and i'll just have to come to terms with that . . .

Video: https://youtu.be/aG2XslxPxt0

We Wont Speak Like This Again

Have you ever met someone and immediately felt like you've known them for years already?

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DePhKev-1zE

We Won't Speak Like This Again [Instrumental]

It's easy to hold onto the mistakes we've made, but if we can't let go of the past . . . we'll never move forward

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQFT-qaFuNg

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Five
Four
Three
Two
One

[Chorus]
All rise hide your face like ya someone else
Got me running from mistakes made in twenty twelve
All rise hide your face like ya someone else
Got me running from mistakes made in twenty twelve
All rise hide your face like ya someone else
Got me running from mistakes made in twenty twelve
All rise hide your face like ya someone else
Got me running from mistakes made in twenty twelve

[Bridge 1]
All eyes on my face like i won the belt
Don't want memories erased just the way i felt
All lies ima make got me raising hell
Took some money from the bank but i never tell

[Verse 1]
Hate to live with my mistakes
Just hide in my house with the drapes
Not hungry i just want the taste
Like tay kay im prolly gon race
I never received the applause
My parents just called me appalling
Never had chicks on my wrist
Never had gold on my lips
Not talking curry when balling
Never had done my assignments
Guess why i can’t do the science
Ain't good wit chemistry shit
Guess why i'm lonely and crying
Feel like my life is a meme
If it’s a joke it’s a riot
Girls would yell cooties and scream
Now when they see me it’s quiet

[Chorus]
All rise hide your face like ya someone else
Got me running from mistakes made in twenty twelve
All rise hide your face like ya someone else
Got me running from mistakes made in twenty twelve
All rise hide your face like ya someone else
Got me running from mistakes made in twenty twelve
All rise hide your face like ya someone else
Got me running from mistakes made in twenty twelve

[Bridge 2]
All eyes on a face i don't know myself
People see me as saint like i'm someone else
Hard times not a break stuck inside a cell
Taking beatings in the ring not a single bell

[Verse 2]
I’m stuck and i'm living this past a mine
I cope wit depression to pass the time
I never been checked but won't pass the vibe
And don’t think this feeling gon pass me by
People gon call me a failure but know that’s a feeling i cannot afford to
Let go the past or the future ignore you
Tell you my problems but prolly would bore you
I prolly would bore you

[Bridge 3]
If your someone whose fucking raison d'être is to be remembered
Then failure can feel

All rise
Hide your face like ya someone else
Got me running from mistakes made in twenty twelve
All rise
Hide your face like ya someone else
Got me running from mistakes made in twenty twelve
Made in twenty twelve
Made in twenty twelve
Made in twenty twelve
Made in twenty twelve

[Outro]
Five
Four
Three
Two

2012

I hope you're doing ok now . . .

Video: https://youtu.be/sLzMNvtgR8E

Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/notpikaa
Mixed and Mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/sadlilblackboy

I Wish You Well (prod. Pikaa)

Change can be scary . . .

video: https://youtu.be/pRg4YfOaszE

We Get it, Pt. 2

We all eventually become the people we're supposed to be. . .

video: https://youtu.be/i3K4HHHaJOo

We Get It, Pt. 2 (instrumental)

Do you ever just miss the way it used to be between you?

video: https://youtu.be/z8Fukwbut3Q

Say My Name

video: https://youtube.com/shorts/D0h4xhFJtV4?feature=share

No One Left

I'm really my own worst critic 🤷🏽‍♂️

video: https://youtu.be/e0wNH12pBKw

I hate me too

Even the most beautiful flowers have to be chosen first . . .

