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LYRICS:

Know it’s coming, but you’re never knowing when,
Who the fuck you gonna lose? Maybe family or a friend,
Maybe someone that you love, even if you’ve never met,
We can feel it when it’s real, we can see when it’s pretend, yeah.

Everybody’s got a story they can share,
Everybody’s knowing loss, know the feeling isn’t rare,
Know that shit’s a part of life and nobody gets spared,
Everybody gets scared like nobody’s gonna care for them,
Got my brothers and I love them, they’re my buddies,
Some will still be chilling with me, others looking down above me,
Know I got them all around, even when I’m feeling cruddy,
Try to pull me out the dirt, even when I’m down and muddy in it,
They can see where I go, where I’ve been,
They can see my good deeds, they can see my past sins,
Everybody all around, they can see I’m all in,
Help me see the finish line when I feel I can’t win shit,
I’ve had a few close brothers that I’ve lost,
Made me change a whole lot, but it came at what cost?
Everything that I achieve, every battle that I’ve fought,
Know my people sticking with me ‘cause I keep them in my thoughts, yeah.
In ’09, I lost brother number one,
In the blink of an eye to a fuck with a gun,
I was doing dumb shit, but I had to be done,
‘Cause I knew my fucking brother wouldn’t want me to succumb to it,
A couple years passed by, no more getting high,
Knew I had to find a better way for me to live my life,
And everything was getting better till I got the news,
I lost another best friend, brother number two,
We were just about to do a few songs,
What the fuck is going on?
Why does shit be going wrong?
Had to see a few things no one ever wants to see,
Rest in peace to my brother, put his picture on a tree there,
It fucked with everything I thought I’d been learning,
It made me paranoid and I turned into a hermit,
I couldn’t go outside, I was too damn afraid,
Been a slave to my mind, in my house I’ma stay,
For another two years, now brother number three,
Hadn’t seen him in awhile, but we spoke frequently,
Told me he was doing well, feeling good, going clean,
Then I got the fucking call that my brother OD’ed,
Now why the fuck does this shit keep on happening?
I pick myself and then I’m thrown on my back again,
Depression’s been at bay and then it’s on the attack again,
The shit’s hurting worse than anyone could be imagining,
Except, a lot people gonna be feeling it,
It’s only up to us on how we cope and how we deal with it,
Talking so much, but now it’s gotta be shown,
Let them know that you’re there and that they’ll never be alone here,
Don’t hate if we choose to believe,
That there’s more to a life than the mind can perceive,
I can think about you, you could think about me,
Just breathe, the first step to set your mind free here,
And I know my loved ones stuck around,
Still feel them in my heart from sunup to sundown,
And I’m not the only one, know that you feel it too,
‘Cause you’ve had it all along, know the power’s in you.

Know the power’s in you,
Know the powers in you,
Know the power’s in you,
Said you’ve had it all along, know the power’s in you, yeah.

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STICK AROUND (prod. bearded legend)

Give up on life feat. Killing Art prod. Kaktus

eighteen + unsaved // prod. wtfbruno

narcotics on the nightstand w/ the48thfloor [prod. capsctrl]

Dark Of The Night W/ Robstar(prod. smokerose)

cover art by Alexander Levesque

VOCALISTS IN ORDER:

1. @dev0x
2. @struqq
3. @makeangelscry

blind until I'm gone [+dev0 & struqq] (prod. BLADE901)

- CREDITS -
PRODUCED BY CURTAINS (@MOONNSTONES) & VENDR (@VENDR)
MIXED & MASTERED BY DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS (@HOROSHAMUSIC)
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN & QUENTIN "WETHHER" DICKEY (@WETHHER)
ART BY MELMIGE (@MELMIGE)

- lyrics -
wake up in the morning feeling like shit
wonder why i'm like this
leaning on my vices
i've got no motivation
desperately in need of a vacation
from my own skin
i wanna sleep all day like i don't exist
wake up in the morning wishing that i never did
i don't like myself when im like this

don't put me on a pedestal 
as if i'm something special
no i’m no better than any other sad kid rappin’ ‘bout the same sad shit

(Wethher)
and we take our time
it's never seemed fine
another day's gone by
know this feeling isnt right
so helpless
mindless
i really can't change this
like this
fill this bottle 'til i'm drowning
out all the sorrow
i don't even wanna wake tomorrow

i want it all with no cappin’
never wait around rather make things happen
looking in the mirror
make myself sick
i fucking hate myself when i'm like this

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Like This w/ wethher (Prod. Curtains & vendr)

Mixed by: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Cover art by: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng

