just the stripped version of a sad lil ballad we made last winter (prod. NOCTIS) 

lyrics
i could see wilting the flowers i put on your grave
if you were here would you teach me again to behave
i can still hear all your whining, 
and moaning, and groaning
from six feet under babe
i can still feel myself dying, 
i'm lying to family again

fuck all your feelings
fuck all the emotions
i was the one drinking all of the potions
to make you feel worth it
i don't know if i'll survive
i don't know if i'll survive

i could see moving the bugs underneath your skin
creeping and crawling, then returning deeper within
if you knew that you didn't love me, 
then why did you let me love you for so long?
i just wanna know...

fuck all your feelings
fuck all the emotions
i was the one drinking all of the potions
to make you feel worth it
i don't know if i'll survive
fuck all your feelings
fuck all the emotions
i was the one drinking all of the potions
to make you feel worth it

(i'm lying to all of my friends.
hoping that they can see through me
and see that i'm worth it
i've been torn apart by the man who
shoulda buried me with his dreams.)

burials (stripped)

a cover of "her name is heaven" by river moon
original song & mixing by: @yungdeepthroat

see the video here: https://twitter.com/dev4yne/status/933006773744791552

heaven (cover)

revenge of a pissed off ex. fuck valentine's day, basically.
produced and written entirely by Devayne

lyrics
[verse 1]
We were lovers for no reason
I try to justify my lonely motives
Know you've seen behind the curtain
Never spoke a word you saw worth quotin
If we're just lovers for a season
Lean in closer, and we'll spill our secrets
So when you commit your treason
I'm not surprised

By all of the lies that you told me to keep me inside
Waiting for love you could never provide
Down on my knees at the side of your bed
You're all up in my head
Shoulda never confided in you
Just tell me the truth
Just show me the places you think that we're going
Sayin' you love me, I wish you would show it
Sayin' you love me, I wish you would show it

[verse 2]
You tried to hold me down when I was up
Pressed into my wounds, when I was cut
Can't stand this hate you're displayin'
Fuck is you sayin'?
Watch how you talk to me, breath 'round me, walk with me,
Lovin' me, touchin' me, can't get enough of me
Like how you talk when you get a little rough with me
I know it's just you and all of your anger
Watch you dissolve, now you feel like a stranger

[interlude]
You feel like a stranger
You feel like a fucking stranger
And you haven't seen the half of me
I'll show you what revenge looks like

[outro]
I'll show you what revenge looks like
I'll show you what revenge looks like
I'll show you what revenge looks like
(Strap it on, strap it on, strap it on) x3

I'll show you what revenge looks like
I'll show you what revenge looks like...

Lovers (Revenge)

prod. NOCTIS

lyrics

[verse 1]
i had a lot on my mind
i had a lot to define
you had to hide
you weren't a lover of mine
you were trying to avoid all of your problems
i was busy solving riddles
you didn't care to understand
and look at what you've left me with babe

i'm trying 
i'm choking to keep it down
i'm stumbling through all the motions
that we created with our bullshit
can't you see where we destroyed this
you were lying to my face you saw the end
(babe) you were over it

[chorus]
every time we touched 
it felt like i was swollen, swollen
baby [x14]
every time we touched
it felt like i was swollen, swollen
'cause when you put your hands on me
i can feel the venom burning deep

[verse 2]
i could just say "fuck it" too
i can pretend i don't care (oh no)
i can forget all the memories
and rip your fingers from my hair

[pre-chorus]
and i will rip you from my skeleton
before i spiral into nothingness again
if i knew your love was paper thin
i wouldn't have let this begin

[chorus]
every time we touched 
it felt like i was swollen, swollen
baby [x14]
every time we touched
it felt like i was swollen, swollen
'cause when you put your hands on me
i can feel the venom burning deep

[bridge]
(no, no) i'm not gonna be the victim anymore
(babe) don't you try me again
why was i the one?
why was i the one?
was i?

[chorus]
every time we touched 
it felt like i was swollen
you never had my back
you pushed me to the wall
and you let me go
you let me go
you let me go
you let me go

Swollen

(prod. NOCTIS)

lyrics
i could see wilting the flowers i put on your grave
if you were here would you teach me again to behave
i can still hear all your whining, 
and moaning, and groaning
from six feet under babe
i can still feel myself dying, 
i'm lying to family again

i can see a way out (hey)

fuck all your feelings
fuck all the emotions
i was the one drinking all of the potions
to make you feel worth it
i don't know if i'll survive
i don't know if i'll survive

i could see moving the bugs underneath your skin
creeping and crawling, then returning deeper within
if you knew that you didn't love me, 
then why did you let me love you for so long?
i just wanna know...

fuck all your feelings
fuck all the emotions
i was the one drinking all of the potions
to make you feel worth it
i don't know if i'll survive
i don't know if i'll survive

Burials

(prod. NOCTIS)

lyrics

when you travel your desert roads 
i swallow the sand you kick away
why are you fleeing from a happy home
to reconvene in things you hate?
i guess i made a mistake
with believing all of the commotion
was us just being sentimental
i let you excavate my mental
and you just pushed me to the side
when you got tired
you got tired x6

teach me, teach me
teach me to be tame

now i’ve been forgotten 
as soon as i'm dropped on this state of mind you preserve
i tick till i'm ready to detonate secrets,
the gossip that i had observed
i'm ready to lick at the flame
when you're ready, just feed me the fire
why can't i teach me to be tame?
forget what it is i desire

see you're all about your money now
get your paper forget how much you've been feeling down
if you can smile at a ten
imagine a hundred green men carrying your soul around

i'm a ladder but you see me as a boulder
all those nights you'd be crying cuz you can't hold her
now that desert you just crossed is getting colder
but you would never notice cuz you're stomping on my shoulders

can't i be the medicine? (oh, oh)
find a way to let me in (to your home)

now i’ve been forgotten 
as soon as i'm dropped on this state of mind you preserve
i tick till i'm ready to detonate secrets,
the gossip that i had observed
i'm ready to lick at the flame
when you're ready, just feed me the fire
why can't i teach me to be tame?
forget what it is i desire

devayne

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