Teaser track from an upcoming project me and the homie “Brewer” are working on

Positive Disintegration Ft. Brewer

big deal

Surrey story.m4a

Alayia Rainn - Basket Case

Gemini is me calling out the two faces that tried to drain me, the story of two people who wore different skins but carried the same curse — a Gemini woman who played with my time, and a Gemini man who played with my trust... I don't believe in coincidences.

same energy, same poison, different bodies, two mirrors, same monster.

I’m done being quiet about it.
This track is every thought I swallowed, every warning sign I ignored, every fake smile I entertained.
The switch-ups, the lies, the manipulation — I’m airing it out.

If you’ve ever dealt with people who swear they’re real but fold the second shit gets serious, or if you’ve ever loved someone who changed personalities like seasons… then you already know the type.

Gemini

insparational

The Party

The story begins with a late-night, impulsive connection in LA.
They have intense chemistry — physical, magnetic, unfiltered — but emotionally the narrator is guarded, distant, and self-sabotaging.

He warns her he’s dangerous.
She ignores it and keeps coming back.
He keeps running, but her presence — her persistence — makes everything “harder”:

harder to leave

harder to think

harder to stay detached

He doesn’t trust her motives, doesn’t trust love, doesn’t trust himself.
So the whole song is chaos: desire, retreat, repeat.

This is where the toxic cycle begins.

my first take of harder (originally written back in Dec 2021). a fundamentally different song. its rough and raw with very minimal production. i just really, really, enjoy this take and had to share it.

Harder 4 Me (voice memo)

harder 4 me (voice memo)

Ever heard a honest to God love song  ? We're all born sinners anyway...

I. can't. lie.

HRDR

HRDR.

Deuʞhum — you will say I'm “monotone”, i will say, i am the tone. Forged by pressure, shaped by experience, and grounded in soul. I make R&B that carries the weight of impact and the warmth of rebuilding. Every track is a strike of the hammer — raw, honest, and reshaped into sound. 
Put the headphones on. You’ll hear the hammer fall—and the soul that learned to sing through the dents. 
prove me wrong.
👾

HRDR.

Deuʞhum

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