prod. by my goat @ssaeyxng
not my best work but i tried anyway
was hella inspired by @lifegiverr <33

sae - https://www.instagram.com/ssaeyxng/
me - https://www.instagram.com/prodflojy/

lyrics:

i was so blind
how did it take so much time to figure out
that i lost myself forever
i lost myself forever
im feeling tired
nothing wakes me up inside, im not alive
i lost myself forever
i lost myself forever

i can feel the years go by
why do i always want to cry
used to laugh and have fun
i think im not alright

fuck my life
im tired of having problems all around
rotting inside, i think im slowly diying
could i even get well, am i done
am i done

i was happy and i lost it
all the energy, i lost it
i wish i could come back to normal life
(come back to normal life)

yeah i feel it
i feel that i lost myself
feel that i lost myself
i feel that i lost myself
feel that i lost myself

lost myself (saeyxng)

Instrumental by my awesome friend @ritsuzuki !

That day when you called my name
Held my hand
As you kissed my face
I've never felt this way
I demand that this never change

Have you, I'm so glad I have you
Take my hand and hold it tight
I could never let you go
Tattoo, stick with me like a tattoo
Your name's etched into my mind
I cannot forget you, no

She tell me this 
She tell me that
And now we're arguing again
But I could never stay mad
At my pretty little heroine

I fell in love with her touch and her body
And I fell in love with the shape of her face
I fell in love with my pretty lil honey
I do not ever want this to change
I pray that she feels me
Exactly in the same way
Baby, you should kill me
If you want to lead me astray !

tattoo (ritsu)

Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev and @haunted_sad
Producer: @ssaeyxng

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Dev]
Yeah what is even real
I can't break this seal
Stuck in my feels
Lies around me I can't heal
What did I make
Life is just one take
But I'm stuck about to break
Grass around me with snakes
Why did I left myself down
Now my heart filled with nothing now
I feel isolated in my own town
Dreamt of being a king with my crown
Dreamt of myself wanting to drown

[Verse: @haunted_sad]
u had my soul and it just drained me
i knew baby ya u couldnt save me
i spent all my days just hating me
i saw myself baby ya just drowning 
if ur gonna lie to me then just damn discard me
u left me feeling like trash u left me feeling like garbage 
i got this gun to my head would it just save me 
wish i had the courage to just forget it all
got this gun 2 my head would it just save me
u told me that u were my remedy (yeah yeah) 
baby would u even lie to me?  (i wouldnt lie)
u told me baby that u loved me

Nothing (ft. haunted_sad) (prod.saeyxng)

(prod. DIsco)
lyrics-----------------
@peiflowy
Tired of this fake shit,
Gotta face it,
Got some gas in my system feeling faded,
Really wished that relationships work with cadence,
Won’t ever fucking work now,
Work now,
Damn it’s my birthday,
Time really flies in the worst ways,
Pain in my head,
Take these pills up to my face,
Pushing through struggles,
I know that it’s okay,
Everybody goes through the same shit every single day.

@556renzo
i've been feinin 4 ur luv
but i kno u dnt give a fuh
u js wanna break me apart
ik u planned it from the start yuh
even when u push me down
ik i can make it up wit ya
cause things gon be okay
believe we'll be okay
ion wanna wake up if im dreamin
got these drugs all in my system
and i keep thinking all about it
i dont wanna go n lose her
i js wanna be wit ya
i dont wanna be alone
bae can we go back
oh woah-

@peiflowy
Tired of this fake shit,
Gotta face it,
Got some gas in my system feeling faded,
Really wished that relationships work with cadence,
Won’t ever fucking work now,
Work now,
Damn it’s my birthday,
Time really flies in the worst ways,
Pain in my head,
Take these pills up to my face,
Pushing through struggles,
I know that it’s okay,
Everybody goes through the same shit every single day.

relationships (DIsco)

Shoutout my boyfriend @1sunsuu 💋💋 for letting me drop another song before 2026
I got carried ngl

Shoutout prod.

Lyrics:
(@1sunsuu)

girl you all I ever need inside my life
don't you worry bout me promise I'll be fine
I be trying so hard tryna make things right
wishing that I could go back in time
girl you all I ever need inside my life
don't you worry bout me promise I'll be fine
I be trying so hard tryna make things right
wishing that I could go back in time

can we be us
girl you all that I want 
can we make up a time
and stop with all this distrust
don't you know that I'm done
I'm stuck here laying in the dark
come and show me your lights
I wanna know what it's like
I wanna know how to be love

(@aspaapsa)

Ion wanna follow this conversation
Ion wanna think it all night
You just want some compensation
I don’t wanna fall that way this time

Yeah, I know what’s true and all
But I still crave to fall
Even if it breaks me down again
but At least I’d feel it all

but At least I’d feel it all
Thinking ’bout the times that I’d fall 
I wish u could see it too
I Wish I belong to you

All I Ever Need w/@1sunsuu [runawway & over]

weight on paper

track 2 - #tryingtillidie

with my bro @haunted_sad

@haunted_sad  
im so hollow to the core u nvr meant it 
u ripped my heart in two i guess tht ur a liar too
its 4am bby i jus lay awake
ya ur the one tht pushed me jus far down the drain
ya each day baby ya tht jus passed me 
i dnt wanna miss u i jus wanted to kiss u
im counting days baby till im jus gone
im #tryinguntilidie till im succeeding 
but im putting my feet 4ward tryna move on
tryna move on ya baby damn without u
ya ur the one tht pushed me so far astray
cant u see baby that i trusted u?
yeah ur the one tht betrayed me.. *yeahh yeahh
cant u see im nvr alright baby?

