I'm gonna have to try
Said they're gonna change my life
At least I know I'll sleep at night
Knowing magic's more than meets the eyes

I let go of the past life
Life ain't been the same
Since you gave me that advice
Ain't been stopping at red lights
Spark and a flame
We turn that to a wildire
Always running from commotion
Drown my sorrows in this potion
The notion hit from the start
That this world was gonna break my heart

He told me to go and pack your bags boy
Don’t look back leave it all in the past boy
Make it last boy don’t let it eat you alive 
They got eyes on the back of their head don’t fall behind 
And I know
There’s not a right time for leaving
But I can’t fight the feeling I’ve been in running in place all the time
Separate the truth from lies
Second hand memories always catching light 
Can’t hide it
Know that I’m done fighting
Can’t confide in a night so silent 

I let go of the past life
Life ain't been the same
Since you gave me that advice
Ain't been stopping at red lights
Spark and a flame
We turn that to a wildire
Always running from commotion
Drown my sorrows in this potion
The notion hit from the start
That this world was gonna break my heart

let go (with Jonah Michael)

if i had the chance,

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backroom

90° Elsewhere

lyrics :

you thought that i was trying
i'm tired you keep on lying
don't wanna see me crying
had to see what you been hiding yeah

but you decided
you started all the fighting
i don't want your problem siding
everything just keep on buying towards us

still we know who you fucking
for the couple months
you already know you be blushin
had to go and started over
who you talkin blockin all the dms
see em in heaven

two face shoelace
baby i don't wanna stay
too late new game
let me know you're on my name
touché suitcase
pack all of your shit away
foolish bouquet
for now we cannot relate

one thing i don't need you no more
but i can't stop waiting
frontline boring

she said she wanna fuck with her friends
she got sober and that morning we gon wake up again
but everytime you seeing everything in your head
all of the cups you left before you smoke cigarettes

i don't wanna waste my time on your necklace
that you can't find baby you're so in denial
trial

two face shoelace
baby i don't wanna stay
too late new game
let me know you're on my name
touché suitcase
pack all of your shit away
foolish bouquet
for now we cannot relate

two face shoelace
baby i don't wanna stay
too late new game
let me know you're on my name
touché suitcase
pack all of your shit away
foolish bouquet
for now we cannot relate

new game

grateful for this year's changes <3

// OU = over you //

i know a place where we could go
far away from the world we call home
drop dead on the floor when the bounty's due
and you think you've got it figured out girl
and i find my peace at five when i leave my house pacing
lose face every time i come around and hold ya

and twenty from your dad to go watch pictures

but she's locking eyes with boys and me
avant-garde, she shoots magazines
but prada won't save her now
moved home with broken vows
she is over being seventeen
too many nights away spent chasing dopamine

my lover i've done wrong
and all of the blood i draw to write you songs and sing
but what do you mean you feel it all goes to waste?
no baby it's not true, you know that i do everything for you
just take your time
yeah i know you hurt me but i still twist my spine
he burns through pictures and i call you mine
melbourne feels like firewood, smoking fumes and i

and maybe you'll save me from myself / i promise that i'm over you

prod. drmabeats

lyrics:
i know you're tired of things we were lackin
and i've been trying to find my way back in
feels like we’ve always been stuck in the past tense
i know it's never my fault when it happens
i know you're trying to get my reaction
and now i live in a house that's falling down
cause you're not around

i live alone in a glass house
and baby the walls are thin
no matter where i go
or where i've been
the ugly truth has been unspoken
(you never wanna say)

so let's just raise a glass
looks like my faith was trash
cause hopes abandoned
(abandon all hope)

now i fully paint the picture
teardrops falling in my liquor
i drank it anyway
(i'm ashamed)

know i wasnt wanted
i think i was needed
was never okay
with the way i was treated

and now you're far away
you left my pain
i might not see tomorrow

might not see tomorrow
tomorrow
might not see tomorrow
tomorrow
tomorrow
tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow

it's like you're stuck in the way
i lived and learned i wanna leave you
i'll hide all my pain
not what you thought i was
cause i can't be there to save you
no i have to save myself
i've been living too dangerous
time to leave you behind

because i'm done with the lies
i've broken free from chains that held me
i woke up this time
the insecurity
help me
i wanna be there
put your face in the dirt
knocked unconscious im screaming
guess that i'll never learn

tried to go back to you
but you didn't wanna see me
cause i always lose my cool
and say things i don't mean
but deep down
i need you to believe me
stuck with all these feelings
and now i wanna
die die die

and now i wanna
die die die

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glass house (drmabeats)

