did my own lil thing over a drill beat🫶🫶

confus!0n (prod.mathaistyner)

Rerun

DONT STOP  yung eli x dreadheadthekid

SONG: Ikari (prod. jewelryboy x KyMari)

LYRICS:

Gone through so much won’t you go easy on my head
I done worked my ass off, getting off this asphalt
How you gone tell me that I ain’t give it my best
They said I wouldn’t last long I’ma prove em dead wrong

Got off that street to get this bread to make sure I could eat
They wrote me off, thought I’d be gone, started replacing me
Outside it gets cold yeah, when you’re alone yeah
I thought I’d find solace in you, but that shit ain’t what I need
I hurt you in my past, that’s all my bad
I lost the love I had, ain’t getting it back
I know demons is watching me
Praying one day I’ll collapse
Ain’t wasting time I never sleep
But still I’m waking up to that bag

I saw 85 on that dash
Fuck that shit, I ain’t going out sad
Yes I know pain, cause we go way back
Tryna break my heart, but I’m still gone laugh
I told em no one could break me down
That ain’t gonna keep them from trying
So I told myself I’m gone figure this out
Can’t nobody stop me from fighting
Killing me with pills but they say they’re righteous
Ain’t tryna help me just keep me silent
This shit so sad but you’ll never see me crying
I’m on the move

Woke up one day with just the clothes upon my back
And fucking left
Reality been shifty like them boys that’s geeking off that meth
I tried to reach out for some guidance, but my circumstances left me stressed
I was all alone, life was putting pressure on my neck
Ask me how I feel now
I’m feeling empowered now
 I learned how to fight for me
I don’t need you round now
Hate me if you want to
Promise I don’t give a fuck
How they talk about me

They labeled me evil
I’m just focused on the pieces
Of this life that I’ve been dreaming bout
I’ve been exing out the people who done hurt me in my past
Most my exes probably hoping that I swerve again and crash out
Three years since my death
And out of spite I’ve still got breath
Stand on my shit and give my best
I bet you thought I’d fail the test
I ain’t giving up again promised to myself
Lot of things that I done seen fucking up my head
Most of it I won’t forgive and I can never forget
Just let me breathe

Gone through so much won’t you go easy on my head
I done worked my ass off, getting off this asphalt
How you gone tell me that I ain’t give it my best
They said I wouldn’t last long I’ma prove em dead wrong

I hurt you in my past, that’s all my bad
I lost the love I had, ain’t getting it back
I know demons is watching me
Praying one day I’ll collapse
Ain’t wasting time I never sleep
But still I’m waking up to that


CREDITS:

Written & Performed by KyMari Ekale
Mixed & Mastered by KyMari Ekale
Produced by jewelryboy
Coproduced by KyMari Ekale

Ikari

KyMari - Ikari

MIDNIGHT 2

get right

beat : prod. lonis x teeaye
i produce my own songs

wastingmytime*

GLOWBOY Prod: 13.1ally

hawk dat boy

calling back (ft. tjswervo)

                    **chandelier**
Everyday that I wake up
I talk2God* tibu gotta pray up
When u get dat money, ngas start 2 change up 
L8Ly it been getting easy, everyday feel like a layup 
480p I been singing like aaliyah 
Shawty jus heard my songs and thought the luv wasn't real
I jus wish dat she could see me everytime I see her
I really feel
Like im on a chandelier
Moving back and forth and singin songs jus like im sia
Ngas talk the most but got no balls they like madea 
All the praise 2 God* young tibu neva had no fear
Mama took me 2 da side, said I'm posed 2b a leader
But I been doin wrong, sippin ug by the litre
Way 2 inconsistent everyday that u get stronger I get weaker
Feeling like a dog
Feeling like a creature
In the corner of the function smoking all da shisha
I was climbing da mountain now I'm fallin deeper
I need a Healer*, need a clean up, I need a Redeemer*
God I been tripping can U* save me from myself?
I'm built 4Heaven I ain't tryna go2hell
Ngas think it's over I ain't heard da bell
Everyday that I wake up
I talk2God* gotta pray up
When u get dat money...
Ever since I was a jit knew I was finna ball
4 I could walk 4 I could talk 4 I could even crawl
I knew if I ain #1, then there's something wrong
Can't lie these days I luv them moments when I be alone
So many obligations living in a fkn phone
If I could count the times a nga told me watch my tone
u ever enter therapy and tell em how 2 talk?
Dis music jus like therapy it's where I really talk
If u don't like da way I say it make yo own song
God told me 
**Neva fear***
i ain't neva scared
In the belly of the beast tibu come prepared 
Everybody tkn bout da kid but i ain neva cared
i been climbing 4so long, what's another stair/stare? 
EVERYDAY DAT I WAKE UP GOTTA SAY A PRAYER
Father* can U* lift me up cuz i don't wanna fail 
I'm running out of breath
as I'm running 2 my death
and I'm running out of time 
i jus know the end is near
i gotta shine da Light* like a chandelier


thru falling leaves

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