Lonely Rose

Cry me a river was a certified hood classic ngl

Cry Me A River

My Ex Started An Only Fans

dont give people so much power over you that their silence leaves you questioning your work.

lyrics:
Why do I CARE;
Nothings WRONG they’re not STARING;
it ALL a red HERRING;
Pull OFF my RESOLVE;
But who CARES,
Think that im addicted to the feeling in my BRAIN,
Depression anxiety man it all just feels the SAME,
I text my high school homies and they tell me that I CHANGE,
So I cant SAY how I swing that WAY,
hypnoTIZED.
And im in love with my MISTAKES.
Certified.
Lover BOY won’t say im DRAKE.
I turn my TINTS up in my WRAITH;
So I can cruise about the streets and no one ever see my FACE,
But I text my friends im FINE,
If texts would hit my PHONE,
I hope this girl is MINE,
Am I scared to be ALONE,

Why do I CARE;
Nothings WRONG they’re not STARING;
it ALL a red HERRING;
Pull OFF my RESOLVE;
But who CARES,

But who CARES,
But who CARES,
But who CARES,

Im embarrassed by the things I say and BE;
Hoping someone unalive me the first OPPURTUNITY;
And I hate the way im crushing on these women that I meet;
Got me checking all my follows does she read my DIARIES;
Does she even follow ME,
Think I only see my FAULTS,
Like a cancer in my HOME,
No one even knows my FACE,
No one hears these songs at ALL,

Why do I CARE;
Nothings WRONG they’re not STARING;
it ALL a red HERRING;
Pull ALL my RESOLVE;
But who CARES,

Why do I CARE;
Nothings WRONG they’re not STARING;
it ALL a red HERRING;
Pull ALL my RESOLVE;
But who CARES,

red herring

lyrics:
So they got me taking pills,
So they got me taking pills,
So they got me taking pills in the morning in the NIGHT;
Change my dosage every WEEK just until we get it RIGHT;
And my brain is such a MESS see my therapist TWICE;
Think they want me locked aWAY Am I.
not RIGHT;
They say everybody’s some-body’s everything well.
Not me;
When I show up in they office start to wonder what they SEEING;
Human BEINGS can never just be OBJECTIVE im the subject of DISCUSSION;
I know therapy’s ELECTIVE but I think they think I’m.
Broke ENOUGH to need they residential CUFFS and it’s a PLUS that I got history in my FAMILY but no ones underSTANDING ME;
It’s maybe cuz we’re SEATED.
Or maybe cuz my thoughts have still been racing as of RECENT.
But guess im feeling GREAT THO;
And may HEARTY RATE LOW;
haven’t seen my parents cuz you know I fucking hate THOSE;
maybe IM adJusting to a change in MOOD;
Maybe I can make it THROUGH maybe I got just enough appointments I should make it TO,
,
But also im an anxious MESS.
hate she hasn’t text me YET.
Hate that I can’t EVEN look mirrors cuz that person isn’t someone that I RECOGNIZE;
Wish I had some better TIMES,

So they got me taking pills,
So they got me taking pills,
So they got me taking pills,
So they got me taking pills,

So they got me taking pills in the morning in the NIGHT;
Change my dosage every WEEK just until we get it RIGHT;
And my brain is such a MESS see my therapist TWICE;
Think they want me locked aWAY Am I.
not RIGHT;

I wonder how ima supposed to BE,
And what healthy SPOSED to look LIKE,
Right now I live to ENTERTAIN I hate the LAUGHS on ways to FAME;
I do the things that dull my FLAME I want to CHANGE but do the SAME like I can’t change my CULTURE change my WAYS like I just want the fucking VULTURES that been eating AFTER to ME to give me some sense of ACCEPTANCE like im.
DESTINED to be more than ME;
When I can’t see the fucking forest from the TREES because im COLOR BLIND;
so LITERALLY;
 DIGNITY is shrinking from these VIDEOS im posting. 
when im the one that POST IT.
Can’t even read POST IT hate the message when I LEAVE IT;
So I hate my songs I hate myself;
Can’t tell if therapy can HELP;
How can these people help me.
can’t even FUCKING HELP mySELF.
Overall im feeling WELL;
If broken I can’t even TELL;
thoughts could put me in a CELL.
Songs I make could never SELL;
So really am I doing WELL when life is overWHELming and my happiness aint HAPPENING,
keep on taking pills maybe happiness will happen THEN,

Pills

Messy Goodbyes

I Wish You Bad

Dont Look Down

Two Miles

Give Us a Chance (Demo)

deer

L0<3

baby

Lets all be sad together. . .
Good music, concealed by a flair of incompetence.

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