HYSTERIA

NARCOTICS

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crew love (cover)

thru the grapevine... w/ wispir

(Intro - Whispered invocation over ambient synths and a slow, pulsing heartbeat rhythm, fading into soft acoustic strums)
We lovers holding out the keys...
Smiles warm, rushes out the solar plexuses,
Umbilical cords laying bare, afraid but carrying courage...
To dominate this life...
(Verse 1 - Haunting, mid-tempo melody with ethereal vocals and building strings)
We want to change our lives to something more beautiful,
Than we could ever imagine, wanting to spend it bound,
Even after death commands the physical body to die.
Mother puppeteer cuts the strings of the eyes' windows,
When the transmission ends, bound forever in pure loving warm energy,
Dark lustful loving eternity we wish to walk this earth with you,
If you wish, from our bodies split open from the contact of our warm hearts.
(Pre-Chorus - Intensifying with layered echoes and subtle percussion)
A star-crossed occultist triad, Death Moth triangle,
Of love, hope, dreams, past blood spilled as the shadows of our souls.
With a silence comes from the death, manifests desires in casting,
Attaching to living, witnessing in real time a synchronicity to evoke.
As hypertension is commanded to be repressed, letting the lines of fate change,
The goddesses that hold the keys to the lines of life,
Mother Death itself grants as gifts, as still we are her children,
Lost after birth, the womb, the void where...
(Chorus - Cathartic explosion with driving drums, distorted guitars, and soaring harmonies)
We the Death Moths crave to feel alive forever,
Unknown but so intuitively feeling it breeding,
Felt fluttering, suicidal passionate moths fan their wings,
Begin a suicidal mission to fan the flames of purity and trust.
The lovers before were of Mother Death's mate, Father Time's,
Their intimacy, the union created we,
Made the thoughts of creating the cosmic void bleed something dark,
But made of pure love and calming peace taught.
(Verse 2 - Slower, ritualistic vibe with electronic pulses and whispered overlays)
Before the cosmic cannibalistic god snake,
That's forever eating its tail, built black hole consuming,
Forcing out the white holes' burst, rebirth of razorblade hearts.
Time from the death of the devouring purposeless dull life,
Only by humans giving what pompous selfish priests and priestess whores,
Stealing, trying to keep hidden, sealed by the threshold of life.
Block I gain access by worship in nightmares that were wet dreams,
The poets when dead do dream of all the senses asked to germinate.
(Pre-Chorus - Building with vocal distortions and rising orchestration)
Begin the vows we offer our dedicated promises, the wishes,
The unfolding of long-held dreams caged until now.
Written in blood, a union channeled between sorrows revered,
Into power, love, and passionate screaming embers,
Branding our hearts with the symbols of light...
(Chorus - Epic repeat with added synth swells and backing chants)
We the Death Moths crave to feel alive forever,
Unknown but so intuitively feeling it breeding,
Felt fluttering, suicidal passionate moths fan their wings,
Begin a suicidal mission to fan the flames of purity and trust.
The lovers before were of Mother Death's mate, Father Time's,
Their intimacy, the union created we,
Made the thoughts of creating the cosmic void bleed something dark,
But made of pure love and calming peace taught.
(Bridge - Atmospheric slowdown with spoken-word elements over droning bass and flickering effects)
(Branding our hearts... with the symbols of light...
Pure love... calming peace...
Death Moths... alive forever...)
(Outro - Fading echoes, returning to whispers and a single heartbeat fade)
We lovers holding out the keys...
Smiles warm... courage to dominate...
Bound forever... in the void...
(Symbols of light... eternity...)





NARCOTICS

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