1000 fireflies (prod. splashgvng)

i've felt a chaotic mix of emotions recently, and i feel like this starts to do a good job of explaining and understanding them

produced by idealism

thanks for listening <3

why? [prod. idealism]

prod. @kygknikker

dhmu, on the moon

writing every night i cut myself onto the notepad
i got blood stained all up on my old desk
every song I write's a picture from a kodak
you can listen to it wherever you go at
without your arms around me I feel homeless
its ok im used to falling asleep cold, yeah
snow falls in my room, my tears get frozen
cuz without you by my side babe im a ghost yeah

tell me is my spirit still sleeping in your bed too
i wish i could make it feel like i aint left you
im still here i just cant get up out my bedroom
don't think you're alone, baby i feel like im dead too
memories of high school, meet me in the restroom
hide the addies where the teachers won't check you
baby don't feel stupid my own heads a mess too
i know how it feels to feel so stuck in place unless you

run fast, run hard, away from where the ghosts are
cold blood, cold heart, you never did feel so far, from home
i know you feel like no one, you know
trust me it gets better babe just
run fast, run hard, away from where the ghosts are
cold blood, cold heart, you never did feel so far, from home
i know you feel like no one, you know
trust me it gets better babe just

hold on to everything we said and don't forget that
imma take you with me when I blow up, hope you know that
hop up in the whip when i come pull up in the tesla
til that time comes i wanna tell you I won't hold back
waking up with cold sweats, cuz you didn't die when you tried to go overdose yeah

you're still here for a reason, and I know that
You know I know you know that I'm so soulless
I wont quit though, imma get it and go
i know its for something, everything we went through
i might be gone now but theres something for you
just wait until I come back down from the moon

run fast, run hard, away from where the ghosts are
cold blood, cold heart, you never did feel so far, from home
i know you feel like no one, you know
trust me it gets better babe just
run fast, run hard, away from where the ghosts are
cold blood, cold heart, you never did feel so far, from home
i know you feel like no one, you know
trust me it gets better baby

falling asleep cold [prod. kyg beats]

Lyrics: 
Fall to the ground knees to my face 
My tears are running a race 
Forget what I said your all in my head 
Running around like we did back then 
I remember your smile your laugh your touch 
And I still wonder why I wasn't good enough 
Turn off the lights don’t wanna awake 
Sitting on the ground knees to my face 
And my tears are like running a race 
My vision so blurred suffocating in all your words 
My ears they ring and mind is like a forever going swing 
I wanna jump off but I’m afraid to fall 
Fall to the ground knees to my face 
My tears are running a race 
Forget what I said your all in my head 
Running around like we did back then 
I remember your smile your laugh your touch 
And I still wonder why I wasn't good enough

my tears are running a race (prod. yungs6ul)

https://soundcloud.com/salemavenue

promnight: 

wake up every morning 
just to feel the same old nothing 
and i’d rather keep it all inside 
then let you know what’s it’s really like 
inside my mind 
and i know i don’t express it right 
just know that i really try 
it’s so hard, it’s so hard 
to let it out 

and i don’t feel 
the way i did, last year or the year before
i’m lost, more lost than found 
and i can’t get it out 
i don’t know where to go 
in the end i’m all alone 
people change their faces 
i’m always replaced and 
nothing new fucking changes
i’m done with this shit 

leave me alone 
i don’t need your help 
i don’t your texts 
i’m not ur friend 

salem avenue: 

sunlight 
saw you in the sunlight 
cut me in my heart like a dull knife 
everything i did was 
for you i swear 
i could have done it better 
i know 
left me with a dark soul
everyday i go out 
make me feel unknown 
in every way 
everyday i come back home 
tell me why i feel more alone?

it’s taken me 
some time to see 
that when you say my name 
you’re speaking on 
someone you don’t know 

tell me 
where i should be when the world comes crashing down?
you want a smile on my face?
while you letting me down

when the world comes crashing down

when the world comes crashing down w salem avenue (prod. iof)

Idfktbh i just cried on a freestyle

mix and master: @ifeelnum

lyrics:
Back to my old ways
feeling so empty
writing all these songs about how i feel
i dont know if any of this is real

i want to be new
im so sick of writing songs about you
i just wanna be with you
i might just let this go

writing all these new songs about the way you made me feel
writing these songs on these scars theyll never heal
i just wanna feel alive
control my mind
i dont wanna die tonight
i dont wanna let this die
maybe ill just cry
one more time

sorry for the things i said
sorry that i never left
sorry that my minds a mess

Dark Of The Night W/ Robstar(prod. smokerose)

dev0 ☆

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