@556renzo
u wanted me 2 lose,, girl wats up w u?
bae u were my everything,, bae i needed u
smokin allat gas tryna get away frm u
get away frm u, tryna get away frm u
i dont want u 2 come back 2 me
cause u weren't there when u're all i need
broke me into pieces, bae cant u c?
#tryingtillidie till i succeed
2 high, 2 high
smokin allat gas, imma try till i die
2 high, 2 high
smokin allat gas, till i die

#tryingtillidie w/haunted_sad (!yukik0)

i see jakes then ima dust them 
ho lie right 2 my face i cannot trust them (no)
vintage gap my clothes walked in trim 
run on me gon get exposed dont enter (no) 
ask that li ho what her goals she ain answer 
outside like indiana jones or a camper
she wan get pampered 
i’m tryn get these hoes up off my phone so ion answer 
my bro bet beat that case cause lowk we had ts tampered 

yea yk 
don’t need hennessy i pour up 4
i do what i want steve O
die b4 i trust these hoes
youn got no bucks negro 

racks not in my jeans they too long 
yea i get high look like song yadong 
think my bro got mob ties we locked in like 1

i see jakes then ima dust them 
ho lie right 2 my face i cannot trust them (no)
vintage gap my clothes walked in trim 
run on me gon get exposed dont enter (no) 
ask that li ho what her goals she ain answer 
outside like indiana jones or a camper
she wan get pampered 
i’m tryn get these hoes up off my phone so ion answer 
my bro bet beat that case cause lowk we had ts tampered

indiana jones [chrs]

Track 3 - smoking till i drown (BUSTDOWN 3!) w/gens [ssj5 + spaceboyry]

prod by my amazing bros @ssj5-junk @spaceboyry

also shout out @gskyo he my evil twin

@556renzo:
bustdown, i got triple chains up in my neck it got em running down 
smoking all that dope i know that we are going up now
know dat we aint playin yeah
you better go and drop down
better go and drop down
bustdown, i got triple chains up in my neck it got em running down 
smoking all that dope i know that we are going up now
know dat we aint playin yeah
you better go and drop down
better go and drop down

woah, i got all these people they all listen to my songs
i got hunnid racks but i dont forget where im from
if u aint my day one then u cannot roll w us
if u tryna beef with us you're gonna meet my gun
i got oppositions they all wanna bring me down
they be hatin on me but they wanna steal my sound
i keep dropping tracks yeah i keep swagging out
smokin all that gas yuh smokin till i drown
fuck with me, i know that they fuck wit me
i be countin racks and they want a piece
i dont want no clout, i aint fakin it
dont compare me to riyuji he a bitch
you be talkin shit yeah wats up dat?
hoppin into servers just to talk me down
riding on my dick i know u a fan
but i dont care about it imma pop a xan

bustdown, i got triple chains up in my neck it got em running down 
smoking all that dope i know that we are going up now
know dat we aint playin yeah
you better go and drop down
better go and drop down
bustdown, i got triple chains up in my neck it got em running down 
smoking all that dope i know that we are going up now
know dat we aint playin yeah
you better go and drop down
better go and drop down

@gskyo:
bustdown on my chain kyk ada borgol
myC we was in bandung lets go to bogor
i done bought the same chain but i got 2 more
n my coupe 2 door
thats that nerdtrap my bracelet
sorry for flexin
shoutout my boy renzo
riyuji stay glazin
how the fuk he think he my bro if he makes the same shit
gw mandi santai sambil rokok
g ada hxroshii fake cuh dia dongo
im jus playin thats my twin
thats #myC thats my bro
stay rockin my bustdown but i dont do the most
i dont need to flex
i dont need to do that shit
got the chain on my neck nerdtrap on my wrist
n yk thats all i need
need a tea with a twist
im like fuck that boy riyuji put him on a hitlist

smoking till i drown w/gens [ssj5 + spaceboyry]

locked in (feat. PLANETT K).mp3

lyrics - 

Snow falls down as this weight crushes my mind
I hear every night replay softly in my head
So let me smoke this up till I'm feeling alright
Feeling every word as it leaves me half dead
u can’t heal from pain that u can’t forget
so I learned to smile at the doors of regret
I would write to feel something when there was nothing left
now I feel nothing as I take my last breath
To think our love was great when we first met
With every all-nighters I fall into the same abyss
hoping one day this constant pain can make any sense
maybe I’ll grab her beautiful cutlery that she left
I’ve done worse to myself baby, don't u fret
What if I make it permanent?
Maybe then I'll finally be in my own element 
I'll still bleed when my head hits the pavement
I'll still hide my pain in the form of a statement
Record another song and put on my preset
Whats my next project I'll try to make while I neglect it 
Use to thrive when decemb3r rolled around
Once shit hit the fan hiza and I shut that shit down 
Hurts to think we were comet hopping all around on those comets for a while
But in my heart of hearts I dont fuck with no pedophiles
Snow falls down as this weight crushes my mind
I hear every night replay softly in my head
So let me smoke this up till I'm feeling alright
feeling every word as it leaves me half dead
u can’t heal from pain that u can’t forget
so I learned to smile at the doors of regret
I would write to feel something when there was nothing left

an_all_night3r (scottysplash)

Doing this for fun
hmu if you wanna work 
discord: devsonic123

Nothing (ft. haunted_sad) (prod.saeyxng)

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